- [Amy] You read this poem at mom and dad's funeral, but I never really heard the words until now. "Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there. I do not sleep. I am in a thousand winds that blow. I am the softly falling snow. I am in the flowers that bloom. I am in a quiet room. I am in the birds that sing. I am in each lovely thing." (gentle music) (door opens) - Hey, forgot to get these from the car. - Okay, can I take this? Sophie, come on. - Stop, come on. It'll be fine, I got it. (do
or creaks) Did you check on the cake? - No, I'm, yeah, it has a few more minutes. - But did you check, because that pan is really tricky and the batter can stick really easily. - Hey, you okay? - [Sophie] Yeah. Yeah. I'm good. - Why don't you sit down for a second? - No, I can't, everyone's gonna be here in a few hours and you gotta go get dressed soon, okay? Oh, and will you do me a favor and finish decorating the cake while I go get ready, please? - Yeah. Hey, Sophie? - Yeah. I love you. Thank
you. (sound of whisking) (whisking continues) (Amy sighs) Ta-da. (laughs) Isn't it's so good? And look at the butterfly. Dude. Mom was so tiny. I can't believe I squeezed into this. Amy, this looks amazing. Oh my gosh. We gotta take a picture before anyone eats it. - No one is going to eat that. - They better. My sister made it with her own two hands. Oh my God. - Sophie, this is stupid. - [Sophie] No, no. This is really funny. It's so good. It's a brain. - No, no, not the cake. This is stupid.
(doorbell ringing) I'll get it. - Oh my gosh. Who are those from? - [Amy] Tia Veronica. - God, I miss her so much, I wish she wasn't so far away. - Yeah, it's probably for the best she didn't come all this way. - You said that you would support me. - I made your brain cake, Sophie. I am supporting you. - Yeah, and you rolled your eyes the entire time and told me how stupid I was the entire time. - No, no. You're not stupid. This party is stupid. We both know you're not
actually gonna go through
with it, so why are you wasting everybody's time? - What? - Sophie, newsflash, you change
your mind about everything. Is that surprising? Okay. Sorry. Horse camp? - Oh my God, Amy. I was 12 years old. - All right, fine. How about Brett? Remember that? You weren't 12 then. Remember he proposed and
you said yes, and then you said no because, predictably, you had
an 11th-hour change of heart. - Amy, please. - And then we had to cancel everything. - I can't believe I have to actually say this, but
this? It is not horse camp. And it's not Brett, it's not... I'm not changing my mind about this. - All right, well then, I'll just keep setting up for this party that no one's gonna come to and we'll see what happens. - You know, maybe the reason
why I've always been so unsure about my decisions is because
you were always bullying me into doing what you want me to do. - Oh my God. - You know it's true, Amy. - Here we go. - And if we're gonna get into it, because apparently we are, I remember wan
ting to go to horse camp, but you insisted that I didn't. - [Amy] Yeah 'cause I knew you would get hurt. - And I wanted to marry Brett. - [Amy] Oh. - I did, but he did not live up to your impossibly high
standards, so what did you do? You had to start pointing out all of his flaws until you got into my head. - Sophie, that guy had a Dave Matthews tattoo. You wanted to marry a guy with a Dave Matthews tattoo? Fuck off. - I have made my decision, Amy, and I'm so sorry that you can't accept that. -
You know what? All right. You know what? Another thing, mom and dad were Catholic. So this doesn't exactly, you know, jive with what they would've wanted. - Amy, mom and dad are dead. - Oh God. Thank you for the reminder, I forgot. Mom and dad are dead. Yeah, I know. All of that aside, you cannot
make a decision like this, okay, because you don't know what's gonna happen in a year, two years, three
years, anything could happen and you cannot make this decision. Okay? You can't, you're not ready
. - It's my decision to make and I ready, Amy. - Enough. Stop! Stop! Enough. Enough of this. You're not doing it and I'm not doing it. Yeah, I've probably never told you this before. I don't think I have. When you were born, when mom and dad brought you home from the hospital, I thought I was gonna hate you. I really did because I wasn't
gonna be the only kid anymore. And then I saw you. And you looked right at me. And mom said, "Look, she loves you." And I just can't stop thinking about that ba
by. Look, Soph. This is one decision, that once you make it, you cannot change your mind. So Sophie, please, I am asking you. I am, I am begging you to please, please, please change your mind. - Look. - [Amy] Please. - Amy. I know that this is hard. Please believe me. I know that and I know that you wanna protect me, but goddammit, this is my life, and it's my decision to make for once and you've gotta stop. - No, no, no, no, - And you don't know. - Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Ar
e you okay? Are you okay? Are you okay? Oh God. Are you okay? Oh God, Sophie. Are you okay? Oh God, Soph. Oh God, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. - [Sophie] It's okay. Oh, ow. - I'm sorry. It's not stupid. Okay? You're not stupid. It's not stupid, it's not. - I know. - I'm gonna miss you so much. Can I ask you a question? - Sure. - Did you really wanna marry Brett? (both sisters laughing) - No, of course I didn't. The tattoo was on his ankle. It was so ugly. - [Amy] So ugly. So ugly. You're sure? - I'm su
re. - [Amy] Okay. Okay. So, now what? (doorbell ringing) - We party. (everyone laughing) (gentle music) (everyone talking and laughing) (gentle music continues) Keep turning faster and faster and faster. (gentle music continues) (everyone laughing) (Amy laughing) - [] I am gonna mix all of it in and she is gonna need to drink the whole thing down, maybe within 60 to 90 seconds. - [Amy] Okay. - In order to get all the medicine in her system as quickly as possible. We don't want to kind of drag th
ings out. - I like, love all this attention. (everyone laughing) - That's the most you thing I've ever heard. - [Doula] And usually it's pretty quick. So, do you have any questions? - Um. No, I mean, it's not painful, right? - No, that's kind of the beauty of doing it this way, is that it's very easy, very peaceful. Before she drinks it, I'm gonna ask her two questions. I'm going to ask her... Do you understand that you can change your mind if you want to? - Yes, I do. I'm not changing my mind.
- Okay, and can you tell me what this medicine will do? - It'll put me in a coma and
I'll eventually stop breathing. I'll die. - [Doula] Okay. You ready? - Oh, God. Yeah. (gentle music) (everyone laughing) (Sophie sniffles) - [Amy] It's okay, it's okay. - It's just like, what a blessing it is to, I'm such an ugly crier, but what a blessing it is to feel so loved. Run after it. As much as you can. (gentle music continues) (gentle music continues) (inaudible whisper) (sisters laughing) (gentle mus
ic ends) (emotional music) (emotional music continues) (emotional music continues) (emotional music continues) (emotional music ends)
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