At the end of the day, being autistic's just a part of me. I mean I don't
think about how I have brown hair or fingernails, they’re just there, they've always been there and I
don't think about it. I think being a parent of an autistic child the most important thing to
remember is to just take it one step at a time, one day at a time. I would describe it as a journey
that helped me to learn how to better advocate for people and better advocate for Christopher. Just
having the diagnosis ma
de a big difference. It explained a lot. A lot of questions were answered. Just getting that diagnosis was a big deal. I think being a parent of an autistic child is
sometimes a struggle but I mean, you have the same goals for your child, you
want your child to succeed and it's no different than having
quote unquote a normal child. I wish that everyone knew that autism is
fundamentally about a way that an individual interacts with the world, their environment,
differences in learning, dif
ferences in perception, and that you know these differences are what makes
human diversity interesting. I was diagnosed with ASD as an adult at the MIND Institute. What I found
with the diagnosis is that it was very empowering because it answered a lot of questions about how I was. I think the first thing I'd wish is that they have realized every individual is different and
they have their own individual unique struggles, so you have to accept who there are as an
individual, their own uniqu
e struggles. I just have this thing I like to call a social battery
like uh when I'm on the green everything's good I'm chilling, I'm having a good time. When it
starts getting lower and into the red like I get tired my brain feels fuzzy and it's tiring
to keep talking to people and I just don't, I don't interact with them. I mean my friends are pretty
understanding of it. What I wish people would know about autism, I think it should be celebrated. Yes
it's being different but every person
is different. My sister thought I had autism, or, um,
it was Asperger’s syndrome at that time, and so she took me to the MIND Institute. And it was
news to me. I had no idea. But I consider it so disabling that it's a complete disability,
and I think that has to do with the fact that I had no help or support with it until I was in
my mid-50s and diagnosed at the MIND Institute. My advice to any adult who thinks they're on the
spectrum, go get diagnosed, because it it's very empowering. Lot
s of us don't really bring up being autistic in scenarios and everyone's autism hits different so uh you might have talked to at
least one person without knowing. Like I said people don't really mention it like eye color
or having fingernails, I don't really think about it and don't mention it in casual conversations.
I mean, I like being anti-social pretty often. A lot of my free time is spent sitting in my
room browsing Tumblr and not talking to anyone. I do get kind of uneasy if no one
else is in the
house though. Just because I don't talk to people most of the time doesn't mean I hate socializing
or anything. I have friends and it's fun being on the same wavelength as someone else, being able to
find common ground with a person and just both of you just word vomit at each other. As an autistic
person there's things I don't like eating you know, much like any other person, but I don't know how
many of those I don't know how many people don't like onions specifically bec
ause they crunch weird,
like onions have this weird way they crunch, kind of like apples except apples are
sweet so I don't hate apples. Hi can I get a cheeseburger with just the meat and cheese and
absolutely nothing else on it? Story of my life. You know with Christopher he learns to
appreciate the day. He's taught me through my life, through our journey together, is
just to appreciate the simple things in life, enjoying the good air or growing what's outside.
It's just he has a differe
nt view on the world. He sees things differently and I love seeing things
through his eyes. My child is extremely smart and extremely knowledgeable and he's wonderful to
talk to. He likes to talk about current events, he loves to game and all around he's just a joy
to be with every day. My son has a diagnosis of autism and ADHD and sometimes his impulses can
get in the way of his social interactions and it's very hard to be gentle with him and teach
him that it's okay that these impulses
happen but then have him work on them and understand them
and improve them for the next time. That's a very big challenge for me as a parent and him. If you
can just take it one step at a time and know that it's okay to start and stop it's okay to pivot
and not everything is going to be linear, than I think you'll give yourself a lot of grace
and a lot of understanding through the process and I cannot recommend practicing self-care and
mindfulness enough. It will truly change your life. I
always wonder, If everyone's different what's
the standard for being typical, you know?
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I am learning that I'm autistic at 32. I spent my entire life feeling like I could never fit in anywhere, and I constantly failed at things even though I tried my best. I always felt like I just couldn't enjoy things that others enjoyed, I found myself stimming all the time or I'd feel really awkward and I'd always go into a "flat tire mode" where I just couldn't find motivation or energy to do anything (turned out to be autistic burnout and autistic inertia issues). I would often have issues cleaning the house or even knowing when to eat. Learning that I'm autistic (and possibly ADHD) has completely shifted my perspective on an understood life, which is sort of why I started my channel, to help explain my view of it.
Man I looked awkward in that video. I’m Isa