AI Read to Me presents Emma by Jane Austen
CHAPTER I Emma Woodhouse, handsome, clever, and rich,
with a comfortable home and happy disposition, seemed to unite some of the
best blessings of existence; and had lived nearly twenty-one years in the
world with very little to distress or vex her. She was the youngest of the two daughters of a
most affectionate, indulgent father; and had, in consequence of her sister’s marriage, been
mistress of his house from a very early period. Her mother had
died too long ago for her to
have more than an indistinct remembrance of her caresses; and her place had been supplied by
an excellent woman as governess, who had fallen little short of a mother in affection.
Sixteen years had Miss Taylor been in Mr. Woodhouse’s family, less as a governess
than a friend, very fond of both daughters, but particularly of Emma. Between them it was
more the intimacy of sisters. Even before Miss Taylor had ceased to hold the nominal office of
governess, the mild
ness of her temper had hardly allowed her to impose any restraint; and the
shadow of authority being now long passed away, they had been living together as friend and friend
very mutually attached, and Emma doing just what she liked; highly esteeming Miss Taylor’s
judgment, but directed chiefly by her own. The real evils, indeed, of Emma’s situation were
the power of having rather too much her own way, and a disposition to think a little
too well of herself; these were the disadvantages whi
ch threatened alloy to
her many enjoyments. The danger, however, was at present so unperceived, that they did
not by any means rank as misfortunes with her. Sorrow came—a gentle sorrow—but not at all in
the shape of any disagreeable consciousness.—Miss Taylor married. It was Miss Taylor’s loss which
first brought grief. It was on the wedding-day of this beloved friend that Emma first sat
in mournful thought of any continuance. The wedding over, and the bride-people gone, her
father and her
self were left to dine together, with no prospect of a third to cheer a long
evening. Her father composed himself to sleep after dinner, as usual, and she had then
only to sit and think of what she had lost. The event had every promise of happiness
for her friend. Mr. Weston was a man of unexceptionable character, easy fortune,
suitable age, and pleasant manners; and there was some satisfaction in considering
with what self-denying, generous friendship she had always wished and promoted the
match; but
it was a black morning’s work for her. The want of Miss Taylor would be felt every hour of every
day. She recalled her past kindness—the kindness, the affection of sixteen years—how she had taught
and how she had played with her from five years old—how she had devoted all her powers to attach
and amuse her in health—and how nursed her through the various illnesses of childhood. A large debt
of gratitude was owing here; but the intercourse of the last seven years, the equal footi
ng
and perfect unreserve which had soon followed Isabella’s marriage, on their being left to each
other, was yet a dearer, tenderer recollection. She had been a friend and companion such as few
possessed: intelligent, well-informed, useful, gentle, knowing all the ways of the family,
interested in all its concerns, and peculiarly interested in herself, in every pleasure,
every scheme of hers—one to whom she could speak every thought as it arose, and who had such
an affection for her as cou
ld never find fault. How was she to bear the change?—It was true that
her friend was going only half a mile from them; but Emma was aware that great must be
the difference between a Mrs. Weston, only half a mile from them, and a Miss Taylor
in the house; and with all her advantages, natural and domestic, she was now in great
danger of suffering from intellectual solitude. She dearly loved her father, but
he was no companion for her. He could not meet her in conversation, rational or playful
.
The evil of the actual disparity in their ages (and Mr. Woodhouse had not married early) was
much increased by his constitution and habits; for having been a valetudinarian all his
life, without activity of mind or body, he was a much older man in ways than in years; and
though everywhere beloved for the friendliness of his heart and his amiable temper, his talents
could not have recommended him at any time. Her sister, though comparatively but little
removed by matrimony, being settled i
n London, only sixteen miles off, was much beyond
her daily reach; and many a long October and November evening must be struggled
through at Hartfield, before Christmas brought the next visit from Isabella and her
husband, and their little children, to fill the house, and give her pleasant society again.
Highbury, the large and populous village, almost amounting to a town, to which Hartfield, in spite
of its separate lawn, and shrubberies, and name, did really belong, afforded her no equals.
The
Woodhouses were first in consequence there. All looked up to them. She had many acquaintance in
the place, for her father was universally civil, but not one among them who could be accepted in
lieu of Miss Taylor for even half a day. It was a melancholy change; and Emma could not but
sigh over it, and wish for impossible things, till her father awoke, and made it necessary
to be cheerful. His spirits required support. He was a nervous man, easily depressed;
fond of every body that he
was used to, and hating to part with them; hating change of
every kind. Matrimony, as the origin of change, was always disagreeable; and he was by no means
yet reconciled to his own daughter’s marrying, nor could ever speak of her but with compassion,
though it had been entirely a match of affection, when he was now obliged to part with Miss Taylor
too; and from his habits of gentle selfishness, and of being never able to suppose that other
people could feel differently from himself, he was
very much disposed to think Miss Taylor
had done as sad a thing for herself as for them, and would have been a great deal happier if she
had spent all the rest of her life at Hartfield. Emma smiled and chatted as cheerfully as
she could, to keep him from such thoughts; but when tea came, it was impossible for him
not to say exactly as he had said at dinner, “Poor Miss Taylor!—I wish she
were here again. What a pity it is that Mr. Weston ever thought of her!”
“I cannot agree with you, papa;
you know I cannot. Mr. Weston is such a good-humoured, pleasant,
excellent man, that he thoroughly deserves a good wife;—and you would not have had Miss Taylor live
with us for ever, and bear all my odd humours, when she might have a house of her own?”
“A house of her own!—But where is the advantage of a house of her own?
This is three times as large.—And you have never any odd humours, my dear.”
“How often we shall be going to see them, and they coming to see us!—We shall
be always meeting
! We must begin; we must go and pay wedding visit very soon.”
“My dear, how am I to get so far? Randalls is such a distance. I could not walk half so far.”
“No, papa, nobody thought of your walking. We must go in the carriage, to be sure.”
“The carriage! But James will not like to put the horses to for such a little way;—and where are the
poor horses to be while we are paying our visit?” “They are to be put into Mr. Weston’s stable,
papa. You know we have settled all that already. We talked it
all over with Mr. Weston last night.
And as for James, you may be very sure he will always like going to Randalls, because of his
daughter’s being housemaid there. I only doubt whether he will ever take us anywhere else.
That was your doing, papa. You got Hannah that good place. Nobody thought of Hannah till
you mentioned her—James is so obliged to you!” “I am very glad I did think of her. It was very
lucky, for I would not have had poor James think himself slighted upon any account; and I
am sure
she will make a very good servant: she is a civil, pretty-spoken girl; I have a great opinion of
her. Whenever I see her, she always curtseys and asks me how I do, in a very pretty manner;
and when you have had her here to do needlework, I observe she always turns the lock of the door
the right way and never bangs it. I am sure she will be an excellent servant; and it will be
a great comfort to poor Miss Taylor to have somebody about her that she is used to see.
Whenever James goe
s over to see his daughter, you know, she will be hearing of us. He
will be able to tell her how we all are.” Emma spared no exertions to maintain
this happier flow of ideas, and hoped, by the help of backgammon, to get her father
tolerably through the evening, and be attacked by no regrets but her own. The backgammon-table
was placed; but a visitor immediately afterwards walked in and made it unnecessary.
Mr. Knightley, a sensible man about seven or eight-and-thirty, was not only a very old
and
intimate friend of the family, but particularly connected with it, as the elder brother of
Isabella’s husband. He lived about a mile from Highbury, was a frequent visitor, and always
welcome, and at this time more welcome than usual, as coming directly from their mutual connexions
in London. He had returned to a late dinner, after some days’ absence, and now walked up to
Hartfield to say that all were well in Brunswick Square. It was a happy circumstance, and animated
Mr. Woodhouse fo
r some time. Mr. Knightley had a cheerful manner, which always did him good; and
his many inquiries after “poor Isabella” and her children were answered most satisfactorily. When
this was over, Mr. Woodhouse gratefully observed, “It is very kind of you, Mr. Knightley, to
come out at this late hour to call upon us. I am afraid you must have had a shocking walk.”
“Not at all, sir. It is a beautiful moonlight night; and so mild that I must
draw back from your great fire.” “But you must have fou
nd it very damp and
dirty. I wish you may not catch cold.” “Dirty, sir! Look at my
shoes. Not a speck on them.” “Well! that is quite surprising, for we
have had a vast deal of rain here. It rained dreadfully hard for half an hour while we were at
breakfast. I wanted them to put off the wedding.” “By the bye—I have not wished you joy.
Being pretty well aware of what sort of joy you must both be feeling, I have
been in no hurry with my congratulations; but I hope it all went off tolerably we
ll.
How did you all behave? Who cried most?” “Ah! poor Miss Taylor! ’Tis a sad business.”
“Poor Mr. and Miss Woodhouse, if you please; but I cannot possibly say ‘poor Miss Taylor.’
I have a great regard for you and Emma; but when it comes to the question of dependence
or independence!—At any rate, it must be better to have only one to please than two.”
“Especially when one of those two is such a fanciful, troublesome creature!” said Emma
playfully. “That is what you have in your head, I know
—and what you would certainly
say if my father were not by.” “I believe it is very true, my dear, indeed,”
said Mr. Woodhouse, with a sigh. “I am afraid I am sometimes very fanciful and troublesome.”
“My dearest papa! You do not think I could mean you, or suppose Mr. Knightley to mean you.
What a horrible idea! Oh no! I meant only myself. Mr. Knightley loves to find fault with
me, you know—in a joke—it is all a joke. We always say what we like to one another.”
Mr. Knightley, in fact, was one
of the few people who could see faults in Emma Woodhouse,
and the only one who ever told her of them: and though this was not particularly agreeable
to Emma herself, she knew it would be so much less so to her father, that she would not have
him really suspect such a circumstance as her not being thought perfect by every body.
“Emma knows I never flatter her,” said Mr. Knightley, “but I meant no reflection on any
body. Miss Taylor has been used to have two persons to please; she will now ha
ve but one.
The chances are that she must be a gainer.” “Well,” said Emma, willing to let it
pass—“you want to hear about the wedding; and I shall be happy to tell you, for we all
behaved charmingly. Every body was punctual, every body in their best looks: not a tear,
and hardly a long face to be seen. Oh no; we all felt that we were going to be only half a
mile apart, and were sure of meeting every day.” “Dear Emma bears every thing so well,” said her
father. “But, Mr. Knightley, she is r
eally very sorry to lose poor Miss Taylor, and I am sure
she will miss her more than she thinks for.” Emma turned away her head, divided between tears
and smiles. “It is impossible that Emma should not miss such a companion,” said Mr. Knightley.
“We should not like her so well as we do, sir, if we could suppose it; but she knows how much
the marriage is to Miss Taylor’s advantage; she knows how very acceptable it must be, at
Miss Taylor’s time of life, to be settled in a home of her own, an
d how important to her
to be secure of a comfortable provision, and therefore cannot allow herself to feel so
much pain as pleasure. Every friend of Miss Taylor must be glad to have her so happily married.”
“And you have forgotten one matter of joy to me,” said Emma, “and a very considerable one—that
I made the match myself. I made the match, you know, four years ago; and to have it
take place, and be proved in the right, when so many people said Mr. Weston would never
marry again, may comf
ort me for any thing.” Mr. Knightley shook his head at her.
Her father fondly replied, “Ah! my dear, I wish you would not make matches and foretell
things, for whatever you say always comes to pass. Pray do not make any more matches.”
“I promise you to make none for myself, papa; but I must, indeed, for other people. It is the
greatest amusement in the world! And after such success, you know!—Every body said that Mr. Weston
would never marry again. Oh dear, no! Mr. Weston, who had been a wid
ower so long, and who seemed
so perfectly comfortable without a wife, so constantly occupied either in his business in
town or among his friends here, always acceptable wherever he went, always cheerful—Mr. Weston
need not spend a single evening in the year alone if he did not like it. Oh no! Mr. Weston
certainly would never marry again. Some people even talked of a promise to his wife on her
deathbed, and others of the son and the uncle not letting him. All manner of solemn nonsense was
t
alked on the subject, but I believed none of it. “Ever since the day—about four years ago—that Miss
Taylor and I met with him in Broadway Lane, when, because it began to drizzle, he darted away with
so much gallantry, and borrowed two umbrellas for us from Farmer Mitchell’s, I made up my mind on
the subject. I planned the match from that hour; and when such success has blessed me
in this instance, dear papa, you cannot think that I shall leave off match-making.”
“I do not understand what you
mean by ‘success,’” said Mr. Knightley. “Success supposes endeavour.
Your time has been properly and delicately spent, if you have been endeavouring for the last four
years to bring about this marriage. A worthy employment for a young lady’s mind! But if,
which I rather imagine, your making the match, as you call it, means only your planning
it, your saying to yourself one idle day, ‘I think it would be a very good thing for Miss
Taylor if Mr. Weston were to marry her,’ and saying it again
to yourself every now and then
afterwards, why do you talk of success? Where is your merit? What are you proud of? You made a
lucky guess; and that is all that can be said.” “And have you never known the pleasure and
triumph of a lucky guess?—I pity you.—I thought you cleverer—for, depend upon it a lucky guess is
never merely luck. There is always some talent in it. And as to my poor word ‘success,’ which you
quarrel with, I do not know that I am so entirely without any claim to it. You ha
ve drawn two pretty
pictures; but I think there may be a third—a something between the do-nothing and the do-all.
If I had not promoted Mr. Weston’s visits here, and given many little encouragements, and
smoothed many little matters, it might not have come to any thing after all. I think you
must know Hartfield enough to comprehend that.” “A straightforward, open-hearted man like Weston,
and a rational, unaffected woman like Miss Taylor, may be safely left to manage their own concerns.
You
are more likely to have done harm to yourself, than good to them, by interference.”
“Emma never thinks of herself, if she can do good to others,” rejoined Mr. Woodhouse,
understanding but in part. “But, my dear, pray do not make any more matches; they are silly things,
and break up one’s family circle grievously.” “Only one more, papa; only for Mr. Elton. Poor Mr.
Elton! You like Mr. Elton, papa,—I must look about for a wife for him. There is nobody in Highbury
who deserves him—and he has b
een here a whole year, and has fitted up his house so comfortably,
that it would be a shame to have him single any longer—and I thought when he was joining their
hands to-day, he looked so very much as if he would like to have the same kind office done for
him! I think very well of Mr. Elton, and this is the only way I have of doing him a service.”
“Mr. Elton is a very pretty young man, to be sure, and a very good young man, and I have a
great regard for him. But if you want to shew him any
attention, my dear, ask him
to come and dine with us some day. That will be a much better thing. I dare say Mr.
Knightley will be so kind as to meet him.” “With a great deal of pleasure, sir, at any time,”
said Mr. Knightley, laughing, “and I agree with you entirely, that it will be a much better thing.
Invite him to dinner, Emma, and help him to the best of the fish and the chicken, but leave him to
chuse his own wife. Depend upon it, a man of six or seven-and-twenty can take care of himse
lf.”
CHAPTER II Mr. Weston was a native of Highbury, and born of
a respectable family, which for the last two or three generations had been rising into gentility
and property. He had received a good education, but, on succeeding early in life to a small
independence, had become indisposed for any of the more homely pursuits in which his brothers
were engaged, and had satisfied an active, cheerful mind and social temper by entering
into the militia of his county, then embodied. Captain Westo
n was a general
favourite; and when the chances of his military life had introduced him to
Miss Churchill, of a great Yorkshire family, and Miss Churchill fell in love with him, nobody
was surprized, except her brother and his wife, who had never seen him, and who were full of pride
and importance, which the connexion would offend. Miss Churchill, however, being of age, and with
the full command of her fortune—though her fortune bore no proportion to the family-estate—was not to
be dissuad
ed from the marriage, and it took place, to the infinite mortification of Mr. and Mrs.
Churchill, who threw her off with due decorum. It was an unsuitable connexion, and did not
produce much happiness. Mrs. Weston ought to have found more in it, for she had a husband whose
warm heart and sweet temper made him think every thing due to her in return for the great goodness
of being in love with him; but though she had one sort of spirit, she had not the best. She had
resolution enough to pursu
e her own will in spite of her brother, but not enough to refrain
from unreasonable regrets at that brother’s unreasonable anger, nor from missing the luxuries
of her former home. They lived beyond their income, but still it was nothing in comparison of
Enscombe: she did not cease to love her husband, but she wanted at once to be the wife of
Captain Weston, and Miss Churchill of Enscombe. Captain Weston, who had been considered,
especially by the Churchills, as making such an amazing match,
was proved to have much the
worst of the bargain; for when his wife died, after a three years’ marriage, he was rather
a poorer man than at first, and with a child to maintain. From the expense of the child,
however, he was soon relieved. The boy had, with the additional softening claim of a
lingering illness of his mother’s, been the means of a sort of reconciliation; and Mr. and
Mrs. Churchill, having no children of their own, nor any other young creature of equal kindred to
care for, o
ffered to take the whole charge of the little Frank soon after her decease. Some scruples
and some reluctance the widower-father may be supposed to have felt; but as they were overcome
by other considerations, the child was given up to the care and the wealth of the Churchills,
and he had only his own comfort to seek, and his own situation to improve as he could.
A complete change of life became desirable. He quitted the militia and engaged in trade, having
brothers already established in a
good way in London, which afforded him a favourable opening.
It was a concern which brought just employment enough. He had still a small house in Highbury,
where most of his leisure days were spent; and between useful occupation and the pleasures
of society, the next eighteen or twenty years of his life passed cheerfully away. He had, by
that time, realised an easy competence—enough to secure the purchase of a little estate adjoining
Highbury, which he had always longed for—enough to marry
a woman as portionless even as Miss
Taylor, and to live according to the wishes of his own friendly and social disposition.
It was now some time since Miss Taylor had begun to influence his schemes; but as it was
not the tyrannic influence of youth on youth, it had not shaken his determination of never
settling till he could purchase Randalls, and the sale of Randalls was long looked forward
to; but he had gone steadily on, with these objects in view, till they were accomplished.
He had mad
e his fortune, bought his house, and obtained his wife; and was beginning a new
period of existence, with every probability of greater happiness than in any yet passed through.
He had never been an unhappy man; his own temper had secured him from that, even in his first
marriage; but his second must shew him how delightful a well-judging and truly amiable woman
could be, and must give him the pleasantest proof of its being a great deal better to choose than to
be chosen, to excite gratitude
than to feel it. He had only himself to please in his choice:
his fortune was his own; for as to Frank, it was more than being tacitly brought up as his
uncle’s heir, it had become so avowed an adoption as to have him assume the name of Churchill on
coming of age. It was most unlikely, therefore, that he should ever want his father’s assistance.
His father had no apprehension of it. The aunt was a capricious woman, and governed her husband
entirely; but it was not in Mr. Weston’s nature to
imagine that any caprice could be strong enough
to affect one so dear, and, as he believed, so deservedly dear. He saw his son every year in
London, and was proud of him; and his fond report of him as a very fine young man had made Highbury
feel a sort of pride in him too. He was looked on as sufficiently belonging to the place to make his
merits and prospects a kind of common concern. Mr. Frank Churchill was one of the boasts
of Highbury, and a lively curiosity to see him prevailed, thoug
h the compliment was so
little returned that he had never been there in his life. His coming to visit his father
had been often talked of but never achieved. Now, upon his father’s marriage, it was very
generally proposed, as a most proper attention, that the visit should take place. There was not
a dissentient voice on the subject, either when Mrs. Perry drank tea with Mrs. and Miss Bates,
or when Mrs. and Miss Bates returned the visit. Now was the time for Mr. Frank Churchill to
come amo
ng them; and the hope strengthened when it was understood that he had written to
his new mother on the occasion. For a few days, every morning visit in Highbury included
some mention of the handsome letter Mrs. Weston had received. “I suppose you have heard
of the handsome letter Mr. Frank Churchill has written to Mrs. Weston? I understand it was a very
handsome letter, indeed. Mr. Woodhouse told me of it. Mr. Woodhouse saw the letter, and he says he
never saw such a handsome letter in his
life.” It was, indeed, a highly prized letter.
Mrs. Weston had, of course, formed a very favourable idea of the young man; and such a
pleasing attention was an irresistible proof of his great good sense, and a most welcome
addition to every source and every expression of congratulation which her marriage had already
secured. She felt herself a most fortunate woman; and she had lived long enough to know how
fortunate she might well be thought, where the only regret was for a partial separati
on from
friends whose friendship for her had never cooled, and who could ill bear to part with her.
She knew that at times she must be missed; and could not think, without pain, of Emma’s losing
a single pleasure, or suffering an hour’s ennui, from the want of her companionableness:
but dear Emma was of no feeble character; she was more equal to her situation than most
girls would have been, and had sense, and energy, and spirits that might be hoped would bear her
well and happily through i
ts little difficulties and privations. And then there was such comfort in
the very easy distance of Randalls from Hartfield, so convenient for even solitary female
walking, and in Mr. Weston’s disposition and circumstances, which would make the
approaching season no hindrance to their spending half the evenings in the week together.
Her situation was altogether the subject of hours of gratitude to Mrs. Weston, and of moments
only of regret; and her satisfaction—her more than satisfaction—her
cheerful enjoyment,
was so just and so apparent, that Emma, well as she knew her father, was sometimes
taken by surprize at his being still able to pity ‘poor Miss Taylor,’ when they left her at
Randalls in the centre of every domestic comfort, or saw her go away in the evening attended by
her pleasant husband to a carriage of her own. But never did she go without Mr. Woodhouse’s
giving a gentle sigh, and saying, “Ah, poor Miss Taylor! She would be very glad to stay.”
There was no recoveri
ng Miss Taylor—nor much likelihood of ceasing to pity her; but a few weeks
brought some alleviation to Mr. Woodhouse. The compliments of his neighbours were over; he was no
longer teased by being wished joy of so sorrowful an event; and the wedding-cake, which had been
a great distress to him, was all eat up. His own stomach could bear nothing rich, and he could
never believe other people to be different from himself. What was unwholesome to him he regarded
as unfit for any body; and he had
, therefore, earnestly tried to dissuade them from having any
wedding-cake at all, and when that proved vain, as earnestly tried to prevent any body’s eating
it. He had been at the pains of consulting Mr. Perry, the apothecary, on the subject. Mr.
Perry was an intelligent, gentlemanlike man, whose frequent visits were one of the comforts of
Mr. Woodhouse’s life; and upon being applied to, he could not but acknowledge (though it seemed
rather against the bias of inclination) that wedding-cak
e might certainly disagree with
many—perhaps with most people, unless taken moderately. With such an opinion, in confirmation
of his own, Mr. Woodhouse hoped to influence every visitor of the newly married pair; but still
the cake was eaten; and there was no rest for his benevolent nerves till it was all gone.
There was a strange rumour in Highbury of all the little Perrys being seen with a slice of
Mrs. Weston’s wedding-cake in their hands: but Mr. Woodhouse would never believe it.
CHAPTER
III Mr. Woodhouse was fond of society in his own way.
He liked very much to have his friends come and see him; and from various united causes, from his
long residence at Hartfield, and his good nature, from his fortune, his house, and his daughter, he
could command the visits of his own little circle, in a great measure, as he liked. He had not much
intercourse with any families beyond that circle; his horror of late hours, and large
dinner-parties, made him unfit for any acquaintance but s
uch as would visit him on
his own terms. Fortunately for him, Highbury, including Randalls in the same parish,
and Donwell Abbey in the parish adjoining, the seat of Mr. Knightley, comprehended many
such. Not unfrequently, through Emma’s persuasion, he had some of the chosen and the best to
dine with him: but evening parties were what he preferred; and, unless he fancied
himself at any time unequal to company, there was scarcely an evening in the week in which
Emma could not make up a card
-table for him. Real, long-standing regard brought the
Westons and Mr. Knightley; and by Mr. Elton, a young man living alone without liking it,
the privilege of exchanging any vacant evening of his own blank solitude for the elegancies
and society of Mr. Woodhouse’s drawing-room, and the smiles of his lovely daughter,
was in no danger of being thrown away. After these came a second set; among the most
come-at-able of whom were Mrs. and Miss Bates, and Mrs. Goddard, three ladies almost alway
s
at the service of an invitation from Hartfield, and who were fetched and carried home so often,
that Mr. Woodhouse thought it no hardship for either James or the horses. Had it taken place
only once a year, it would have been a grievance. Mrs. Bates, the widow of a former vicar of
Highbury, was a very old lady, almost past every thing but tea and quadrille. She lived
with her single daughter in a very small way, and was considered with all the regard and respect
which a harmless old lady
, under such untoward circumstances, can excite. Her daughter enjoyed
a most uncommon degree of popularity for a woman neither young, handsome, rich, nor married. Miss
Bates stood in the very worst predicament in the world for having much of the public favour;
and she had no intellectual superiority to make atonement to herself, or frighten those who
might hate her into outward respect. She had never boasted either beauty or cleverness. Her youth had
passed without distinction, and her midd
le of life was devoted to the care of a failing mother, and
the endeavour to make a small income go as far as possible. And yet she was a happy woman, and a
woman whom no one named without good-will. It was her own universal good-will and contented temper
which worked such wonders. She loved every body, was interested in every body’s happiness,
quicksighted to every body’s merits; thought herself a most fortunate creature, and surrounded
with blessings in such an excellent mother, and so ma
ny good neighbours and friends, and
a home that wanted for nothing. The simplicity and cheerfulness of her nature, her contented
and grateful spirit, were a recommendation to every body, and a mine of felicity to herself.
She was a great talker upon little matters, which exactly suited Mr. Woodhouse, full of
trivial communications and harmless gossip. Mrs. Goddard was the mistress of a School—not
of a seminary, or an establishment, or any thing which professed, in long sentences of refined
nonsense, to combine liberal acquirements with elegant morality, upon new principles and new
systems—and where young ladies for enormous pay might be screwed out of health and into vanity—but
a real, honest, old-fashioned Boarding-school, where a reasonable quantity of accomplishments
were sold at a reasonable price, and where girls might be sent to be out of the way, and scramble
themselves into a little education, without any danger of coming back prodigies. Mrs. Goddard’s
school was in
high repute—and very deservedly; for Highbury was reckoned a particularly
healthy spot: she had an ample house and garden, gave the children plenty of wholesome food,
let them run about a great deal in the summer, and in winter dressed their chilblains with
her own hands. It was no wonder that a train of twenty young couple now walked after her to
church. She was a plain, motherly kind of woman, who had worked hard in her youth, and now thought
herself entitled to the occasional holiday of
a tea-visit; and having formerly owed much to
Mr. Woodhouse’s kindness, felt his particular claim on her to leave her neat parlour, hung
round with fancy-work, whenever she could, and win or lose a few sixpences by his fireside.
These were the ladies whom Emma found herself very frequently able to collect; and happy was she,
for her father’s sake, in the power; though, as far as she was herself concerned, it was
no remedy for the absence of Mrs. Weston. She was delighted to see her father lo
ok comfortable,
and very much pleased with herself for contriving things so well; but the quiet prosings
of three such women made her feel that every evening so spent was indeed one of the
long evenings she had fearfully anticipated. As she sat one morning, looking forward to
exactly such a close of the present day, a note was brought from Mrs. Goddard, requesting,
in most respectful terms, to be allowed to bring Miss Smith with her; a most welcome request: for
Miss Smith was a girl of sev
enteen, whom Emma knew very well by sight, and had long felt an interest
in, on account of her beauty. A very gracious invitation was returned, and the evening no longer
dreaded by the fair mistress of the mansion. Harriet Smith was the natural daughter
of somebody. Somebody had placed her, several years back, at Mrs. Goddard’s school, and
somebody had lately raised her from the condition of scholar to that of parlour-boarder. This was
all that was generally known of her history. She had no
visible friends but what had been
acquired at Highbury, and was now just returned from a long visit in the country to some young
ladies who had been at school there with her. She was a very pretty girl, and her beauty
happened to be of a sort which Emma particularly admired. She was short, plump, and fair,
with a fine bloom, blue eyes, light hair, regular features, and a look of great sweetness,
and, before the end of the evening, Emma was as much pleased with her manners as her person, an
d
quite determined to continue the acquaintance. She was not struck by any thing remarkably clever
in Miss Smith’s conversation, but she found her altogether very engaging—not inconveniently shy,
not unwilling to talk—and yet so far from pushing, shewing so proper and becoming a deference,
seeming so pleasantly grateful for being admitted to Hartfield, and so artlessly impressed
by the appearance of every thing in so superior a style to what she had been used to, that she
must have good se
nse, and deserve encouragement. Encouragement should be given. Those soft
blue eyes, and all those natural graces, should not be wasted on the inferior society of
Highbury and its connexions. The acquaintance she had already formed were unworthy of her.
The friends from whom she had just parted, though very good sort of people, must be doing her
harm. They were a family of the name of Martin, whom Emma well knew by character, as renting
a large farm of Mr. Knightley, and residing in the par
ish of Donwell—very creditably, she
believed—she knew Mr. Knightley thought highly of them—but they must be coarse and unpolished,
and very unfit to be the intimates of a girl who wanted only a little more knowledge and elegance
to be quite perfect. She would notice her; she would improve her; she would detach her from
her bad acquaintance, and introduce her into good society; she would form her opinions and her
manners. It would be an interesting, and certainly a very kind undertaking; hig
hly becoming her
own situation in life, her leisure, and powers. She was so busy in admiring those soft blue eyes,
in talking and listening, and forming all these schemes in the in-betweens, that the evening flew
away at a very unusual rate; and the supper-table, which always closed such parties, and for which
she had been used to sit and watch the due time, was all set out and ready, and moved forwards to
the fire, before she was aware. With an alacrity beyond the common impulse of a spiri
t which yet
was never indifferent to the credit of doing every thing well and attentively, with the real
good-will of a mind delighted with its own ideas, did she then do all the honours of the meal,
and help and recommend the minced chicken and scalloped oysters, with an urgency which
she knew would be acceptable to the early hours and civil scruples of their guests.
Upon such occasions poor Mr. Woodhouse’s feelings were in sad warfare. He loved to have the
cloth laid, because it had been
the fashion of his youth, but his conviction of suppers being very
unwholesome made him rather sorry to see any thing put on it; and while his hospitality would have
welcomed his visitors to every thing, his care for their health made him grieve that they would eat.
Such another small basin of thin gruel as his own was all that he could, with thorough
self-approbation, recommend; though he might constrain himself, while the ladies were
comfortably clearing the nicer things, to say: “Mrs. Bat
es, let me propose your venturing on
one of these eggs. An egg boiled very soft is not unwholesome. Serle understands boiling
an egg better than any body. I would not recommend an egg boiled by any body else; but
you need not be afraid, they are very small, you see—one of our small eggs will not hurt you.
Miss Bates, let Emma help you to a little bit of tart—a very little bit. Ours are all apple-tarts.
You need not be afraid of unwholesome preserves here. I do not advise the custard. Mrs. G
oddard,
what say you to half a glass of wine? A small half-glass, put into a tumbler of water? I
do not think it could disagree with you.” Emma allowed her father to talk—but supplied
her visitors in a much more satisfactory style, and on the present evening had particular pleasure
in sending them away happy. The happiness of Miss Smith was quite equal to her intentions. Miss
Woodhouse was so great a personage in Highbury, that the prospect of the introduction had given as
much panic as pl
easure; but the humble, grateful little girl went off with highly gratified
feelings, delighted with the affability with which Miss Woodhouse had treated her all the evening,
and actually shaken hands with her at last! CHAPTER IV
Harriet Smith’s intimacy at Hartfield was soon a settled thing. Quick and decided in her ways, Emma
lost no time in inviting, encouraging, and telling her to come very often; and as their acquaintance
increased, so did their satisfaction in each other. As a walking
companion, Emma had very early
foreseen how useful she might find her. In that respect Mrs. Weston’s loss had been important.
Her father never went beyond the shrubbery, where two divisions of the ground sufficed him for
his long walk, or his short, as the year varied; and since Mrs. Weston’s marriage her exercise
had been too much confined. She had ventured once alone to Randalls, but it was not pleasant;
and a Harriet Smith, therefore, one whom she could summon at any time to a walk, woul
d be a valuable
addition to her privileges. But in every respect, as she saw more of her, she approved her,
and was confirmed in all her kind designs. Harriet certainly was not clever, but she
had a sweet, docile, grateful disposition, was totally free from conceit, and only
desiring to be guided by any one she looked up to. Her early attachment to herself was very
amiable; and her inclination for good company, and power of appreciating what was elegant and
clever, shewed that there was no
want of taste, though strength of understanding must not be
expected. Altogether she was quite convinced of Harriet Smith’s being exactly the young
friend she wanted—exactly the something which her home required. Such a friend as Mrs. Weston
was out of the question. Two such could never be granted. Two such she did not want. It was quite
a different sort of thing, a sentiment distinct and independent. Mrs. Weston was the object of
a regard which had its basis in gratitude and esteem. Harri
et would be loved as one to whom
she could be useful. For Mrs. Weston there was nothing to be done; for Harriet every thing.
Her first attempts at usefulness were in an endeavour to find out who were the parents, but
Harriet could not tell. She was ready to tell every thing in her power, but on this subject
questions were vain. Emma was obliged to fancy what she liked—but she could never believe that in
the same situation she should not have discovered the truth. Harriet had no penetration.
She had
been satisfied to hear and believe just what Mrs. Goddard chose to tell her; and looked no farther.
Mrs. Goddard, and the teachers, and the girls and the affairs of the school in general, formed
naturally a great part of the conversation—and but for her acquaintance with the Martins of
Abbey-Mill Farm, it must have been the whole. But the Martins occupied her thoughts a good deal;
she had spent two very happy months with them, and now loved to talk of the pleasures of her visit,
and
describe the many comforts and wonders of the place. Emma encouraged her talkativeness—amused
by such a picture of another set of beings, and enjoying the youthful simplicity which could
speak with so much exultation of Mrs. Martin’s having “two parlours, two very good parlours,
indeed; one of them quite as large as Mrs. Goddard’s drawing-room; and of her having an upper
maid who had lived five-and-twenty years with her; and of their having eight cows, two of
them Alderneys, and one a litt
le Welch cow, a very pretty little Welch cow indeed; and of
Mrs. Martin’s saying as she was so fond of it, it should be called her cow; and of their having
a very handsome summer-house in their garden, where some day next year they were all to
drink tea:—a very handsome summer-house, large enough to hold a dozen people.”
For some time she was amused, without thinking beyond the immediate cause; but as she came to
understand the family better, other feelings arose. She had taken up a wrong id
ea, fancying it
was a mother and daughter, a son and son’s wife, who all lived together; but when it appeared that
the Mr. Martin, who bore a part in the narrative, and was always mentioned with approbation for his
great good-nature in doing something or other, was a single man; that there was no young Mrs. Martin,
no wife in the case; she did suspect danger to her poor little friend from all this hospitality and
kindness, and that, if she were not taken care of, she might be required to si
nk herself forever.
With this inspiriting notion, her questions increased in number and meaning; and she
particularly led Harriet to talk more of Mr. Martin, and there was evidently no dislike to
it. Harriet was very ready to speak of the share he had had in their moonlight walks and merry
evening games; and dwelt a good deal upon his being so very good-humoured and obliging. He had
gone three miles round one day in order to bring her some walnuts, because she had said how fond
she was of t
hem, and in every thing else he was so very obliging. He had his shepherd’s son into
the parlour one night on purpose to sing to her. She was very fond of singing. He could sing a
little himself. She believed he was very clever, and understood every thing. He had a very
fine flock, and, while she was with them, he had been bid more for his wool than any body
in the country. She believed every body spoke well of him. His mother and sisters were very
fond of him. Mrs. Martin had told her one
day (and there was a blush as she said it,) that it
was impossible for any body to be a better son, and therefore she was sure, whenever he married,
he would make a good husband. Not that she wanted him to marry. She was in no hurry at all.
“Well done, Mrs. Martin!” thought Emma. “You know what you are about.”
“And when she had come away, Mrs. Martin was so very kind as to send Mrs. Goddard a beautiful
goose—the finest goose Mrs. Goddard had ever seen. Mrs. Goddard had dressed it on a Sunday,
and
asked all the three teachers, Miss Nash, and Miss Prince, and Miss Richardson, to sup with her.”
“Mr. Martin, I suppose, is not a man of information beyond the line of his
own business? He does not read?” “Oh yes!—that is, no—I do not know—but I believe
he has read a good deal—but not what you would think any thing of. He reads the Agricultural
Reports, and some other books that lay in one of the window seats—but he reads all them to himself.
But sometimes of an evening, before we went
to cards, he would read something aloud out of the
Elegant Extracts, very entertaining. And I know he has read the Vicar of Wakefield. He never read
the Romance of the Forest, nor The Children of the Abbey. He had never heard of such books before I
mentioned them, but he is determined to get them now as soon as ever he can.”
The next question was— “What sort of looking man is Mr. Martin?”
“Oh! not handsome—not at all handsome. I thought him very plain at first, but I do
not think him so pla
in now. One does not, you know, after a time. But did you never see
him? He is in Highbury every now and then, and he is sure to ride through every week in his
way to Kingston. He has passed you very often.” “That may be, and I may have seen him fifty
times, but without having any idea of his name. A young farmer, whether on horseback or on
foot, is the very last sort of person to raise my curiosity. The yeomanry are precisely the order
of people with whom I feel I can have nothing to do. A
degree or two lower, and a creditable
appearance might interest me; I might hope to be useful to their families in some way or
other. But a farmer can need none of my help, and is, therefore, in one sense, as much above
my notice as in every other he is below it.” “To be sure. Oh yes! It is not likely you
should ever have observed him; but he knows you very well indeed—I mean by sight.”
“I have no doubt of his being a very respectable young man. I know, indeed,
that he is so, and, as such,
wish him well. What do you imagine his age to be?”
“He was four-and-twenty the 8th of last June, and my birthday is the 23rd just a fortnight
and a day’s difference—which is very odd.” “Only four-and-twenty. That is too young to
settle. His mother is perfectly right not to be in a hurry. They seem very comfortable as they are,
and if she were to take any pains to marry him, she would probably repent it. Six years
hence, if he could meet with a good sort of young woman in the same rank as hi
s own, with
a little money, it might be very desirable.” “Six years hence! Dear Miss Woodhouse,
he would be thirty years old!” “Well, and that is as early as most men can afford
to marry, who are not born to an independence. Mr. Martin, I imagine, has his fortune entirely to
make—cannot be at all beforehand with the world. Whatever money he might come into when his father
died, whatever his share of the family property, it is, I dare say, all afloat, all employed
in his stock, and so forth
; and though, with diligence and good luck, he may be rich
in time, it is next to impossible that he should have realised any thing yet.”
“To be sure, so it is. But they live very comfortably. They have no indoors man,
else they do not want for any thing; and Mrs. Martin talks of taking a boy another year.”
“I wish you may not get into a scrape, Harriet, whenever he does marry;—I mean, as to being
acquainted with his wife—for though his sisters, from a superior education, are not to be
altog
ether objected to, it does not follow that he might marry any body at all fit for you to
notice. The misfortune of your birth ought to make you particularly careful as to your associates.
There can be no doubt of your being a gentleman’s daughter, and you must support your claim to that
station by every thing within your own power, or there will be plenty of people who
would take pleasure in degrading you.” “Yes, to be sure, I suppose there
are. But while I visit at Hartfield, and you are s
o kind to me, Miss Woodhouse,
I am not afraid of what any body can do.” “You understand the force of influence pretty
well, Harriet; but I would have you so firmly established in good society, as to be independent
even of Hartfield and Miss Woodhouse. I want to see you permanently well connected, and to
that end it will be advisable to have as few odd acquaintance as may be; and, therefore, I
say that if you should still be in this country when Mr. Martin marries, I wish you may not be
dra
wn in by your intimacy with the sisters, to be acquainted with the wife, who will probably be
some mere farmer’s daughter, without education.” “To be sure. Yes. Not that I think Mr.
Martin would ever marry any body but what had had some education—and been very well
brought up. However, I do not mean to set up my opinion against yours—and I am sure
I shall not wish for the acquaintance of his wife. I shall always have a great regard
for the Miss Martins, especially Elizabeth, and should be v
ery sorry to give them up, for
they are quite as well educated as me. But if he marries a very ignorant, vulgar woman, certainly
I had better not visit her, if I can help it.” Emma watched her through the fluctuations of this
speech, and saw no alarming symptoms of love. The young man had been the first admirer, but she
trusted there was no other hold, and that there would be no serious difficulty, on Harriet’s side,
to oppose any friendly arrangement of her own. They met Mr. Martin the ver
y next day, as they
were walking on the Donwell road. He was on foot, and after looking very respectfully at her, looked
with most unfeigned satisfaction at her companion. Emma was not sorry to have such an opportunity
of survey; and walking a few yards forward, while they talked together, soon made her quick eye
sufficiently acquainted with Mr. Robert Martin. His appearance was very neat, and he looked like
a sensible young man, but his person had no other advantage; and when he came to be
contrasted
with gentlemen, she thought he must lose all the ground he had gained in Harriet’s inclination.
Harriet was not insensible of manner; she had voluntarily noticed her father’s gentleness with
admiration as well as wonder. Mr. Martin looked as if he did not know what manner was.
They remained but a few minutes together, as Miss Woodhouse must not be kept waiting; and
Harriet then came running to her with a smiling face, and in a flutter of spirits, which
Miss Woodhouse hoped very
soon to compose. “Only think of our happening to meet him!—How
very odd! It was quite a chance, he said, that he had not gone round by Randalls. He did
not think we ever walked this road. He thought we walked towards Randalls most days. He
has not been able to get the Romance of the Forest yet. He was so busy the last time
he was at Kingston that he quite forgot it, but he goes again to-morrow. So very odd we
should happen to meet! Well, Miss Woodhouse, is he like what you expected? What do
you
think of him? Do you think him so very plain?” “He is very plain, undoubtedly—remarkably
plain:—but that is nothing compared with his entire want of gentility. I had no right to
expect much, and I did not expect much; but I had no idea that he could be so very clownish,
so totally without air. I had imagined him, I confess, a degree or two nearer gentility.”
“To be sure,” said Harriet, in a mortified voice, “he is not so genteel as real gentlemen.”
“I think, Harriet, since your acquaint
ance with us, you have been repeatedly in the
company of some such very real gentlemen, that you must yourself be struck with the
difference in Mr. Martin. At Hartfield, you have had very good specimens of well
educated, well bred men. I should be surprized if, after seeing them, you could be in company with
Mr. Martin again without perceiving him to be a very inferior creature—and rather wondering
at yourself for having ever thought him at all agreeable before. Do not you begin to feel tha
t
now? Were not you struck? I am sure you must have been struck by his awkward look and abrupt
manner, and the uncouthness of a voice which I heard to be wholly unmodulated as I stood here.”
“Certainly, he is not like Mr. Knightley. He has not such a fine air and way of walking as Mr.
Knightley. I see the difference plain enough. But Mr. Knightley is so very fine a man!”
“Mr. Knightley’s air is so remarkably good that it is not fair to compare Mr. Martin
with him. You might not see one in a
hundred with gentleman so plainly written as in Mr.
Knightley. But he is not the only gentleman you have been lately used to. What say you to
Mr. Weston and Mr. Elton? Compare Mr. Martin with either of them. Compare their manner of
carrying themselves; of walking; of speaking; of being silent. You must see the difference.”
“Oh yes!—there is a great difference. But Mr. Weston is almost an old man. Mr. Weston
must be between forty and fifty.” “Which makes his good manners the more valuable.
T
he older a person grows, Harriet, the more important it is that their manners should not be
bad; the more glaring and disgusting any loudness, or coarseness, or awkwardness becomes. What is
passable in youth is detestable in later age. Mr. Martin is now awkward and abrupt; what
will he be at Mr. Weston’s time of life?” “There is no saying, indeed,”
replied Harriet rather solemnly. “But there may be pretty good guessing. He
will be a completely gross, vulgar farmer, totally inattentive to ap
pearances, and
thinking of nothing but profit and loss.” “Will he, indeed? That will be very bad.”
“How much his business engrosses him already is very plain from the circumstance of his forgetting
to inquire for the book you recommended. He was a great deal too full of the market to think of
any thing else—which is just as it should be, for a thriving man. What has he to do with
books? And I have no doubt that he will thrive, and be a very rich man in time—and his being
illiterate and coar
se need not disturb us.” “I wonder he did not remember the book”—was all
Harriet’s answer, and spoken with a degree of grave displeasure which Emma thought might be
safely left to itself. She, therefore, said no more for some time. Her next beginning was,
“In one respect, perhaps, Mr. Elton’s manners are superior to Mr. Knightley’s or Mr. Weston’s. They
have more gentleness. They might be more safely held up as a pattern. There is an openness, a
quickness, almost a bluntness in Mr. Weston, w
hich every body likes in him, because there is
so much good-humour with it—but that would not do to be copied. Neither would Mr. Knightley’s
downright, decided, commanding sort of manner, though it suits him very well; his figure, and
look, and situation in life seem to allow it; but if any young man were to set about copying him, he
would not be sufferable. On the contrary, I think a young man might be very safely recommended
to take Mr. Elton as a model. Mr. Elton is good-humoured, cheerf
ul, obliging, and gentle.
He seems to me to be grown particularly gentle of late. I do not know whether he has any design of
ingratiating himself with either of us, Harriet, by additional softness, but it strikes me that
his manners are softer than they used to be. If he means any thing, it must be to please you. Did not
I tell you what he said of you the other day?” She then repeated some warm personal
praise which she had drawn from Mr. Elton, and now did full justice to; and Harriet
blu
shed and smiled, and said she had always thought Mr. Elton very agreeable.
Mr. Elton was the very person fixed on by Emma for driving the young farmer out of Harriet’s
head. She thought it would be an excellent match; and only too palpably desirable, natural,
and probable, for her to have much merit in planning it. She feared it was what every body
else must think of and predict. It was not likely, however, that any body should have equalled her
in the date of the plan, as it had entered her
brain during the very first evening of Harriet’s
coming to Hartfield. The longer she considered it, the greater was her sense of its expediency. Mr.
Elton’s situation was most suitable, quite the gentleman himself, and without low connexions; at
the same time, not of any family that could fairly object to the doubtful birth of Harriet. He had
a comfortable home for her, and Emma imagined a very sufficient income; for though the vicarage
of Highbury was not large, he was known to have some
independent property; and she thought very
highly of him as a good-humoured, well-meaning, respectable young man, without any deficiency of
useful understanding or knowledge of the world. She had already satisfied herself that
he thought Harriet a beautiful girl, which she trusted, with such frequent meetings
at Hartfield, was foundation enough on his side; and on Harriet’s there could be little doubt
that the idea of being preferred by him would have all the usual weight and efficacy. And
he was really a very pleasing young man, a young man whom any woman not fastidious
might like. He was reckoned very handsome; his person much admired in general, though
not by her, there being a want of elegance of feature which she could not dispense
with:—but the girl who could be gratified by a Robert Martin’s riding about the country to
get walnuts for her might very well be conquered by Mr. Elton’s admiration.
CHAPTER V “I do not know what your opinion may
be, Mrs. Weston,” said Mr. K
nightley, “of this great intimacy between Emma and
Harriet Smith, but I think it a bad thing.” “A bad thing! Do you really
think it a bad thing?—why so?” “I think they will neither of
them do the other any good.” “You surprize me! Emma must do Harriet good: and
by supplying her with a new object of interest, Harriet may be said to do Emma good. I have
been seeing their intimacy with the greatest pleasure. How very differently we feel!—Not
think they will do each other any good! This will c
ertainly be the beginning of one of
our quarrels about Emma, Mr. Knightley.” “Perhaps you think I am come on purpose to
quarrel with you, knowing Weston to be out, and that you must still fight your own battle.”
“Mr. Weston would undoubtedly support me, if he were here, for he thinks exactly as I do on the
subject. We were speaking of it only yesterday, and agreeing how fortunate it was for Emma, that
there should be such a girl in Highbury for her to associate with. Mr. Knightley, I shall n
ot allow
you to be a fair judge in this case. You are so much used to live alone, that you do not know the
value of a companion; and, perhaps no man can be a good judge of the comfort a woman feels in the
society of one of her own sex, after being used to it all her life. I can imagine your objection to
Harriet Smith. She is not the superior young woman which Emma’s friend ought to be. But on the other
hand, as Emma wants to see her better informed, it will be an inducement to her to read m
ore herself.
They will read together. She means it, I know.” “Emma has been meaning to read more ever since
she was twelve years old. I have seen a great many lists of her drawing-up at various times of
books that she meant to read regularly through—and very good lists they were—very well chosen, and
very neatly arranged—sometimes alphabetically, and sometimes by some other rule. The list she
drew up when only fourteen—I remember thinking it did her judgment so much credit, that I
preserve
d it some time; and I dare say she may have made out a very good list now. But I
have done with expecting any course of steady reading from Emma. She will never submit to any
thing requiring industry and patience, and a subjection of the fancy to the understanding.
Where Miss Taylor failed to stimulate, I may safely affirm that Harriet Smith will do
nothing.—You never could persuade her to read half so much as you wished.—You know you could not.”
“I dare say,” replied Mrs. Weston, smiling, “
that I thought so then;—but since
we have parted, I can never remember Emma’s omitting to do any thing I wished.”
“There is hardly any desiring to refresh such a memory as that,”—said Mr. Knightley, feelingly;
and for a moment or two he had done. “But I,” he soon added, “who have had no such charm
thrown over my senses, must still see, hear, and remember. Emma is spoiled by being the
cleverest of her family. At ten years old, she had the misfortune of being able to answer
questions which pu
zzled her sister at seventeen. She was always quick and assured: Isabella slow
and diffident. And ever since she was twelve, Emma has been mistress of the house and of you all. In
her mother she lost the only person able to cope with her. She inherits her mother’s talents,
and must have been under subjection to her.” “I should have been sorry, Mr. Knightley, to
be dependent on your recommendation, had I quitted Mr. Woodhouse’s family and wanted another
situation; I do not think you would ha
ve spoken a good word for me to any body. I am sure you
always thought me unfit for the office I held.” “Yes,” said he, smiling. “You are better placed
here; very fit for a wife, but not at all for a governess. But you were preparing yourself to
be an excellent wife all the time you were at Hartfield. You might not give Emma such a complete
education as your powers would seem to promise; but you were receiving a very good education from
her, on the very material matrimonial point of submitt
ing your own will, and doing as you were
bid; and if Weston had asked me to recommend him a wife, I should certainly have named Miss Taylor.”
“Thank you. There will be very little merit in making a good wife to such a man as Mr. Weston.”
“Why, to own the truth, I am afraid you are rather thrown away, and that with every
disposition to bear, there will be nothing to be borne. We will not despair, however.
Weston may grow cross from the wantonness of comfort, or his son may plague him.”
“I hope
not that.—It is not likely. No, Mr. Knightley, do not foretell
vexation from that quarter.” “Not I, indeed. I only name possibilities. I
do not pretend to Emma’s genius for foretelling and guessing. I hope, with all my heart,
the young man may be a Weston in merit, and a Churchill in fortune.—But Harriet Smith—I
have not half done about Harriet Smith. I think her the very worst sort of companion that Emma
could possibly have. She knows nothing herself, and looks upon Emma as knowing every
thing. She
is a flatterer in all her ways; and so much the worse, because undesigned. Her ignorance is hourly
flattery. How can Emma imagine she has any thing to learn herself, while Harriet is presenting
such a delightful inferiority? And as for Harriet, I will venture to say that she cannot gain by
the acquaintance. Hartfield will only put her out of conceit with all the other places she
belongs to. She will grow just refined enough to be uncomfortable with those among whom birth
and cir
cumstances have placed her home. I am much mistaken if Emma’s doctrines give any strength of
mind, or tend at all to make a girl adapt herself rationally to the varieties of her situation
in life.—They only give a little polish.” “I either depend more upon Emma’s good
sense than you do, or am more anxious for her present comfort; for I cannot lament the
acquaintance. How well she looked last night!” “Oh! you would rather talk of her person than
her mind, would you? Very well; I shall not at
tempt to deny Emma’s being pretty.”
“Pretty! say beautiful rather. Can you imagine any thing nearer perfect beauty
than Emma altogether—face and figure?” “I do not know what I could imagine,
but I confess that I have seldom seen a face or figure more pleasing to me than
hers. But I am a partial old friend.” “Such an eye!—the true hazle eye—and so
brilliant! regular features, open countenance, with a complexion! oh! what a bloom of full
health, and such a pretty height and size; such a firm
and upright figure! There is
health, not merely in her bloom, but in her air, her head, her glance. One hears sometimes of
a child being ‘the picture of health;’ now, Emma always gives me the idea of being the
complete picture of grown-up health. She is loveliness itself. Mr. Knightley, is not she?”
“I have not a fault to find with her person,” he replied. “I think her all you describe. I love
to look at her; and I will add this praise, that I do not think her personally vain.
Considering h
ow very handsome she is, she appears to be little occupied with it;
her vanity lies another way. Mrs. Weston, I am not to be talked out of my dislike of Harriet
Smith, or my dread of its doing them both harm.” “And I, Mr. Knightley, am equally stout in my
confidence of its not doing them any harm. With all dear Emma’s little faults, she is an excellent
creature. Where shall we see a better daughter, or a kinder sister, or a truer friend? No,
no; she has qualities which may be trusted; she w
ill never lead any one really wrong; she will
make no lasting blunder; where Emma errs once, she is in the right a hundred times.”
“Very well; I will not plague you any more. Emma shall be an angel, and I will keep
my spleen to myself till Christmas brings John and Isabella. John loves Emma with a reasonable
and therefore not a blind affection, and Isabella always thinks as he does; except when he is not
quite frightened enough about the children. I am sure of having their opinions with me.”
“I know that you all love her really too well to be unjust or unkind; but excuse me, Mr. Knightley,
if I take the liberty (I consider myself, you know, as having somewhat of the privilege
of speech that Emma’s mother might have had) the liberty of hinting that I do not think any
possible good can arise from Harriet Smith’s intimacy being made a matter of much discussion
among you. Pray excuse me; but supposing any little inconvenience may be apprehended from
the intimacy, it cannot be expe
cted that Emma, accountable to nobody but her father, who
perfectly approves the acquaintance, should put an end to it, so long as it is a source of pleasure
to herself. It has been so many years my province to give advice, that you cannot be surprized, Mr.
Knightley, at this little remains of office.” “Not at all,” cried he; “I am much obliged
to you for it. It is very good advice, and it shall have a better fate than your advice
has often found; for it shall be attended to.” “Mrs. John Kn
ightley is easily alarmed, and
might be made unhappy about her sister.” “Be satisfied,” said he, “I will not raise any
outcry. I will keep my ill-humour to myself. I have a very sincere interest in Emma. Isabella
does not seem more my sister; has never excited a greater interest; perhaps hardly so great. There
is an anxiety, a curiosity in what one feels for Emma. I wonder what will become of her!”
“So do I,” said Mrs. Weston gently, “very much.” “She always declares she will never marry,
w
hich, of course, means just nothing at all. But I have no idea that she has yet ever seen a
man she cared for. It would not be a bad thing for her to be very much in love with a proper
object. I should like to see Emma in love, and in some doubt of a return; it would do
her good. But there is nobody hereabouts to attach her; and she goes so seldom from home.”
“There does, indeed, seem as little to tempt her to break her resolution at present,” said Mrs.
Weston, “as can well be; and while she
is so happy at Hartfield, I cannot wish her to be forming
any attachment which would be creating such difficulties on poor Mr. Woodhouse’s account. I do
not recommend matrimony at present to Emma, though I mean no slight to the state, I assure you.”
Part of her meaning was to conceal some favourite thoughts of her own and Mr. Weston’s on the
subject, as much as possible. There were wishes at Randalls respecting Emma’s destiny, but it was not
desirable to have them suspected; and the quiet t
ransition which Mr. Knightley soon afterwards
made to “What does Weston think of the weather; shall we have rain?” convinced her that he had
nothing more to say or surmise about Hartfield. CHAPTER VI
Emma could not feel a doubt of having given Harriet’s fancy
a proper direction and raised the gratitude of her young vanity to a very good purpose, for she
found her decidedly more sensible than before of Mr. Elton’s being a remarkably handsome man,
with most agreeable manners; and as she had n
o hesitation in following up the assurance of his
admiration by agreeable hints, she was soon pretty confident of creating as much liking on Harriet’s
side, as there could be any occasion for. She was quite convinced of Mr. Elton’s being in the
fairest way of falling in love, if not in love already. She had no scruple with regard to him.
He talked of Harriet, and praised her so warmly, that she could not suppose any thing wanting which
a little time would not add. His perception of the stri
king improvement of Harriet’s manner, since
her introduction at Hartfield, was not one of the least agreeable proofs of his growing attachment.
“You have given Miss Smith all that she required,” said he; “you have made her graceful and
easy. She was a beautiful creature when she came to you, but, in my opinion, the
attractions you have added are infinitely superior to what she received from nature.”
“I am glad you think I have been useful to her; but Harriet only wanted drawing out, and
rece
iving a few, very few hints. She had all the natural grace of sweetness of temper and
artlessness in herself. I have done very little.” “If it were admissible to contradict
a lady,” said the gallant Mr. Elton— “I have perhaps given her a little more decision
of character, have taught her to think on points which had not fallen in her way before.”
“Exactly so; that is what principally strikes me. So much superadded decision
of character! Skilful has been the hand!” “Great has been the pleasur
e, I am sure. I never
met with a disposition more truly amiable.” “I have no doubt of it.” And it was spoken
with a sort of sighing animation, which had a vast deal of the lover. She was not less pleased
another day with the manner in which he seconded a sudden wish of hers, to have Harriet’s picture.
“Did you ever have your likeness taken, Harriet?” said she: “did you ever sit for your picture?”
Harriet was on the point of leaving the room, and only stopt to say, with
a very interesting naï
veté, “Oh! dear, no, never.”
No sooner was she out of sight, than Emma exclaimed,
“What an exquisite possession a good picture of her would be! I would give any money for it.
I almost long to attempt her likeness myself. You do not know it I dare say, but two or three years
ago I had a great passion for taking likenesses, and attempted several of my friends, and was
thought to have a tolerable eye in general. But from one cause or another, I gave it up in
disgust. But really, I could almost
venture, if Harriet would sit to me. It would be
such a delight to have her picture!” “Let me entreat you,” cried Mr. Elton; “it would
indeed be a delight! Let me entreat you, Miss Woodhouse, to exercise so charming a talent in
favour of your friend. I know what your drawings are. How could you suppose me ignorant? Is not
this room rich in specimens of your landscapes and flowers; and has not Mrs. Weston some inimitable
figure-pieces in her drawing-room, at Randalls?” Yes, good man!—thought
Emma—but what has all that
to do with taking likenesses? You know nothing of drawing. Don’t pretend to be in raptures about
mine. Keep your raptures for Harriet’s face. “Well, if you give me such kind encouragement,
Mr. Elton, I believe I shall try what I can do. Harriet’s features are very delicate, which
makes a likeness difficult; and yet there is a peculiarity in the shape of the eye and the
lines about the mouth which one ought to catch.” “Exactly so—The shape of the eye and the lines
about the mouth—I have not a doubt of your success. Pray, pray attempt it. As you will
do it, it will indeed, to use your own words, be an exquisite possession.”
“But I am afraid, Mr. Elton, Harriet will not like to sit. She thinks so
little of her own beauty. Did not you observe her manner of answering me? How completely
it meant, ‘why should my picture be drawn?’” “Oh! yes, I observed it, I assure you. It was
not lost on me. But still I cannot imagine she would not be persuaded.”
Harriet
was soon back again, and the proposal almost immediately made;
and she had no scruples which could stand many minutes against the earnest pressing of
both the others. Emma wished to go to work directly, and therefore produced the portfolio
containing her various attempts at portraits, for not one of them had ever been finished, that
they might decide together on the best size for Harriet. Her many beginnings were displayed.
Miniatures, half-lengths, whole-lengths, pencil, crayon, and water
-colours had been all tried in
turn. She had always wanted to do every thing, and had made more progress both in drawing and
music than many might have done with so little labour as she would ever submit to. She played
and sang;—and drew in almost every style; but steadiness had always been wanting; and in nothing
had she approached the degree of excellence which she would have been glad to command, and ought
not to have failed of. She was not much deceived as to her own skill either as an
artist or a
musician, but she was not unwilling to have others deceived, or sorry to know her reputation
for accomplishment often higher than it deserved. There was merit in every drawing—in
the least finished, perhaps the most; her style was spirited; but had there been
much less, or had there been ten times more, the delight and admiration of her two companions
would have been the same. They were both in ecstasies. A likeness pleases every body; and
Miss Woodhouse’s performances must be
capital. “No great variety of faces for you,” said Emma.
“I had only my own family to study from. There is my father—another of my father—but the idea of
sitting for his picture made him so nervous, that I could only take him by stealth; neither of them
very like therefore. Mrs. Weston again, and again, and again, you see. Dear Mrs. Weston! always my
kindest friend on every occasion. She would sit whenever I asked her. There is my sister; and
really quite her own little elegant figure!—and
the face not unlike. I should have made a good
likeness of her, if she would have sat longer, but she was in such a hurry to have me draw her
four children that she would not be quiet. Then, here come all my attempts at three of those four
children;—there they are, Henry and John and Bella, from one end of the sheet to the other, and
any one of them might do for any one of the rest. She was so eager to have them drawn that I could
not refuse; but there is no making children of three or four
years old stand still you know; nor
can it be very easy to take any likeness of them, beyond the air and complexion, unless they are
coarser featured than any of mama’s children ever were. Here is my sketch of the fourth, who was a
baby. I took him as he was sleeping on the sofa, and it is as strong a likeness of his cockade as
you would wish to see. He had nestled down his head most conveniently. That’s very like.
I am rather proud of little George. The corner of the sofa is very good. Th
en here is my
last,”—unclosing a pretty sketch of a gentleman in small size, whole-length—“my last and my best—my
brother, Mr. John Knightley.—This did not want much of being finished, when I put it away in
a pet, and vowed I would never take another likeness. I could not help being provoked; for
after all my pains, and when I had really made a very good likeness of it—(Mrs. Weston and I were
quite agreed in thinking it very like)—only too handsome—too flattering—but that was a fault
on th
e right side”—after all this, came poor dear Isabella’s cold approbation of—“Yes, it
was a little like—but to be sure it did not do him justice. We had had a great deal of trouble in
persuading him to sit at all. It was made a great favour of; and altogether it was more than I could
bear; and so I never would finish it, to have it apologised over as an unfavourable likeness, to
every morning visitor in Brunswick Square;—and, as I said, I did then forswear ever drawing any body
again. But fo
r Harriet’s sake, or rather for my own, and as there are no husbands and wives in the
case at present, I will break my resolution now.” Mr. Elton seemed very properly struck and
delighted by the idea, and was repeating, “No husbands and wives in the case at
present indeed, as you observe. Exactly so. No husbands and wives,” with so interesting
a consciousness, that Emma began to consider whether she had not better leave them together
at once. But as she wanted to be drawing, the declaration
must wait a little longer.
She had soon fixed on the size and sort of portrait. It was to be a whole-length in
water-colours, like Mr. John Knightley’s, and was destined, if she could please herself, to hold
a very honourable station over the mantelpiece. The sitting began; and Harriet, smiling
and blushing, and afraid of not keeping her attitude and countenance, presented a very sweet
mixture of youthful expression to the steady eyes of the artist. But there was no doing any thing,
with M
r. Elton fidgeting behind her and watching every touch. She gave him credit for stationing
himself where he might gaze and gaze again without offence; but was really obliged to put an end to
it, and request him to place himself elsewhere. It then occurred to her to employ him in reading.
“If he would be so good as to read to them, it would be a kindness indeed! It would
amuse away the difficulties of her part, and lessen the irksomeness of Miss Smith’s.”
Mr. Elton was only too happy. Harriet
listened, and Emma drew in peace. She must allow him to be
still frequently coming to look; any thing less would certainly have been too little in a lover;
and he was ready at the smallest intermission of the pencil, to jump up and see the progress, and
be charmed.—There was no being displeased with such an encourager, for his admiration made
him discern a likeness almost before it was possible. She could not respect his eye, but his
love and his complaisance were unexceptionable. The sitti
ng was altogether very satisfactory;
she was quite enough pleased with the first day’s sketch to wish to go on. There was no want of
likeness, she had been fortunate in the attitude, and as she meant to throw in a little improvement
to the figure, to give a little more height, and considerably more elegance, she had great
confidence of its being in every way a pretty drawing at last, and of its filling its destined
place with credit to them both—a standing memorial of the beauty of one, the
skill of the other,
and the friendship of both; with as many other agreeable associations as Mr. Elton’s very
promising attachment was likely to add. Harriet was to sit again the next
day; and Mr. Elton, just as he ought, entreated for the permission of
attending and reading to them again. “By all means. We shall be most happy
to consider you as one of the party.” The same civilities and courtesies,
the same success and satisfaction, took place on the morrow, and accompanied
the whole pr
ogress of the picture, which was rapid and happy. Every body who saw it was
pleased, but Mr. Elton was in continual raptures, and defended it through every criticism.
“Miss Woodhouse has given her friend the only beauty she wanted,”—observed Mrs. Weston
to him—not in the least suspecting that she was addressing a lover.—“The expression of
the eye is most correct, but Miss Smith has not those eyebrows and eyelashes. It is the
fault of her face that she has them not.” “Do you think so?” replie
d he. “I cannot
agree with you. It appears to me a most perfect resemblance in every feature. I never saw
such a likeness in my life. We must allow for the effect of shade, you know.”
“You have made her too tall, Emma,” said Mr. Knightley.
Emma knew that she had, but would not own it; and Mr. Elton warmly added,
“Oh no! certainly not too tall; not in the least too tall. Consider, she
is sitting down—which naturally presents a different—which in short gives exactly the
idea—and the proportion
s must be preserved, you know. Proportions, fore-shortening.—Oh
no! it gives one exactly the idea of such a height as Miss Smith’s. Exactly so indeed!”
“It is very pretty,” said Mr. Woodhouse. “So prettily done! Just as your drawings always are,
my dear. I do not know any body who draws so well as you do. The only thing I do not thoroughly like
is, that she seems to be sitting out of doors, with only a little shawl over her shoulders—and
it makes one think she must catch cold.” “But, my dear
papa, it is supposed to be summer;
a warm day in summer. Look at the tree.” “But it is never safe to
sit out of doors, my dear.” “You, sir, may say any thing,” cried Mr. Elton,
“but I must confess that I regard it as a most happy thought, the placing of Miss Smith out
of doors; and the tree is touched with such inimitable spirit! Any other situation would
have been much less in character. The naïveté of Miss Smith’s manners—and altogether—Oh,
it is most admirable! I cannot keep my eyes fr
om it. I never saw such a likeness.”
The next thing wanted was to get the picture framed; and here were a few difficulties. It
must be done directly; it must be done in London; the order must go through the hands of
some intelligent person whose taste could be depended on; and Isabella, the usual doer
of all commissions, must not be applied to, because it was December, and Mr. Woodhouse
could not bear the idea of her stirring out of her house in the fogs of December. But no
sooner was the d
istress known to Mr. Elton, than it was removed. His gallantry was always on the
alert. “Might he be trusted with the commission, what infinite pleasure should he have in executing
it! he could ride to London at any time. It was impossible to say how much he should be
gratified by being employed on such an errand.” “He was too good!—she could not endure the
thought!—she would not give him such a troublesome office for the world,”—brought on the desired
repetition of entreaties and assurance
s,—and a very few minutes settled the business.
Mr. Elton was to take the drawing to London, chuse the frame, and give the directions; and
Emma thought she could so pack it as to ensure its safety without much incommoding
him, while he seemed mostly fearful of not being incommoded enough.
“What a precious deposit!” said he with a tender sigh, as he received it.
“This man is almost too gallant to be in love,” thought Emma. “I should say so, but that I suppose
there may be a hundred different w
ays of being in love. He is an excellent young man, and will suit
Harriet exactly; it will be an ‘Exactly so,’ as he says himself; but he does sigh and languish, and
study for compliments rather more than I could endure as a principal. I come in for a pretty
good share as a second. But it is his gratitude on Harriet’s account.”
CHAPTER VII The very day of Mr. Elton’s going to London
produced a fresh occasion for Emma’s services towards her friend. Harriet had been at Hartfield,
as usual, so
on after breakfast; and, after a time, had gone home to return again to dinner: she
returned, and sooner than had been talked of, and with an agitated, hurried look, announcing
something extraordinary to have happened which she was longing to tell. Half a minute brought it
all out. She had heard, as soon as she got back to Mrs. Goddard’s, that Mr. Martin had been there
an hour before, and finding she was not at home, nor particularly expected, had left a little
parcel for her from one of hi
s sisters, and gone away; and on opening this parcel, she had
actually found, besides the two songs which she had lent Elizabeth to copy, a letter to herself;
and this letter was from him, from Mr. Martin, and contained a direct proposal of marriage. “Who
could have thought it? She was so surprized she did not know what to do. Yes, quite a proposal
of marriage; and a very good letter, at least she thought so. And he wrote as if he really loved
her very much—but she did not know—and so, she
was come as fast as she could to ask Miss Woodhouse
what she should do.—” Emma was half-ashamed of her friend for seeming so pleased and so doubtful.
“Upon my word,” she cried, “the young man is determined not to lose any thing for want of
asking. He will connect himself well if he can.” “Will you read the letter?” cried Harriet.
“Pray do. II’d rather you would.” Emma was not sorry to be pressed. She read, and
was surprized. The style of the letter was much above her expectation. There were
not merely
no grammatical errors, but as a composition it would not have disgraced a gentleman; the
language, though plain, was strong and unaffected, and the sentiments it conveyed very much
to the credit of the writer. It was short, but expressed good sense, warm attachment,
liberality, propriety, even delicacy of feeling. She paused over it, while Harriet
stood anxiously watching for her opinion, with a “Well, well,” and was at last forced to
add, “Is it a good letter? or is it too shor
t?” “Yes, indeed, a very good letter,” replied
Emma rather slowly—“so good a letter, Harriet, that every thing considered, I think one of his
sisters must have helped him. I can hardly imagine the young man whom I saw talking with you the
other day could express himself so well, if left quite to his own powers, and yet it is not the
style of a woman; no, certainly, it is too strong and concise; not diffuse enough for a woman.
No doubt he is a sensible man, and I suppose may have a natural t
alent for—thinks strongly
and clearly—and when he takes a pen in hand, his thoughts naturally find proper words. It is so
with some men. Yes, I understand the sort of mind. Vigorous, decided, with sentiments to a certain
point, not coarse. A better written letter, Harriet (returning it,) than I had expected.”
“Well,” said the still waiting Harriet;—“well—and—and what shall I do?”
“What shall you do! In what respect? Do you mean with regard to this letter?”
“Yes.” “But what are you in doubt of
? You must
answer it of course—and speedily.” “Yes. But what shall I say? Dear
Miss Woodhouse, do advise me.” “Oh no, no! the letter had much better be all
your own. You will express yourself very properly, I am sure. There is no danger of your not
being intelligible, which is the first thing. Your meaning must be unequivocal; no doubts or
demurs: and such expressions of gratitude and concern for the pain you are inflicting as
propriety requires, will present themselves unbidden to your mi
nd, I am persuaded. You need
not be prompted to write with the appearance of sorrow for his disappointment.”
“You think I ought to refuse him then,” said Harriet, looking down.
“Ought to refuse him! My dear Harriet, what do you mean? Are you in any doubt as to that?
I thought—but I beg your pardon, perhaps I have been under a mistake. I certainly have been
misunderstanding you, if you feel in doubt as to the purport of your answer. I had imagined you
were consulting me only as to the wording
of it.” Harriet was silent. With a little
reserve of manner, Emma continued: “You mean to return a
favourable answer, I collect.” “No, I do not; that is, I do not mean—What shall
I do? What would you advise me to do? Pray, dear Miss Woodhouse, tell me what I ought to do.”
“I shall not give you any advice, Harriet. I will have nothing to do with it. This is a point
which you must settle with your feelings.” “I had no notion that he liked me so very
much,” said Harriet, contemplating the let
ter. For a little while Emma persevered
in her silence; but beginning to apprehend the bewitching flattery of that letter might
be too powerful, she thought it best to say, “I lay it down as a general rule, Harriet, that
if a woman doubts as to whether she should accept a man or not, she certainly ought to refuse him.
If she can hesitate as to ‘Yes,’ she ought to say ‘No’ directly. It is not a state to be safely
entered into with doubtful feelings, with half a heart. I thought it my duty as
a friend, and
older than yourself, to say thus much to you. But do not imagine that I want to influence you.”
“Oh! no, I am sure you are a great deal too kind to—but if you would just advise me what I had
best do—No, no, I do not mean that—As you say, one’s mind ought to be quite made up—One
should not be hesitating—It is a very serious thing.—It will be safer to say ‘No,’
perhaps.—Do you think I had better say ‘No?’” “Not for the world,” said Emma, smiling
graciously, “would I advise you
either way. You must be the best judge of your own happiness.
If you prefer Mr. Martin to every other person; if you think him the most agreeable man you have ever
been in company with, why should you hesitate? You blush, Harriet.—Does any body else occur to you
at this moment under such a definition? Harriet, Harriet, do not deceive yourself; do not be
run away with by gratitude and compassion. At this moment whom are you thinking of?”
The symptoms were favourable.—Instead of answering, Har
riet turned away confused,
and stood thoughtfully by the fire; and though the letter was still in her hand, it
was now mechanically twisted about without regard. Emma waited the result with impatience,
but not without strong hopes. At last, with some hesitation, Harriet said—
“Miss Woodhouse, as you will not give me your opinion, I must do as well as I can
by myself; and I have now quite determined, and really almost made up my mind—to refuse
Mr. Martin. Do you think I am right?” “Perfectly
, perfectly right, my dearest Harriet;
you are doing just what you ought. While you were at all in suspense I kept my feelings to
myself, but now that you are so completely decided I have no hesitation in approving. Dear
Harriet, I give myself joy of this. It would have grieved me to lose your acquaintance, which
must have been the consequence of your marrying Mr. Martin. While you were in the smallest
degree wavering, I said nothing about it, because I would not influence; but it would hav
e
been the loss of a friend to me. I could not have visited Mrs. Robert Martin, of Abbey-Mill
Farm. Now I am secure of you for ever.” Harriet had not surmised her own danger,
but the idea of it struck her forcibly. “You could not have visited me!” she cried,
looking aghast. “No, to be sure you could not; but I never thought of that before. That
would have been too dreadful!—What an escape!—Dear Miss Woodhouse, I would not
give up the pleasure and honour of being intimate with you for any t
hing in the world.”
“Indeed, Harriet, it would have been a severe pang to lose you; but it must have been.
You would have thrown yourself out of all good society. I must have given you up.”
“Dear me!—How should I ever have borne it! It would have killed me never
to come to Hartfield any more!” “Dear affectionate creature!—You banished to
Abbey-Mill Farm!—You confined to the society of the illiterate and vulgar all your
life! I wonder how the young man could have the assurance to ask it. He m
ust
have a pretty good opinion of himself.” “I do not think he is conceited either, in
general,” said Harriet, her conscience opposing such censure; “at least, he is very good natured,
and I shall always feel much obliged to him, and have a great regard for—but that is
quite a different thing from—and you know, though he may like me, it does not follow
that I should—and certainly I must confess that since my visiting here I have seen
people—and if one comes to compare them, person and mann
ers, there is no comparison at all,
one is so very handsome and agreeable. However, I do really think Mr. Martin a very amiable
young man, and have a great opinion of him; and his being so much attached to me—and his
writing such a letter—but as to leaving you, it is what I would not do upon any consideration.”
“Thank you, thank you, my own sweet little friend. We will not be parted. A woman is not to
marry a man merely because she is asked, or because he is attached to her,
and can write a
tolerable letter.” “Oh no;—and it is but a short letter too.”
Emma felt the bad taste of her friend, but let it pass with a “very true; and it would be a small
consolation to her, for the clownish manner which might be offending her every hour of the day, to
know that her husband could write a good letter.” “Oh! yes, very. Nobody cares for a letter;
the thing is, to be always happy with pleasant companions. I am quite determined to refuse
him. But how shall I do? What shall I say?” Emma ass
ured her there would be no difficulty
in the answer, and advised its being written directly, which was agreed to, in the hope of
her assistance; and though Emma continued to protest against any assistance being wanted,
it was in fact given in the formation of every sentence. The looking over his letter again, in
replying to it, had such a softening tendency, that it was particularly necessary to brace
her up with a few decisive expressions; and she was so very much concerned at the idea
of
making him unhappy, and thought so much of what his mother and sisters would think and
say, and was so anxious that they should not fancy her ungrateful, that Emma believed if the
young man had come in her way at that moment, he would have been accepted after all.
This letter, however, was written, and sealed, and sent. The business was finished, and Harriet
safe. She was rather low all the evening, but Emma could allow for her amiable
regrets, and sometimes relieved them by speaking of her
own affection, sometimes
by bringing forward the idea of Mr. Elton. “I shall never be invited to Abbey-Mill
again,” was said in rather a sorrowful tone. “Nor, if you were, could I
ever bear to part with you, my Harriet. You are a great deal too necessary
at Hartfield to be spared to Abbey-Mill.” “And I am sure I should never want to go
there; for I am never happy but at Hartfield.” Some time afterwards it was, “I think Mrs. Goddard
would be very much surprized if she knew what had happene
d. I am sure Miss Nash would—for Miss
Nash thinks her own sister very well married, and it is only a linen-draper.”
“One should be sorry to see greater pride or refinement in the teacher of a school,
Harriet. I dare say Miss Nash would envy you such an opportunity as this of being married.
Even this conquest would appear valuable in her eyes. As to any thing superior for you, I
suppose she is quite in the dark. The attentions of a certain person can hardly be among the
tittle-tattle of High
bury yet. Hitherto I fancy you and I are the only people to whom his
looks and manners have explained themselves.” Harriet blushed and smiled, and said
something about wondering that people should like her so much. The idea of Mr.
Elton was certainly cheering; but still, after a time, she was tender-hearted
again towards the rejected Mr. Martin. “Now he has got my letter,” said she softly. “I
wonder what they are all doing—whether his sisters know—if he is unhappy, they will be unhappy
too
. I hope he will not mind it so very much.” “Let us think of those among our absent friends
who are more cheerfully employed,” cried Emma. “At this moment, perhaps, Mr. Elton is shewing your
picture to his mother and sisters, telling how much more beautiful is the original, and after
being asked for it five or six times, allowing them to hear your name, your own dear name.”
“My picture!—But he has left my picture in Bond-street.”
“Has he so!—Then I know nothing of Mr. Elton. No, my dear littl
e modest
Harriet, depend upon it the picture will not be in Bond-street till just before he mounts his horse
to-morrow. It is his companion all this evening, his solace, his delight. It opens his designs
to his family, it introduces you among them, it diffuses through the party those pleasantest
feelings of our nature, eager curiosity and warm prepossession. How cheerful, how animated, how
suspicious, how busy their imaginations all are!” Harriet smiled again, and
her smiles grew stronger.
CHAPTER VIII
Harriet slept at Hartfield that night. For some weeks past she had been spending more than half
her time there, and gradually getting to have a bed-room appropriated to herself; and Emma judged
it best in every respect, safest and kindest, to keep her with them as much as possible just at
present. She was obliged to go the next morning for an hour or two to Mrs. Goddard’s, but it
was then to be settled that she should return to Hartfield, to make a regular visit of some days.
W
hile she was gone, Mr. Knightley called, and sat some time with Mr. Woodhouse and Emma, till Mr.
Woodhouse, who had previously made up his mind to walk out, was persuaded by his daughter not
to defer it, and was induced by the entreaties of both, though against the scruples of his own
civility, to leave Mr. Knightley for that purpose. Mr. Knightley, who had nothing of ceremony about
him, was offering by his short, decided answers, an amusing contrast to the protracted
apologies and civil he
sitations of the other. “Well, I believe, if you will excuse me, Mr.
Knightley, if you will not consider me as doing a very rude thing, I shall take Emma’s advice and go
out for a quarter of an hour. As the sun is out, I believe I had better take my three turns while I
can. I treat you without ceremony, Mr. Knightley. We invalids think we are privileged people.”
“My dear sir, do not make a stranger of me.” “I leave an excellent substitute in my
daughter. Emma will be happy to entertain you.
And therefore I think I will beg your
excuse and take my three turns—my winter walk.” “You cannot do better, sir.”
“I would ask for the pleasure of your company, Mr. Knightley, but I am a very
slow walker, and my pace would be tedious to you; and, besides, you have another long
walk before you, to Donwell Abbey.” “Thank you, sir, thank you; I am going
this moment myself; and I think the sooner you go the better. I will fetch your
greatcoat and open the garden door for you.” Mr. Woodhouse at
last was off; but Mr. Knightley,
instead of being immediately off likewise, sat down again, seemingly inclined for
more chat. He began speaking of Harriet, and speaking of her with more voluntary
praise than Emma had ever heard before. “I cannot rate her beauty as you do,” said
he; “but she is a pretty little creature, and I am inclined to think very well
of her disposition. Her character depends upon those she is with; but in good
hands she will turn out a valuable woman.” “I am glad you
think so; and the good
hands, I hope, may not be wanting.” “Come,” said he, “you are
anxious for a compliment, so I will tell you that you have improved
her. You have cured her of her school-girl’s giggle; she really does you credit.”
“Thank you. I should be mortified indeed if I did not believe I had been of some use; but it is not
every body who will bestow praise where they may. You do not often overpower me with it.”
“You are expecting her again, you say, this morning?”
“Almost every mo
ment. She has been gone longer already than she intended.”
“Something has happened to delay her; some visitors perhaps.”
“Highbury gossips!—Tiresome wretches!” “Harriet may not consider every
body tiresome that you would.” Emma knew this was too true for
contradiction, and therefore said nothing. He presently added, with a smile,
“I do not pretend to fix on times or places, but I must tell you that I have good reason
to believe your little friend will soon hear of something to her advantage.”
“Indeed! how so? of what sort?” “A very serious sort, I
assure you;” still smiling. “Very serious! I can think of but one thing—Who is
in love with her? Who makes you their confidant?” Emma was more than half in hopes of Mr.
Elton’s having dropt a hint. Mr. Knightley was a sort of general friend and adviser,
and she knew Mr. Elton looked up to him. “I have reason to think,” he replied, “that
Harriet Smith will soon have an offer of marriage, and from a most unexceptionable quarter:—Robert
Martin is the man. Her visit to Abbey-Mill, this summer, seems to have done his business. He
is desperately in love and means to marry her.” “He is very obliging,” said Emma; “but is
he sure that Harriet means to marry him?” “Well, well, means to make her an offer then. Will
that do? He came to the Abbey two evenings ago, on purpose to consult me about it. He knows I
have a thorough regard for him and all his family, and, I believe, considers me as one of his best
friends. He came to ask m
e whether I thought it would be imprudent in him to settle so early;
whether I thought her too young: in short, whether I approved his choice altogether; having
some apprehension perhaps of her being considered (especially since your making so much of her) as
in a line of society above him. I was very much pleased with all that he said. I never hear better
sense from any one than Robert Martin. He always speaks to the purpose; open, straightforward,
and very well judging. He told me every t
hing; his circumstances and plans, and what
they all proposed doing in the event of his marriage. He is an excellent young man,
both as son and brother. I had no hesitation in advising him to marry. He proved to me that
he could afford it; and that being the case, I was convinced he could not do better. I praised
the fair lady too, and altogether sent him away very happy. If he had never esteemed my opinion
before, he would have thought highly of me then; and, I dare say, left the house thi
nking me the
best friend and counsellor man ever had. This happened the night before last. Now, as we may
fairly suppose, he would not allow much time to pass before he spoke to the lady, and as he does
not appear to have spoken yesterday, it is not unlikely that he should be at Mrs. Goddard’s
to-day; and she may be detained by a visitor, without thinking him at all a tiresome wretch.”
“Pray, Mr. Knightley,” said Emma, who had been smiling to herself through a great part
of this speech, “ho
w do you know that Mr. Martin did not speak yesterday?”
“Certainly,” replied he, surprized, “I do not absolutely know it; but it may be
inferred. Was not she the whole day with you?” “Come,” said she, “I will tell you something, in
return for what you have told me. He did speak yesterday—that is, he wrote, and was refused.”
This was obliged to be repeated before it could be believed; and Mr. Knightley actually
looked red with surprize and displeasure, as he stood up, in tall indignation, and
said,
“Then she is a greater simpleton than I ever believed her. What is the foolish girl about?”
“Oh! to be sure,” cried Emma, “it is always incomprehensible to a man that a woman should ever
refuse an offer of marriage. A man always imagines a woman to be ready for any body who asks her.”
“Nonsense! a man does not imagine any such thing. But what is the meaning of this? Harriet
Smith refuse Robert Martin? madness, if it is so; but I hope you are mistaken.”
“I saw her answer!—nothing could be
clearer.” “You saw her answer!—you wrote
her answer too. Emma, this is your doing. You persuaded her to refuse him.”
“And if I did, (which, however, I am far from allowing) I should not feel that I had done
wrong. Mr. Martin is a very respectable young man, but I cannot admit him to be Harriet’s equal;
and am rather surprized indeed that he should have ventured to address her. By your account,
he does seem to have had some scruples. It is a pity that they were ever got over.”
“Not Harriet’s
equal!” exclaimed Mr. Knightley loudly and warmly; and with calmer
asperity, added, a few moments afterwards, “No, he is not her equal indeed, for he is as much
her superior in sense as in situation. Emma, your infatuation about that girl blinds you.
What are Harriet Smith’s claims, either of birth, nature or education, to any connexion higher
than Robert Martin? She is the natural daughter of nobody knows whom, with probably no settled
provision at all, and certainly no respectable relati
ons. She is known only as parlour-boarder
at a common school. She is not a sensible girl, nor a girl of any information. She has been taught
nothing useful, and is too young and too simple to have acquired any thing herself. At her age she
can have no experience, and with her little wit, is not very likely ever to have any that can avail
her. She is pretty, and she is good tempered, and that is all. My only scruple in advising the match
was on his account, as being beneath his deserts, and
a bad connexion for him. I felt that, as
to fortune, in all probability he might do much better; and that as to a rational companion
or useful helpmate, he could not do worse. But I could not reason so to a man in love, and was
willing to trust to there being no harm in her, to her having that sort of disposition, which, in
good hands, like his, might be easily led aright and turn out very well. The advantage of the match
I felt to be all on her side; and had not the smallest doubt (nor hav
e I now) that there would
be a general cry-out upon her extreme good luck. Even your satisfaction I made sure of. It crossed
my mind immediately that you would not regret your friend’s leaving Highbury, for the sake of
her being settled so well. I remember saying to myself, ‘Even Emma, with all her partiality
for Harriet, will think this a good match.’” “I cannot help wondering at your knowing so
little of Emma as to say any such thing. What! think a farmer, (and with all his sense and
all
his merit Mr. Martin is nothing more,) a good match for my intimate friend! Not regret her
leaving Highbury for the sake of marrying a man whom I could never admit as an acquaintance of my
own! I wonder you should think it possible for me to have such feelings. I assure you mine are very
different. I must think your statement by no means fair. You are not just to Harriet’s claims. They
would be estimated very differently by others as well as myself; Mr. Martin may be the richest of
the two
, but he is undoubtedly her inferior as to rank in society.—The sphere in which she moves
is much above his.—It would be a degradation.” “A degradation to illegitimacy and
ignorance, to be married to a respectable, intelligent gentleman-farmer!”
“As to the circumstances of her birth, though in a legal sense she may be called Nobody,
it will not hold in common sense. She is not to pay for the offence of others, by being held
below the level of those with whom she is brought up.—There can scar
cely be a doubt that her father
is a gentleman—and a gentleman of fortune.—Her allowance is very liberal; nothing has ever been
grudged for her improvement or comfort.—That she is a gentleman’s daughter, is indubitable to me;
that she associates with gentlemen’s daughters, no one, I apprehend, will deny.—She
is superior to Mr. Robert Martin.” “Whoever might be her parents,” said Mr.
Knightley, “whoever may have had the charge of her, it does not appear to have been any
part of their plan t
o introduce her into what you would call good society. After receiving a
very indifferent education she is left in Mrs. Goddard’s hands to shift as she can;—to
move, in short, in Mrs. Goddard’s line, to have Mrs. Goddard’s acquaintance. Her friends
evidently thought this good enough for her; and it was good enough. She desired nothing better
herself. Till you chose to turn her into a friend, her mind had no distaste for her own set, nor any
ambition beyond it. She was as happy as possible w
ith the Martins in the summer. She had no sense
of superiority then. If she has it now, you have given it. You have been no friend to Harriet
Smith, Emma. Robert Martin would never have proceeded so far, if he had not felt persuaded
of her not being disinclined to him. I know him well. He has too much real feeling to address any
woman on the haphazard of selfish passion. And as to conceit, he is the farthest from it of any man
I know. Depend upon it he had encouragement.” It was most conven
ient to Emma not to make a
direct reply to this assertion; she chose rather to take up her own line of the subject again.
“You are a very warm friend to Mr. Martin; but, as I said before, are unjust to Harriet. Harriet’s
claims to marry well are not so contemptible as you represent them. She is not a clever girl, but
she has better sense than you are aware of, and does not deserve to have her understanding spoken
of so slightingly. Waiving that point, however, and supposing her to be, as you
describe her, only
pretty and good-natured, let me tell you, that in the degree she possesses them, they are not
trivial recommendations to the world in general, for she is, in fact, a beautiful girl, and
must be thought so by ninety-nine people out of an hundred; and till it appears that men are much
more philosophic on the subject of beauty than they are generally supposed; till they do fall in
love with well-informed minds instead of handsome faces, a girl, with such loveliness as Harri
et,
has a certainty of being admired and sought after, of having the power of chusing from among many,
consequently a claim to be nice. Her good-nature, too, is not so very slight a claim, comprehending,
as it does, real, thorough sweetness of temper and manner, a very humble opinion of herself, and a
great readiness to be pleased with other people. I am very much mistaken if your sex in general
would not think such beauty, and such temper, the highest claims a woman could possess.”
“Upon m
y word, Emma, to hear you abusing the reason you have, is almost enough to make
me think so too. Better be without sense, than misapply it as you do.”
“To be sure!” cried she playfully. “I know that is the feeling of you all. I know that
such a girl as Harriet is exactly what every man delights in—what at once bewitches his senses and
satisfies his judgment. Oh! Harriet may pick and chuse. Were you, yourself, ever to marry, she is
the very woman for you. And is she, at seventeen, just enteri
ng into life, just beginning
to be known, to be wondered at because she does not accept the first offer she receives?
No—pray let her have time to look about her.” “I have always thought it a very foolish
intimacy,” said Mr. Knightley presently, “though I have kept my thoughts to myself; but I now
perceive that it will be a very unfortunate one for Harriet. You will puff her up with such ideas
of her own beauty, and of what she has a claim to, that, in a little while, nobody within her reac
h
will be good enough for her. Vanity working on a weak head, produces every sort of mischief.
Nothing so easy as for a young lady to raise her expectations too high. Miss Harriet Smith may not
find offers of marriage flow in so fast, though she is a very pretty girl. Men of sense, whatever
you may chuse to say, do not want silly wives. Men of family would not be very fond of connecting
themselves with a girl of such obscurity—and most prudent men would be afraid of the inconvenience
and d
isgrace they might be involved in, when the mystery of her parentage came to be revealed.
Let her marry Robert Martin, and she is safe, respectable, and happy for ever; but if you
encourage her to expect to marry greatly, and teach her to be satisfied with nothing less
than a man of consequence and large fortune, she may be a parlour-boarder at Mrs. Goddard’s
all the rest of her life—or, at least, (for Harriet Smith is a girl who will marry somebody
or other,) till she grow desperate, and i
s glad to catch at the old writing-master’s son.”
“We think so very differently on this point, Mr. Knightley, that there can be no use in
canvassing it. We shall only be making each other more angry. But as to my letting her marry Robert
Martin, it is impossible; she has refused him, and so decidedly, I think, as must prevent any
second application. She must abide by the evil of having refused him, whatever it may be; and as to
the refusal itself, I will not pretend to say that I might not i
nfluence her a little; but I assure
you there was very little for me or for any body to do. His appearance is so much against him, and
his manner so bad, that if she ever were disposed to favour him, she is not now. I can imagine, that
before she had seen any body superior, she might tolerate him. He was the brother of her friends,
and he took pains to please her; and altogether, having seen nobody better (that must have been his
great assistant) she might not, while she was at Abbey-Mill,
find him disagreeable. But the case
is altered now. She knows now what gentlemen are; and nothing but a gentleman in education
and manner has any chance with Harriet.” “Nonsense, errant nonsense, as ever was talked!”
cried Mr. Knightley.—“Robert Martin’s manners have sense, sincerity, and good-humour to recommend
them; and his mind has more true gentility than Harriet Smith could understand.”
Emma made no answer, and tried to look cheerfully unconcerned, but was really feeling
uncomfortable
and wanting him very much to be gone. She did not repent what she had done; she
still thought herself a better judge of such a point of female right and refinement than he
could be; but yet she had a sort of habitual respect for his judgment in general, which made
her dislike having it so loudly against her; and to have him sitting just opposite to her in
angry state, was very disagreeable. Some minutes passed in this unpleasant silence, with only one
attempt on Emma’s side to talk of the
weather, but he made no answer. He was thinking. The result
of his thoughts appeared at last in these words. “Robert Martin has no great loss—if he can but
think so; and I hope it will not be long before he does. Your views for Harriet are best known
to yourself; but as you make no secret of your love of match-making, it is fair to suppose that
views, and plans, and projects you have;—and as a friend I shall just hint to you that if Elton is
the man, I think it will be all labour in vain.”
Emma laughed and disclaimed. He continued,
“Depend upon it, Elton will not do. Elton is a very good sort of man, and a very respectable
vicar of Highbury, but not at all likely to make an imprudent match. He knows the value of a
good income as well as any body. Elton may talk sentimentally, but he will act rationally.
He is as well acquainted with his own claims, as you can be with Harriet’s. He knows that
he is a very handsome young man, and a great favourite wherever he goes; and from his
general
way of talking in unreserved moments, when there are only men present, I am convinced that he does
not mean to throw himself away. I have heard him speak with great animation of a large family of
young ladies that his sisters are intimate with, who have all twenty thousand pounds apiece.”
“I am very much obliged to you,” said Emma, laughing again. “If I had set my
heart on Mr. Elton’s marrying Harriet, it would have been very kind to open my eyes;
but at present I only want to keep
Harriet to myself. I have done with match-making indeed.
I could never hope to equal my own doings at Randalls. I shall leave off while I am well.”
“Good morning to you,”—said he, rising and walking off abruptly. He was very much vexed.
He felt the disappointment of the young man, and was mortified to have been the means of
promoting it, by the sanction he had given; and the part which he was persuaded Emma had taken
in the affair, was provoking him exceedingly. Emma remained in a state of v
exation too; but
there was more indistinctness in the causes of her’s, than in his. She did not always feel so
absolutely satisfied with herself, so entirely convinced that her opinions were right and her
adversary’s wrong, as Mr. Knightley. He walked off in more complete self-approbation than he left for
her. She was not so materially cast down, however, but that a little time and the return of Harriet
were very adequate restoratives. Harriet’s staying away so long was beginning to make he
r uneasy.
The possibility of the young man’s coming to Mrs. Goddard’s that morning, and meeting with Harriet
and pleading his own cause, gave alarming ideas. The dread of such a failure after all became the
prominent uneasiness; and when Harriet appeared, and in very good spirits, and without having
any such reason to give for her long absence, she felt a satisfaction which settled
her with her own mind, and convinced her, that let Mr. Knightley think or say what he would,
she had done not
hing which woman’s friendship and woman’s feelings would not justify.
He had frightened her a little about Mr. Elton; but when she considered that Mr. Knightley
could not have observed him as she had done, neither with the interest, nor (she must
be allowed to tell herself, in spite of Mr. Knightley’s pretensions) with the skill of
such an observer on such a question as herself, that he had spoken it hastily and in anger, she
was able to believe, that he had rather said what he wished resent
fully to be true, than what he
knew any thing about. He certainly might have heard Mr. Elton speak with more unreserve than she
had ever done, and Mr. Elton might not be of an imprudent, inconsiderate disposition as to money
matters; he might naturally be rather attentive than otherwise to them; but then, Mr. Knightley
did not make due allowance for the influence of a strong passion at war with all interested
motives. Mr. Knightley saw no such passion, and of course thought nothing of its e
ffects;
but she saw too much of it to feel a doubt of its overcoming any hesitations that a reasonable
prudence might originally suggest; and more than a reasonable, becoming degree of prudence, she
was very sure did not belong to Mr. Elton. Harriet’s cheerful look and manner established
hers: she came back, not to think of Mr. Martin, but to talk of Mr. Elton. Miss Nash had been
telling her something, which she repeated immediately with great delight. Mr. Perry had
been to Mrs. Goddard’s
to attend a sick child, and Miss Nash had seen him, and he had told Miss
Nash, that as he was coming back yesterday from Clayton Park, he had met Mr. Elton, and found to
his great surprize, that Mr. Elton was actually on his road to London, and not meaning to return till
the morrow, though it was the whist-club night, which he had been never known to miss before;
and Mr. Perry had remonstrated with him about it, and told him how shabby it was in him, their best
player, to absent himself, an
d tried very much to persuade him to put off his journey only one day;
but it would not do; Mr. Elton had been determined to go on, and had said in a very particular way
indeed, that he was going on business which he would not put off for any inducement in the world;
and something about a very enviable commission, and being the bearer of something exceedingly
precious. Mr. Perry could not quite understand him, but he was very sure there must be a lady in
the case, and he told him so; and Mr
. Elton only looked very conscious and smiling, and rode off
in great spirits. Miss Nash had told her all this, and had talked a great deal more about Mr. Elton;
and said, looking so very significantly at her, “that she did not pretend to understand what
his business might be, but she only knew that any woman whom Mr. Elton could prefer, she
should think the luckiest woman in the world; for, beyond a doubt, Mr. Elton had not
his equal for beauty or agreeableness.” CHAPTER IX
Mr. Knightley m
ight quarrel with her, but Emma could not quarrel with herself. He was
so much displeased, that it was longer than usual before he came to Hartfield again; and when they
did meet, his grave looks shewed that she was not forgiven. She was sorry, but could not repent.
On the contrary, her plans and proceedings were more and more justified and endeared to her by
the general appearances of the next few days. The Picture, elegantly framed, came safely
to hand soon after Mr. Elton’s return, and b
eing hung over the mantelpiece of the
common sitting-room, he got up to look at it, and sighed out his half sentences of admiration
just as he ought; and as for Harriet’s feelings, they were visibly forming themselves into as
strong and steady an attachment as her youth and sort of mind admitted. Emma was soon perfectly
satisfied of Mr. Martin’s being no otherwise remembered, than as he furnished a contrast with
Mr. Elton, of the utmost advantage to the latter. Her views of improving her li
ttle
friend’s mind, by a great deal of useful reading and conversation, had never
yet led to more than a few first chapters, and the intention of going on to-morrow.
It was much easier to chat than to study; much pleasanter to let her imagination range and
work at Harriet’s fortune, than to be labouring to enlarge her comprehension or exercise it on sober
facts; and the only literary pursuit which engaged Harriet at present, the only mental provision
she was making for the evening of life,
was the collecting and transcribing all the riddles
of every sort that she could meet with, into a thin quarto of hot-pressed paper, made up by her
friend, and ornamented with ciphers and trophies. In this age of literature, such collections on
a very grand scale are not uncommon. Miss Nash, head-teacher at Mrs. Goddard’s, had written
out at least three hundred; and Harriet, who had taken the first hint of it from her, hoped,
with Miss Woodhouse’s help, to get a great many more. Emma assis
ted with her invention, memory and
taste; and as Harriet wrote a very pretty hand, it was likely to be an arrangement of the
first order, in form as well as quantity. Mr. Woodhouse was almost as much interested in
the business as the girls, and tried very often to recollect something worth their putting in.
“So many clever riddles as there used to be when he was young—he wondered he could not remember
them! but he hoped he should in time.” And it always ended in “Kitty, a fair but frozen ma
id.”
His good friend Perry, too, whom he had spoken to on the subject, did not at present
recollect any thing of the riddle kind; but he had desired Perry to be upon the watch,
and as he went about so much, something, he thought, might come from that quarter.
It was by no means his daughter’s wish that the intellects of Highbury in general should be
put under requisition. Mr. Elton was the only one whose assistance she asked. He was invited to
contribute any really good enigmas, charades, or
conundrums that he might recollect; and she
had the pleasure of seeing him most intently at work with his recollections; and at the same
time, as she could perceive, most earnestly careful that nothing ungallant, nothing that did
not breathe a compliment to the sex should pass his lips. They owed to him their two or three
politest puzzles; and the joy and exultation with which at last he recalled, and rather
sentimentally recited, that well-known charade, My first doth affliction denote,
W
hich my second is destin’d to feel And my whole is the best antidote
That affliction to soften and heal.— made her quite sorry to acknowledge that they
had transcribed it some pages ago already. “Why will not you write one yourself
for us, Mr. Elton?” said she; “that is the only security for its freshness;
and nothing could be easier to you.” “Oh no! he had never written, hardly ever, any
thing of the kind in his life. The stupidest fellow! He was afraid not even Miss Woodhouse”—he
stopt a
moment—“or Miss Smith could inspire him.” The very next day however produced some proof
of inspiration. He called for a few moments, just to leave a piece of paper on the table
containing, as he said, a charade, which a friend of his had addressed to a young lady, the object
of his admiration, but which, from his manner, Emma was immediately convinced must be his own.
“I do not offer it for Miss Smith’s collection,” said he. “Being my friend’s, I have no right
to expose it in any degree to t
he public eye, but perhaps you may not dislike looking at it.”
The speech was more to Emma than to Harriet, which Emma could understand. There was deep
consciousness about him, and he found it easier to meet her eye than her friend’s. He was gone
the next moment:—after another moment’s pause, “Take it,” said Emma, smiling, and
pushing the paper towards Harriet—“it is for you. Take your own.”
But Harriet was in a tremor, and could not touch it; and Emma, never loth to
be first, was obliged to
examine it herself. To Miss——
CHARADE. My first displays the wealth and pomp of kings,
Lords of the earth! their luxury and ease. Another view of man, my second brings,
Behold him there, the monarch of the seas! But ah! united, what reverse we have!
Man’s boasted power and freedom, all are flown; Lord of the earth and sea, he bends a slave,
And woman, lovely woman, reigns alone. Thy ready wit the word will soon supply,
May its approval beam in that soft eye! She cast her eye over it, pondered,
caught
the meaning, read it through again to be quite certain, and quite mistress of the lines, and
then passing it to Harriet, sat happily smiling, and saying to herself, while Harriet was puzzling
over the paper in all the confusion of hope and dulness, “Very well, Mr. Elton, very well indeed.
I have read worse charades. Courtship—a very good hint. I give you credit for it. This is feeling
your way. This is saying very plainly—‘Pray, Miss Smith, give me leave to pay my
addresses to you.
Approve my charade and my intentions in the same glance.’
May its approval beam in that soft eye! Harriet exactly. Soft is the very
word for her eye—of all epithets, the justest that could be given.
Thy ready wit the word will soon supply. Humph—Harriet’s ready wit! All the better.
A man must be very much in love, indeed, to describe her so. Ah! Mr. Knightley, I
wish you had the benefit of this; I think this would convince you. For once in your life
you would be obliged to own yourself mista
ken. An excellent charade indeed! and very much to the
purpose. Things must come to a crisis soon now.” She was obliged to break off from these very
pleasant observations, which were otherwise of a sort to run into great length, by the
eagerness of Harriet’s wondering questions. “What can it be, Miss Woodhouse?—what can it
be? I have not an idea—I cannot guess it in the least. What can it possibly be? Do try to find
it out, Miss Woodhouse. Do help me. I never saw any thing so hard. Is it ki
ngdom? I wonder who the
friend was—and who could be the young lady. Do you think it is a good one? Can it be woman?
And woman, lovely woman, reigns alone. Can it be Neptune?
Behold him there, the monarch of the seas! Or a trident? or a mermaid? or a shark?
Oh, no! shark is only one syllable. It must be very clever, or he would not
have brought it. Oh! Miss Woodhouse, do you think we shall ever find it out?”
“Mermaids and sharks! Nonsense! My dear Harriet, what are you thinking of? Where would
be the use of his bringing us a charade made by a friend upon a mermaid or a
shark? Give me the paper and listen. For Miss ———, read Miss Smith.
My first displays the wealth and pomp of kings, Lords of the earth! their luxury and ease.
That is court. Another view of man, my second brings;
Behold him there, the monarch of the seas! That is ship;—plain as it
can be.—Now for the cream. But ah! united, (courtship, you
know,) what reverse we have! Man’s boasted power and freedom, all are flown.
Lord of the earth and sea, he bends a slave, And woman, lovely woman, reigns alone.
A very proper compliment!—and then follows the application, which I think, my dear Harriet,
you cannot find much difficulty in comprehending. Read it in comfort to yourself. There can be no
doubt of its being written for you and to you.” Harriet could not long resist so delightful
a persuasion. She read the concluding lines, and was all flutter and happiness. She could
not speak. But she was not wanted to spe
ak. It was enough for her to feel. Emma spoke for her.
“There is so pointed, and so particular a meaning in this compliment,” said she, “that I cannot have
a doubt as to Mr. Elton’s intentions. You are his object—and you will soon receive the completest
proof of it. I thought it must be so. I thought I could not be so deceived; but now, it is clear;
the state of his mind is as clear and decided, as my wishes on the subject have been ever since
I knew you. Yes, Harriet, just so long have I be
en wanting the very circumstance to happen that has
happened. I could never tell whether an attachment between you and Mr. Elton were most desirable or
most natural. Its probability and its eligibility have really so equalled each other! I am very
happy. I congratulate you, my dear Harriet, with all my heart. This is an attachment which a
woman may well feel pride in creating. This is a connexion which offers nothing but good. It will
give you every thing that you want—consideration, indepe
ndence, a proper home—it will fix
you in the centre of all your real friends, close to Hartfield and to me, and confirm our
intimacy for ever. This, Harriet, is an alliance which can never raise a blush in either of us.”
“Dear Miss Woodhouse!”—and “Dear Miss Woodhouse,” was all that Harriet, with many tender
embraces could articulate at first; but when they did arrive at something more
like conversation, it was sufficiently clear to her friend that she saw, felt, anticipated,
and remembered
just as she ought. Mr. Elton’s superiority had very ample acknowledgment.
“Whatever you say is always right,” cried Harriet, “and therefore I suppose,
and believe, and hope it must be so; but otherwise I could not have imagined it. It
is so much beyond any thing I deserve. Mr. Elton, who might marry any body! There cannot be two
opinions about him. He is so very superior. Only think of those sweet verses—‘To Miss ———.’ Dear
me, how clever!—Could it really be meant for me?” “I cannot make a
question, or listen to a question
about that. It is a certainty. Receive it on my judgment. It is a sort of prologue to
the play, a motto to the chapter; and will be soon followed by matter-of-fact prose.”
“It is a sort of thing which nobody could have expected. I am sure, a month ago, I had no more
idea myself!—The strangest things do take place!” “When Miss Smiths and Mr. Eltons get
acquainted—they do indeed—and really it is strange; it is out of the common course that what
is so evidentl
y, so palpably desirable—what courts the pre-arrangement of other people, should so
immediately shape itself into the proper form. You and Mr. Elton are by situation called together;
you belong to one another by every circumstance of your respective homes. Your marrying will be
equal to the match at Randalls. There does seem to be a something in the air of Hartfield which
gives love exactly the right direction, and sends it into the very channel where it ought to flow.
The course of true lov
e never did run smooth— A Hartfield edition of Shakespeare would
have a long note on that passage.” “That Mr. Elton should really be in love with
me,—me, of all people, who did not know him, to speak to him, at Michaelmas! And he,
the very handsomest man that ever was, and a man that every body looks up to, quite
like Mr. Knightley! His company so sought after, that every body says he need not eat a single
meal by himself if he does not chuse it; that he has more invitations than there are
days in the week. And so excellent in the Church! Miss Nash has put down all the texts
he has ever preached from since he came to Highbury. Dear me! When I look back to the first
time I saw him! How little did I think!—The two Abbots and I ran into the front room and peeped
through the blind when we heard he was going by, and Miss Nash came and scolded us away, and staid
to look through herself; however, she called me back presently, and let me look too, which was
very good-natured. And ho
w beautiful we thought he looked! He was arm-in-arm with Mr. Cole.”
“This is an alliance which, whoever—whatever your friends may be, must be agreeable to them,
provided at least they have common sense; and we are not to be addressing our conduct to fools.
If they are anxious to see you happily married, here is a man whose amiable character gives
every assurance of it;—if they wish to have you settled in the same country and circle
which they have chosen to place you in, here it will be acco
mplished; and if their only
object is that you should, in the common phrase, be well married, here is the comfortable
fortune, the respectable establishment, the rise in the world which must satisfy them.”
“Yes, very true. How nicely you talk; I love to hear you. You understand every thing. You and
Mr. Elton are one as clever as the other. This charade!—If I had studied a twelvemonth, I
could never have made any thing like it.” “I thought he meant to try his skill, by
his manner of declinin
g it yesterday.” “I do think it is, without exception,
the best charade I ever read.” “I never read one more to
the purpose, certainly.” “It is as long again as almost
all we have had before.” “I do not consider its length as
particularly in its favour. Such things in general cannot be too short.”
Harriet was too intent on the lines to hear. The most satisfactory
comparisons were rising in her mind. “It is one thing,” said she, presently—her cheeks
in a glow—“to have very good sense in a c
ommon way, like every body else, and if there is any
thing to say, to sit down and write a letter, and say just what you must, in a short way; and
another, to write verses and charades like this.” Emma could not have desired a more
spirited rejection of Mr. Martin’s prose. “Such sweet lines!” continued Harriet—“these
two last!—But how shall I ever be able to return the paper, or say I have found it out?—Oh!
Miss Woodhouse, what can we do about that?” “Leave it to me. You do nothing. He
wil
l be here this evening, I dare say, and then I will give it him back, and some
nonsense or other will pass between us, and you shall not be committed.—Your soft eyes shall
chuse their own time for beaming. Trust to me.” “Oh! Miss Woodhouse, what a pity that I must
not write this beautiful charade into my book! I am sure I have not got one half so good.”
“Leave out the two last lines, and there is no reason why you should not
write it into your book.” “Oh! but those two lines are”—
—“The best
of all. Granted;—for private enjoyment; and for private enjoyment keep them.
They are not at all the less written you know, because you divide them. The couplet does not
cease to be, nor does its meaning change. But take it away, and all appropriation ceases,
and a very pretty gallant charade remains, fit for any collection. Depend upon it, he
would not like to have his charade slighted, much better than his passion. A poet in love must
be encouraged in both capacities, or neither. Give me
the book, I will write it down, and then
there can be no possible reflection on you.” Harriet submitted, though her mind could hardly
separate the parts, so as to feel quite sure that her friend were not writing down a declaration
of love. It seemed too precious an offering for any degree of publicity.
“I shall never let that book go out of my own hands,” said she.
“Very well,” replied Emma; “a most natural feeling; and the longer it lasts, the better I
shall be pleased. But here is my fath
er coming: you will not object to my reading the charade
to him. It will be giving him so much pleasure! He loves any thing of the sort, and especially
any thing that pays woman a compliment. He has the tenderest spirit of gallantry towards
us all!—You must let me read it to him.” Harriet looked grave.
“My dear Harriet, you must not refine too much upon this charade.—You will betray your
feelings improperly, if you are too conscious and too quick, and appear to affix more meaning, or
even q
uite all the meaning which may be affixed to it. Do not be overpowered by such a little tribute
of admiration. If he had been anxious for secrecy, he would not have left the paper while I was by;
but he rather pushed it towards me than towards you. Do not let us be too solemn on the business.
He has encouragement enough to proceed, without our sighing out our souls over this charade.”
“Oh! no—I hope I shall not be ridiculous about it. Do as you please.”
Mr. Woodhouse came in, and very soon le
d to the subject again, by the recurrence of his
very frequent inquiry of “Well, my dears, how does your book go on?—Have you got any thing fresh?”
“Yes, papa; we have something to read you, something quite fresh. A piece of paper was found
on the table this morning—(dropt, we suppose, by a fairy)—containing a very pretty
charade, and we have just copied it in.” She read it to him, just as he liked to
have any thing read, slowly and distinctly, and two or three times over, with explanations
of
every part as she proceeded—and he was very much pleased, and, as she had foreseen, especially
struck with the complimentary conclusion. “Aye, that’s very just, indeed, that’s very
properly said. Very true. ‘Woman, lovely woman.’ It is such a pretty charade, my dear, that I can
easily guess what fairy brought it.—Nobody could have written so prettily, but you, Emma.”
Emma only nodded, and smiled.—After a little thinking, and a very tender sigh, he added,
“Ah! it is no difficulty to see wh
o you take after! Your dear mother was so clever
at all those things! If I had but her memory! But I can remember nothing;—not even that
particular riddle which you have heard me mention; I can only recollect the first
stanza; and there are several. Kitty, a fair but frozen maid,
Kindled a flame I yet deplore, The hood-wink’d boy I called to aid,
Though of his near approach afraid, So fatal to my suit before.
And that is all that I can recollect of it—but it is very clever all the way through
.
But I think, my dear, you said you had got it.” “Yes, papa, it is written out in our second
page. We copied it from the Elegant Extracts. It was Garrick’s, you know.”
“Aye, very true.—I wish I could recollect more of it.
Kitty, a fair but frozen maid. The name makes me think of poor Isabella; for
she was very near being christened Catherine after her grandmama. I hope we shall have
her here next week. Have you thought, my dear, where you shall put her—and what
room there will be for the c
hildren?” “Oh! yes—she will have her own room, of
course; the room she always has;—and there is the nursery for the children,—just as usual,
you know. Why should there be any change?” “I do not know, my dear—but it is so long
since she was here!—not since last Easter, and then only for a few days.—Mr.
John Knightley’s being a lawyer is very inconvenient.—Poor Isabella!—she is sadly
taken away from us all!—and how sorry she will be when she comes, not to see Miss Taylor here!”
“She will not
be surprized, papa, at least.” “I do not know, my dear. I am sure I
was very much surprized when I first heard she was going to be married.”
“We must ask Mr. and Mrs. Weston to dine with us, while Isabella is here.”
“Yes, my dear, if there is time.—But—(in a very depressed tone)—she is coming for only one
week. There will not be time for any thing.” “It is unfortunate that they cannot stay
longer—but it seems a case of necessity. Mr. John Knightley must be in town again
on the 28th, and we o
ught to be thankful, papa, that we are to have the whole of
the time they can give to the country, that two or three days are not to be taken out
for the Abbey. Mr. Knightley promises to give up his claim this Christmas—though you know it is
longer since they were with him, than with us.” “It would be very hard, indeed, my dear, if poor
Isabella were to be anywhere but at Hartfield.” Mr. Woodhouse could never allow for
Mr. Knightley’s claims on his brother, or any body’s claims on Isabella,
except his own.
He sat musing a little while, and then said, “But I do not see why poor Isabella
should be obliged to go back so soon, though he does. I think, Emma, I shall try
and persuade her to stay longer with us. She and the children might stay very well.”
“Ah! papa—that is what you never have been able to accomplish, and I do not think you ever will.
Isabella cannot bear to stay behind her husband.” This was too true for contradiction. Unwelcome as
it was, Mr. Woodhouse could only g
ive a submissive sigh; and as Emma saw his spirits affected by the
idea of his daughter’s attachment to her husband, she immediately led to such a branch
of the subject as must raise them. “Harriet must give us as much of her company
as she can while my brother and sister are here. I am sure she will be pleased with the
children. We are very proud of the children, are not we, papa? I wonder which she will
think the handsomest, Henry or John?” “Aye, I wonder which she will. Poor little dears
,
how glad they will be to come. They are very fond of being at Hartfield, Harriet.”
“I dare say they are, sir. I am sure I do not know who is not.”
“Henry is a fine boy, but John is very like his mama. Henry is the eldest, he was
named after me, not after his father. John, the second, is named after his father. Some people
are surprized, I believe, that the eldest was not, but Isabella would have him called Henry, which
I thought very pretty of her. And he is a very clever boy, indeed. They
are all remarkably
clever; and they have so many pretty ways. They will come and stand by my chair, and say,
‘Grandpapa, can you give me a bit of string?’ and once Henry asked me for a knife, but I told
him knives were only made for grandpapas. I think their father is too rough with them very often.”
“He appears rough to you,” said Emma, “because you are so very gentle yourself; but
if you could compare him with other papas, you would not think him rough. He wishes his boys
to be active an
d hardy; and if they misbehave, can give them a sharp word now and then; but
he is an affectionate father—certainly Mr. John Knightley is an affectionate father.
The children are all fond of him.” “And then their uncle comes in, and tosses them
up to the ceiling in a very frightful way!” “But they like it, papa; there is nothing they
like so much. It is such enjoyment to them, that if their uncle did not lay down the rule
of their taking turns, whichever began would never give way to the ot
her.”
“Well, I cannot understand it.” “That is the case with us all,
papa. One half of the world cannot understand the pleasures of the other.”
Later in the morning, and just as the girls were going to separate in preparation for the regular
four o’clock dinner, the hero of this inimitable charade walked in again. Harriet turned away;
but Emma could receive him with the usual smile, and her quick eye soon discerned in his the
consciousness of having made a push—of having thrown a die; and sh
e imagined he was come to
see how it might turn up. His ostensible reason, however, was to ask whether Mr. Woodhouse’s party
could be made up in the evening without him, or whether he should be in the smallest
degree necessary at Hartfield. If he were, every thing else must give way; but otherwise
his friend Cole had been saying so much about his dining with him—had made such a point of it,
that he had promised him conditionally to come. Emma thanked him, but could not allow of his
disappo
inting his friend on their account; her father was sure of his rubber. He
re-urged—she re-declined; and he seemed then about to make his bow, when taking
the paper from the table, she returned it— “Oh! here is the charade you were so obliging
as to leave with us; thank you for the sight of it. We admired it so much, that I have ventured to
write it into Miss Smith’s collection. Your friend will not take it amiss I hope. Of course I have
not transcribed beyond the first eight lines.” Mr. Elt
on certainly did not very well know what to
say. He looked rather doubtingly—rather confused; said something about “honour,”—glanced at Emma
and at Harriet, and then seeing the book open on the table, took it up, and examined it
very attentively. With the view of passing off an awkward moment, Emma smilingly said,
“You must make my apologies to your friend; but so good a charade must not be confined to
one or two. He may be sure of every woman’s approbation while he writes with such gallantr
y.”
“I have no hesitation in saying,” replied Mr. Elton, though hesitating a good deal
while he spoke; “I have no hesitation in saying—at least if my friend feels at all
as I do—I have not the smallest doubt that, could he see his little effusion honoured
as I see it, (looking at the book again, and replacing it on the table), he would
consider it as the proudest moment of his life.” After this speech he was gone as soon as possible.
Emma could not think it too soon; for with all his good a
nd agreeable qualities, there was a sort
of parade in his speeches which was very apt to incline her to laugh. She ran away to indulge the
inclination, leaving the tender and the sublime of pleasure to Harriet’s share.
CHAPTER X Though now the middle of December, there had yet
been no weather to prevent the young ladies from tolerably regular exercise; and on the morrow,
Emma had a charitable visit to pay to a poor sick family, who lived a little way out of Highbury.
Their road to this detac
hed cottage was down Vicarage Lane, a lane leading at right
angles from the broad, though irregular, main street of the place; and, as may be inferred,
containing the blessed abode of Mr. Elton. A few inferior dwellings were first to be passed, and
then, about a quarter of a mile down the lane rose the Vicarage, an old and not very good house,
almost as close to the road as it could be. It had no advantage of situation; but had been very
much smartened up by the present proprietor; and, suc
h as it was, there could be no possibility of
the two friends passing it without a slackened pace and observing eyes.—Emma’s remark was—
“There it is. There go you and your riddle-book one of these days.”—Harriet’s was—
“Oh, what a sweet house!—How very beautiful!—There are the yellow curtains
that Miss Nash admires so much.” “I do not often walk this way now,” said
Emma, as they proceeded, “but then there will be an inducement, and I shall gradually get
intimately acquainted with all the he
dges, gates, pools and pollards of this part of Highbury.”
Harriet, she found, had never in her life been inside the Vicarage, and her
curiosity to see it was so extreme, that, considering exteriors and probabilities,
Emma could only class it, as a proof of love, with Mr. Elton’s seeing ready wit in her.
“I wish we could contrive it,” said she; “but I cannot think of any tolerable pretence for
going in;—no servant that I want to inquire about of his housekeeper—no message from my father.”
She
pondered, but could think of nothing. After a mutual silence of some
minutes, Harriet thus began again— “I do so wonder, Miss Woodhouse, that you
should not be married, or going to be married! so charming as you are!”—
Emma laughed, and replied, “My being charming, Harriet, is not
quite enough to induce me to marry; I must find other people charming—one
other person at least. And I am not only, not going to be married, at present, but have
very little intention of ever marrying at all.” “A
h!—so you say; but I cannot believe it.”
“I must see somebody very superior to any one I have seen yet, to be tempted; Mr. Elton, you know,
(recollecting herself,) is out of the question: and I do not wish to see any such person.
I would rather not be tempted. I cannot really change for the better. If I were
to marry, I must expect to repent it.” “Dear me!—it is so odd to hear a woman talk so!”—
“I have none of the usual inducements of women to marry. Were I to fall in love, indeed, it would
be
a different thing! but I never have been in love; it is not my way, or my nature; and I do not
think I ever shall. And, without love, I am sure I should be a fool to change such a situation as
mine. Fortune I do not want; employment I do not want; consequence I do not want: I believe
few married women are half as much mistress of their husband’s house as I am of Hartfield;
and never, never could I expect to be so truly beloved and important; so always first and always
right in any man’s
eyes as I am in my father’s.” “But then, to be an old maid
at last, like Miss Bates!” “That is as formidable an image
as you could present, Harriet; and if I thought I should ever be like Miss Bates!
so silly—so satisfied—so smiling—so prosing—so undistinguishing and unfastidious—and so apt to
tell every thing relative to every body about me, I would marry to-morrow. But between us, I
am convinced there never can be any likeness, except in being unmarried.”
“But still, you will be an old m
aid! and that’s so dreadful!”
“Never mind, Harriet, I shall not be a poor old maid; and it is poverty only which makes celibacy
contemptible to a generous public! A single woman, with a very narrow income, must be a ridiculous,
disagreeable old maid! the proper sport of boys and girls, but a single woman, of good fortune,
is always respectable, and may be as sensible and pleasant as any body else. And the distinction is
not quite so much against the candour and common sense of the world as a
ppears at first; for a very
narrow income has a tendency to contract the mind, and sour the temper. Those who can barely
live, and who live perforce in a very small, and generally very inferior, society, may well be
illiberal and cross. This does not apply, however, to Miss Bates; she is only too good natured
and too silly to suit me; but, in general, she is very much to the taste of every body,
though single and though poor. Poverty certainly has not contracted her mind: I really believe,
if
she had only a shilling in the world, she would be very likely to give away sixpence of it; and
nobody is afraid of her: that is a great charm.” “Dear me! but what shall you do? how shall
you employ yourself when you grow old?” “If I know myself, Harriet, mine is an active,
busy mind, with a great many independent resources; and I do not perceive why I should
be more in want of employment at forty or fifty than one-and-twenty. Woman’s usual occupations
of hand and mind will be as open t
o me then as they are now; or with no important variation. If I
draw less, I shall read more; if I give up music, I shall take to carpet-work. And as for objects
of interest, objects for the affections, which is in truth the great point of inferiority,
the want of which is really the great evil to be avoided in not marrying, I shall be very well off,
with all the children of a sister I love so much, to care about. There will be enough of them,
in all probability, to supply every sort of sen
sation that declining life can need. There
will be enough for every hope and every fear; and though my attachment to none can equal that
of a parent, it suits my ideas of comfort better than what is warmer and blinder. My nephews and
nieces!—I shall often have a niece with me.” “Do you know Miss Bates’s niece?
That is, I know you must have seen her a hundred times—but are you acquainted?”
“Oh! yes; we are always forced to be acquainted whenever she comes to Highbury. By the bye, that
is alm
ost enough to put one out of conceit with a niece. Heaven forbid! at least, that I should
ever bore people half so much about all the Knightleys together, as she does about Jane
Fairfax. One is sick of the very name of Jane Fairfax. Every letter from her is read forty
times over; her compliments to all friends go round and round again; and if she does but
send her aunt the pattern of a stomacher, or knit a pair of garters for her grandmother,
one hears of nothing else for a month. I wish Ja
ne Fairfax very well; but she tires me to death.”
They were now approaching the cottage, and all idle topics were superseded. Emma was very
compassionate; and the distresses of the poor were as sure of relief from her personal attention
and kindness, her counsel and her patience, as from her purse. She understood their ways, could
allow for their ignorance and their temptations, had no romantic expectations of extraordinary
virtue from those for whom education had done so little; entered int
o their troubles with ready
sympathy, and always gave her assistance with as much intelligence as good-will. In the present
instance, it was sickness and poverty together which she came to visit; and after remaining
there as long as she could give comfort or advice, she quitted the cottage with such an
impression of the scene as made her say to Harriet, as they walked away,
“These are the sights, Harriet, to do one good. How trifling they make every
thing else appear!—I feel now as if I cou
ld think of nothing but these poor creatures all
the rest of the day; and yet, who can say how soon it may all vanish from my mind?”
“Very true,” said Harriet. “Poor creatures! one can think of nothing else.”
“And really, I do not think the impression will soon be over,” said Emma, as she crossed the
low hedge, and tottering footstep which ended the narrow, slippery path through the cottage garden,
and brought them into the lane again. “I do not think it will,” stopping to look once more
at
all the outward wretchedness of the place, and recall the still greater within.
“Oh! dear, no,” said her companion. They walked on. The lane made a slight
bend; and when that bend was passed, Mr. Elton was immediately in sight; and so
near as to give Emma time only to say farther, “Ah! Harriet, here comes a very sudden trial
of our stability in good thoughts. Well, (smiling,) I hope it may be allowed that if
compassion has produced exertion and relief to the sufferers, it has done all that i
s
truly important. If we feel for the wretched, enough to do all we can for them, the rest is
empty sympathy, only distressing to ourselves.” Harriet could just answer, “Oh! dear, yes,”
before the gentleman joined them. The wants and sufferings of the poor family, however, were
the first subject on meeting. He had been going to call on them. His visit he would now defer;
but they had a very interesting parley about what could be done and should be done. Mr.
Elton then turned back to accomp
any them. “To fall in with each other on such an errand
as this,” thought Emma; “to meet in a charitable scheme; this will bring a great increase of
love on each side. I should not wonder if it were to bring on the declaration. It must, if
I were not here. I wish I were anywhere else.” Anxious to separate herself from them as far as
she could, she soon afterwards took possession of a narrow footpath, a little raised on one side
of the lane, leaving them together in the main road. But she ha
d not been there two minutes when
she found that Harriet’s habits of dependence and imitation were bringing her up too, and that, in
short, they would both be soon after her. This would not do; she immediately stopped, under
pretence of having some alteration to make in the lacing of her half-boot, and stooping down in
complete occupation of the footpath, begged them to have the goodness to walk on, and she would
follow in half a minute. They did as they were desired; and by the time she ju
dged it reasonable
to have done with her boot, she had the comfort of farther delay in her power, being overtaken by a
child from the cottage, setting out, according to orders, with her pitcher, to fetch broth from
Hartfield. To walk by the side of this child, and talk to and question her, was the most natural
thing in the world, or would have been the most natural, had she been acting just then without
design; and by this means the others were still able to keep ahead, without any obligati
on of
waiting for her. She gained on them, however, involuntarily: the child’s pace was quick,
and theirs rather slow; and she was the more concerned at it, from their being evidently in a
conversation which interested them. Mr. Elton was speaking with animation, Harriet listening with a
very pleased attention; and Emma, having sent the child on, was beginning to think how she might
draw back a little more, when they both looked around, and she was obliged to join them.
Mr. Elton was still
talking, still engaged in some interesting detail; and Emma experienced
some disappointment when she found that he was only giving his fair companion an account of
the yesterday’s party at his friend Cole’s, and that she was come in herself for the
Stilton cheese, the north Wiltshire, the butter, the celery, the beet-root, and all the dessert.
“This would soon have led to something better, of course,” was her consoling reflection; “any
thing interests between those who love; and any thing wi
ll serve as introduction to what is near
the heart. If I could but have kept longer away!” They now walked on together quietly, till
within view of the vicarage pales, when a sudden resolution, of at least getting Harriet into the
house, made her again find something very much amiss about her boot, and fall behind to arrange
it once more. She then broke the lace off short, and dexterously throwing it into a ditch, was
presently obliged to entreat them to stop, and acknowledged her inability
to put
herself to rights so as to be able to walk home in tolerable comfort.
“Part of my lace is gone,” said she, “and I do not know how I am to contrive. I really
am a most troublesome companion to you both, but I hope I am not often so ill-equipped. Mr.
Elton, I must beg leave to stop at your house, and ask your housekeeper for a bit of ribband or
string, or any thing just to keep my boot on.” Mr. Elton looked all happiness at this
proposition; and nothing could exceed his alertness and
attention in conducting them
into his house and endeavouring to make every thing appear to advantage. The room they were
taken into was the one he chiefly occupied, and looking forwards; behind it was another with which
it immediately communicated; the door between them was open, and Emma passed into it with the
housekeeper to receive her assistance in the most comfortable manner. She was obliged to leave the
door ajar as she found it; but she fully intended that Mr. Elton should close it.
It was not closed,
however, it still remained ajar; but by engaging the housekeeper in incessant conversation,
she hoped to make it practicable for him to chuse his own subject in the adjoining room. For
ten minutes she could hear nothing but herself. It could be protracted no longer. She was then
obliged to be finished, and make her appearance. The lovers were standing together at one of
the windows. It had a most favourable aspect; and, for half a minute, Emma felt the glory of
having sc
hemed successfully. But it would not do; he had not come to the point. He had been most
agreeable, most delightful; he had told Harriet that he had seen them go by, and had purposely
followed them; other little gallantries and allusions had been dropt, but nothing serious.
“Cautious, very cautious,” thought Emma; “he advances inch by inch, and will hazard
nothing till he believes himself secure.” Still, however, though every thing had not been
accomplished by her ingenious device, she could
not but flatter herself that it had been the
occasion of much present enjoyment to both, and must be leading them forward to the great event.
CHAPTER XI Mr. Elton must now be left to himself. It was
no longer in Emma’s power to superintend his happiness or quicken his measures. The coming
of her sister’s family was so very near at hand, that first in anticipation, and then in reality,
it became henceforth her prime object of interest; and during the ten days of their stay at
Hartfield it wa
s not to be expected—she did not herself expect—that any thing beyond
occasional, fortuitous assistance could be afforded by her to the lovers. They might advance
rapidly if they would, however; they must advance somehow or other whether they would or no.
She hardly wished to have more leisure for them. There are people, who the more you do for
them, the less they will do for themselves. Mr. and Mrs. John Knightley, from having been
longer than usual absent from Surry, were exciting of cour
se rather more than the usual interest.
Till this year, every long vacation since their marriage had been divided between Hartfield
and Donwell Abbey; but all the holidays of this autumn had been given to sea-bathing for the
children, and it was therefore many months since they had been seen in a regular way by their Surry
connexions, or seen at all by Mr. Woodhouse, who could not be induced to get so far as London, even
for poor Isabella’s sake; and who consequently was now most nervously
and apprehensively
happy in forestalling this too short visit. He thought much of the evils of the journey
for her, and not a little of the fatigues of his own horses and coachman who were to bring
some of the party the last half of the way; but his alarms were needless; the sixteen
miles being happily accomplished, and Mr. and Mrs. John Knightley, their five children,
and a competent number of nursery-maids, all reaching Hartfield in safety. The bustle and
joy of such an arrival, the many
to be talked to, welcomed, encouraged, and variously dispersed and
disposed of, produced a noise and confusion which his nerves could not have borne under any other
cause, nor have endured much longer even for this; but the ways of Hartfield and the feelings of her
father were so respected by Mrs. John Knightley, that in spite of maternal solicitude for
the immediate enjoyment of her little ones, and for their having instantly all the liberty
and attendance, all the eating and drinking, an
d sleeping and playing, which they could
possibly wish for, without the smallest delay, the children were never allowed to be long
a disturbance to him, either in themselves or in any restless attendance on them.
Mrs. John Knightley was a pretty, elegant little woman, of gentle, quiet manners, and a
disposition remarkably amiable and affectionate; wrapt up in her family; a devoted wife, a doating
mother, and so tenderly attached to her father and sister that, but for these higher ties, a war
mer
love might have seemed impossible. She could never see a fault in any of them. She was not a woman
of strong understanding or any quickness; and with this resemblance of her father, she inherited
also much of his constitution; was delicate in her own health, over-careful of that of her children,
had many fears and many nerves, and was as fond of her own Mr. Wingfield in town as her father
could be of Mr. Perry. They were alike too, in a general benevolence of temper, and a strong
habit
of regard for every old acquaintance. Mr. John Knightley was a tall, gentleman-like,
and very clever man; rising in his profession, domestic, and respectable in his private
character; but with reserved manners which prevented his being generally pleasing; and
capable of being sometimes out of humour. He was not an ill-tempered man, not so often
unreasonably cross as to deserve such a reproach; but his temper was not his great perfection;
and, indeed, with such a worshipping wife, it was ha
rdly possible that any natural
defects in it should not be increased. The extreme sweetness of her temper must hurt
his. He had all the clearness and quickness of mind which she wanted, and he could sometimes
act an ungracious, or say a severe thing. He was not a great favourite with his fair
sister-in-law. Nothing wrong in him escaped her. She was quick in feeling the little injuries
to Isabella, which Isabella never felt herself. Perhaps she might have passed over more had his
manners be
en flattering to Isabella’s sister, but they were only those of a calmly kind brother
and friend, without praise and without blindness; but hardly any degree of personal compliment could
have made her regardless of that greatest fault of all in her eyes which he sometimes fell into, the
want of respectful forbearance towards her father. There he had not always the patience that could
have been wished. Mr. Woodhouse’s peculiarities and fidgetiness were sometimes provoking him to
a rational r
emonstrance or sharp retort equally ill-bestowed. It did not often happen; for Mr.
John Knightley had really a great regard for his father-in-law, and generally a strong sense of
what was due to him; but it was too often for Emma’s charity, especially as there was all the
pain of apprehension frequently to be endured, though the offence came not. The beginning,
however, of every visit displayed none but the properest feelings, and this being of
necessity so short might be hoped to pass away
in unsullied cordiality. They had not been
long seated and composed when Mr. Woodhouse, with a melancholy shake of the head and a sigh,
called his daughter’s attention to the sad change at Hartfield since she had been there last.
“Ah, my dear,” said he, “poor Miss Taylor—It is a grievous business.”
“Oh yes, sir,” cried she with ready sympathy, “how you must miss her! And dear Emma, too!—What a
dreadful loss to you both!—I have been so grieved for you.—I could not imagine how you could
possi
bly do without her.—It is a sad change indeed.—But I hope she is pretty well, sir.”
“Pretty well, my dear—I hope—pretty well.—I do not know but that the place
agrees with her tolerably.” Mr. John Knightley here asked Emma quietly whether
there were any doubts of the air of Randalls. “Oh! no—none in the least. I never saw Mrs.
Weston better in my life—never looking so well. Papa is only speaking his own regret.”
“Very much to the honour of both,” was the handsome reply.
“And do you see her, si
r, tolerably often?” asked Isabella in the
plaintive tone which just suited her father. Mr. Woodhouse hesitated.—“Not near
so often, my dear, as I could wish.” “Oh! papa, we have missed seeing them but one
entire day since they married. Either in the morning or evening of every day, excepting one,
have we seen either Mr. Weston or Mrs. Weston, and generally both, either at Randalls or here—and
as you may suppose, Isabella, most frequently here. They are very, very kind in their visits.
Mr.
Weston is really as kind as herself. Papa, if you speak in that melancholy way, you will be
giving Isabella a false idea of us all. Every body must be aware that Miss Taylor must be missed,
but every body ought also to be assured that Mr. and Mrs. Weston do really prevent our
missing her by any means to the extent we ourselves anticipated—which is the exact truth.”
“Just as it should be,” said Mr. John Knightley, “and just as I hoped it was from your letters.
Her wish of shewing you attenti
on could not be doubted, and his being a disengaged and social man
makes it all easy. I have been always telling you, my love, that I had no idea of the change being
so very material to Hartfield as you apprehended; and now you have Emma’s account,
I hope you will be satisfied.” “Why, to be sure,” said Mr. Woodhouse—“yes,
certainly—I cannot deny that Mrs. Weston, poor Mrs. Weston, does come and see us pretty often—but
then—she is always obliged to go away again.” “It would be very hard upon
Mr. Weston if she did
not, papa.—You quite forget poor Mr. Weston.” “I think, indeed,” said John Knightley pleasantly,
“that Mr. Weston has some little claim. You and I, Emma, will venture to take the part of the poor
husband. I, being a husband, and you not being a wife, the claims of the man may very likely
strike us with equal force. As for Isabella, she has been married long enough to see
the convenience of putting all the Mr. Westons aside as much as she can.”
“Me, my love,” cried his
wife, hearing and understanding only in part.— “Are you
talking about me?—I am sure nobody ought to be, or can be, a greater advocate for matrimony than
I am; and if it had not been for the misery of her leaving Hartfield, I should never have thought
of Miss Taylor but as the most fortunate woman in the world; and as to slighting Mr. Weston, that
excellent Mr. Weston, I think there is nothing he does not deserve. I believe he is one of the very
best-tempered men that ever existed. Exceptin
g yourself and your brother, I do not know his
equal for temper. I shall never forget his flying Henry’s kite for him that very windy day last
Easter—and ever since his particular kindness last September twelvemonth in writing that note, at
twelve o’clock at night, on purpose to assure me that there was no scarlet fever at Cobham, I have
been convinced there could not be a more feeling heart nor a better man in existence.—If any
body can deserve him, it must be Miss Taylor.” “Where is the y
oung man?” said
John Knightley. “Has he been here on this occasion—or has he not?”
“He has not been here yet,” replied Emma. “There was a strong expectation of his coming
soon after the marriage, but it ended in nothing; and I have not heard him mentioned lately.”
“But you should tell them of the letter, my dear,” said her father. “He wrote a letter to
poor Mrs. Weston, to congratulate her, and a very proper, handsome letter it was. She shewed it to
me. I thought it very well done of him ind
eed. Whether it was his own idea you know, one cannot
tell. He is but young, and his uncle, perhaps—” “My dear papa, he is three-and-twenty.
You forget how time passes.” “Three-and-twenty!—is he indeed?—Well, I could
not have thought it—and he was but two years old when he lost his poor mother! Well, time does
fly indeed!—and my memory is very bad. However, it was an exceeding good, pretty letter, and gave
Mr. and Mrs. Weston a great deal of pleasure. I remember it was written from Weymouth
, and dated
Sept. 28th—and began, ‘My dear Madam,’ but I forget how it went on; and it was signed ‘F. C.
Weston Churchill.’—I remember that perfectly.” “How very pleasing and proper of him!” cried
the good-hearted Mrs. John Knightley. “I have no doubt of his being a most amiable young
man. But how sad it is that he should not live at home with his father! There is
something so shocking in a child’s being taken away from his parents and natural home!
I never could comprehend how Mr. Weston
could part with him. To give up one’s child! I
really never could think well of any body who proposed such a thing to any body else.”
“Nobody ever did think well of the Churchills, I fancy,” observed Mr. John Knightley coolly. “But
you need not imagine Mr. Weston to have felt what you would feel in giving up Henry or John. Mr.
Weston is rather an easy, cheerful-tempered man, than a man of strong feelings; he takes things
as he finds them, and makes enjoyment of them somehow or other, dependi
ng, I suspect, much more
upon what is called society for his comforts, that is, upon the power of eating and
drinking, and playing whist with his neighbours five times a week, than upon family
affection, or any thing that home affords.” Emma could not like what bordered on a reflection
on Mr. Weston, and had half a mind to take it up; but she struggled, and let it pass. She would keep
the peace if possible; and there was something honourable and valuable in the strong domestic
habits, the
all-sufficiency of home to himself, whence resulted her brother’s disposition to look
down on the common rate of social intercourse, and those to whom it was important.—It
had a high claim to forbearance. CHAPTER XII
Mr. Knightley was to dine with them—rather against the inclination of Mr.
Woodhouse, who did not like that any one should share with him in Isabella’s first day. Emma’s
sense of right however had decided it; and besides the consideration of what was due to each brother,
she had
particular pleasure, from the circumstance of the late disagreement between Mr. Knightley and
herself, in procuring him the proper invitation. She hoped they might now become friends again.
She thought it was time to make up. Making-up indeed would not do. She certainly had not been
in the wrong, and he would never own that he had. Concession must be out of the question; but it
was time to appear to forget that they had ever quarrelled; and she hoped it might rather assist
the restoration
of friendship, that when he came into the room she had one of the children with
her—the youngest, a nice little girl about eight months old, who was now making her first visit
to Hartfield, and very happy to be danced about in her aunt’s arms. It did assist; for though
he began with grave looks and short questions, he was soon led on to talk of them all in the
usual way, and to take the child out of her arms with all the unceremoniousness of perfect
amity. Emma felt they were friends again;
and the conviction giving her at first great satisfaction,
and then a little sauciness, she could not help saying, as he was admiring the baby,
“What a comfort it is, that we think alike about our nephews and nieces. As to
men and women, our opinions are sometimes very different; but with regard to these
children, I observe we never disagree.” “If you were as much guided by nature in your
estimate of men and women, and as little under the power of fancy and whim in your dealings
with them,
as you are where these children are concerned, we might always think alike.”
“To be sure—our discordancies must always arise from my being in the wrong.”
“Yes,” said he, smiling—“and reason good. I was sixteen years old when you were born.”
“A material difference then,” she replied—“and no doubt you were much my superior in
judgment at that period of our lives; but does not the lapse of one-and-twenty years
bring our understandings a good deal nearer?” “Yes—a good deal nearer.”
“But still, no
t near enough to give me a chance of being right, if we think differently.”
“I have still the advantage of you by sixteen years’ experience, and by not being a pretty
young woman and a spoiled child. Come, my dear Emma, let us be friends, and say no
more about it. Tell your aunt, little Emma, that she ought to set you a better example
than to be renewing old grievances, and that if she were not wrong before, she is now.”
“That’s true,” she cried—“very true. Little Emma, grow up a better woman
than your aunt. Be
infinitely cleverer and not half so conceited. Now, Mr. Knightley, a word or two more, and
I have done. As far as good intentions went, we were both right, and I must say that
no effects on my side of the argument have yet proved wrong. I only want to know that Mr.
Martin is not very, very bitterly disappointed.” “A man cannot be more so,”
was his short, full answer. “Ah!—Indeed I am very sorry.—Come,
shake hands with me.” This had just taken place and with great
cordi
ality, when John Knightley made his appearance, and “How d’ye do, George?” and “John,
how are you?” succeeded in the true English style, burying under a calmness that seemed all but
indifference, the real attachment which would have led either of them, if requisite, to
do every thing for the good of the other. The evening was quiet and conversable, as Mr.
Woodhouse declined cards entirely for the sake of comfortable talk with his dear Isabella, and
the little party made two natural division
s; on one side he and his daughter; on the other
the two Mr. Knightleys; their subjects totally distinct, or very rarely mixing—and Emma only
occasionally joining in one or the other. The brothers talked of their own concerns and
pursuits, but principally of those of the elder, whose temper was by much the most communicative,
and who was always the greater talker. As a magistrate, he had generally some point of
law to consult John about, or, at least, some curious anecdote to give; and as a
farmer,
as keeping in hand the home-farm at Donwell, he had to tell what every field was to bear next
year, and to give all such local information as could not fail of being interesting to a brother
whose home it had equally been the longest part of his life, and whose attachments were strong.
The plan of a drain, the change of a fence, the felling of a tree, and the destination of
every acre for wheat, turnips, or spring corn, was entered into with as much equality of interest
by John, a
s his cooler manners rendered possible; and if his willing brother ever left him
any thing to inquire about, his inquiries even approached a tone of eagerness.
While they were thus comfortably occupied, Mr. Woodhouse was enjoying a full flow of happy
regrets and fearful affection with his daughter. “My poor dear Isabella,” said he, fondly taking
her hand, and interrupting, for a few moments, her busy labours for some one of her five
children—“How long it is, how terribly long since you were
here! And how tired you must be
after your journey! You must go to bed early, my dear—and I recommend a little gruel
to you before you go.—You and I will have a nice basin of gruel together. My dear
Emma, suppose we all have a little gruel.” Emma could not suppose any such thing, knowing
as she did, that both the Mr. Knightleys were as unpersuadable on that article as herself;—and
two basins only were ordered. After a little more discourse in praise of gruel, with
some wondering at its not
being taken every evening by every body, he proceeded
to say, with an air of grave reflection, “It was an awkward business, my dear, your
spending the autumn at South End instead of coming here. I never had much opinion of the sea air.”
“Mr. Wingfield most strenuously recommended it, sir—or we should not have gone. He
recommended it for all the children, but particularly for the weakness in little
Bella’s throat,—both sea air and bathing.” “Ah! my dear, but Perry had many doubts about
the
sea doing her any good; and as to myself, I have been long perfectly convinced,
though perhaps I never told you so before, that the sea is very rarely of use to any
body. I am sure it almost killed me once.” “Come, come,” cried Emma, feeling this to be
an unsafe subject, “I must beg you not to talk of the sea. It makes me envious and miserable;—I
who have never seen it! South End is prohibited, if you please. My dear Isabella, I have
not heard you make one inquiry about Mr. Perry yet; and h
e never forgets you.”
“Oh! good Mr. Perry—how is he, sir?” “Why, pretty well; but not quite well. Poor
Perry is bilious, and he has not time to take care of himself—he tells me he has not time to
take care of himself—which is very sad—but he is always wanted all round the country. I suppose
there is not a man in such practice anywhere. But then there is not so clever a man any where.”
“And Mrs. Perry and the children, how are they? do the children grow? I have a great regard for Mr.
Perry. I
hope he will be calling soon. He will be so pleased to see my little ones.”
“I hope he will be here to-morrow, for I have a question or two to ask him
about myself of some consequence. And, my dear, whenever he comes, you had better
let him look at little Bella’s throat.” “Oh! my dear sir, her throat is so much better
that I have hardly any uneasiness about it. Either bathing has been of the greatest service to her,
or else it is to be attributed to an excellent embrocation of Mr. Wingfield
’s, which we have
been applying at times ever since August.” “It is not very likely, my dear, that
bathing should have been of use to her—and if I had known you were wanting
an embrocation, I would have spoken to— “You seem to me to have forgotten
Mrs. and Miss Bates,” said Emma, “I have not heard one inquiry after them.”
“Oh! the good Bateses—I am quite ashamed of myself—but you mention them in most of your
letters. I hope they are quite well. Good old Mrs. Bates—I will call upon her to-mo
rrow, and take
my children.—They are always so pleased to see my children.—And that excellent Miss Bates!—such
thorough worthy people!—How are they, sir?” “Why, pretty well, my dear,
upon the whole. But poor Mrs. Bates had a bad cold about a month ago.”
“How sorry I am! But colds were never so prevalent as they have been this autumn.
Mr. Wingfield told me that he has never known them more general or heavy—except
when it has been quite an influenza.” “That has been a good deal the case, my d
ear; but
not to the degree you mention. Perry says that colds have been very general, but not so heavy as
he has very often known them in November. Perry does not call it altogether a sickly season.”
“No, I do not know that Mr. Wingfield considers it very sickly except—
“Ah! my poor dear child, the truth is, that in London it is always a sickly season.
Nobody is healthy in London, nobody can be. It is a dreadful thing to have you forced to
live there! so far off!—and the air so bad!” “No, in
deed—we are not at all in a bad air.
Our part of London is very superior to most others!—You must not confound us with London
in general, my dear sir. The neighbourhood of Brunswick Square is very different from almost
all the rest. We are so very airy! I should be unwilling, I own, to live in any other part
of the town;—there is hardly any other that I could be satisfied to have my children in:
but we are so remarkably airy!—Mr. Wingfield thinks the vicinity of Brunswick Square
decidedly
the most favourable as to air.” “Ah! my dear, it is not like Hartfield.
You make the best of it—but after you have been a week at Hartfield, you are all
of you different creatures; you do not look like the same. Now I cannot say, that I think
you are any of you looking well at present.” “I am sorry to hear you say so, sir; but I assure
you, excepting those little nervous head-aches and palpitations which I am never entirely
free from anywhere, I am quite well myself; and if the children wer
e rather pale before
they went to bed, it was only because they were a little more tired than usual, from their
journey and the happiness of coming. I hope you will think better of their looks to-morrow; for
I assure you Mr. Wingfield told me, that he did not believe he had ever sent us off altogether, in
such good case. I trust, at least, that you do not think Mr. Knightley looking ill,” turning her eyes
with affectionate anxiety towards her husband. “Middling, my dear; I cannot
complimen
t you. I think Mr. John Knightley very far from looking well.”
“What is the matter, sir?—Did you speak to me?” cried Mr. John Knightley, hearing his own name.
“I am sorry to find, my love, that my father does not think you looking well—but I hope it is only
from being a little fatigued. I could have wished, however, as you know, that you had seen
Mr. Wingfield before you left home.” “My dear Isabella,”—exclaimed he hastily—“pray
do not concern yourself about my looks. Be satisfied with doctor
ing and coddling yourself
and the children, and let me look as I chuse.” “I did not thoroughly understand what you
were telling your brother,” cried Emma, “about your friend Mr. Graham’s intending
to have a bailiff from Scotland, to look after his new estate. What will it answer?
Will not the old prejudice be too strong?” And she talked in this way so long and
successfully that, when forced to give her attention again to her father and sister, she had
nothing worse to hear than Isabella’s
kind inquiry after Jane Fairfax; and Jane Fairfax, though no
great favourite with her in general, she was at that moment very happy to assist in praising.
“That sweet, amiable Jane Fairfax!” said Mrs. John Knightley.—“It is so long since I have
seen her, except now and then for a moment accidentally in town! What happiness it must be
to her good old grandmother and excellent aunt, when she comes to visit them! I always regret
excessively on dear Emma’s account that she cannot be more at High
bury; but now their daughter
is married, I suppose Colonel and Mrs. Campbell will not be able to part with her at all. She
would be such a delightful companion for Emma.” Mr. Woodhouse agreed to it all, but added,
“Our little friend Harriet Smith, however, is just such another pretty kind of young
person. You will like Harriet. Emma could not have a better companion than Harriet.”
“I am most happy to hear it—but only Jane Fairfax one knows to be so very accomplished
and superior!—and exactly
Emma’s age.” This topic was discussed very happily, and others
succeeded of similar moment, and passed away with similar harmony; but the evening did not close
without a little return of agitation. The gruel came and supplied a great deal to be said—much
praise and many comments—undoubting decision of its wholesomeness for every constitution, and
pretty severe Philippics upon the many houses where it was never met with tolerably;—but,
unfortunately, among the failures which the daughter ha
d to instance, the most recent, and
therefore most prominent, was in her own cook at South End, a young woman hired for the time, who
never had been able to understand what she meant by a basin of nice smooth gruel, thin, but not too
thin. Often as she had wished for and ordered it, she had never been able to get any thing
tolerable. Here was a dangerous opening. “Ah!” said Mr. Woodhouse, shaking his head and
fixing his eyes on her with tender concern.—The ejaculation in Emma’s ear expresse
d, “Ah! there
is no end of the sad consequences of your going to South End. It does not bear talking of.” And for
a little while she hoped he would not talk of it, and that a silent rumination might
suffice to restore him to the relish of his own smooth gruel. After an interval
of some minutes, however, he began with, “I shall always be very sorry that you went to
the sea this autumn, instead of coming here.” “But why should you be sorry, sir?—I assure
you, it did the children a great deal
of good.” “And, moreover, if you must go to the sea, it had
better not have been to South End. South End is an unhealthy place. Perry was surprized
to hear you had fixed upon South End.” “I know there is such an idea with many
people, but indeed it is quite a mistake, sir.—We all had our health perfectly well there,
never found the least inconvenience from the mud; and Mr. Wingfield says it is entirely a mistake to
suppose the place unhealthy; and I am sure he may be depended on, for he th
oroughly understands
the nature of the air, and his own brother and family have been there repeatedly.”
“You should have gone to Cromer, my dear, if you went anywhere.—Perry was a week at Cromer
once, and he holds it to be the best of all the sea-bathing places. A fine open sea, he says,
and very pure air. And, by what I understand, you might have had lodgings there quite away from
the sea—a quarter of a mile off—very comfortable. You should have consulted Perry.”
“But, my dear sir, the diff
erence of the journey;—only consider how great
it would have been.—An hundred miles, perhaps, instead of forty.”
“Ah! my dear, as Perry says, where health is at stake, nothing else should
be considered; and if one is to travel, there is not much to chuse between forty miles and
an hundred.—Better not move at all, better stay in London altogether than travel forty miles to get
into a worse air. This is just what Perry said. It seemed to him a very ill-judged measure.”
Emma’s attempts to stop
her father had been vain; and when he had reached such a point
as this, she could not wonder at her brother-in-law’s breaking out.
“Mr. Perry,” said he, in a voice of very strong displeasure, “would do as well
to keep his opinion till it is asked for. Why does he make it any business of his, to wonder at
what I do?—at my taking my family to one part of the coast or another?—I may be allowed, I hope,
the use of my judgment as well as Mr. Perry.—I want his directions no more than his drugs.” H
e
paused—and growing cooler in a moment, added, with only sarcastic dryness, “If Mr. Perry can
tell me how to convey a wife and five children a distance of an hundred and thirty miles with no
greater expense or inconvenience than a distance of forty, I should be as willing to prefer
Cromer to South End as he could himself.” “True, true,” cried Mr. Knightley, with most ready
interposition—“very true. That’s a consideration indeed.—But John, as to what I was telling
you of my idea of moving
the path to Langham, of turning it more to the right that it may not
cut through the home meadows, I cannot conceive any difficulty. I should not attempt it, if
it were to be the means of inconvenience to the Highbury people, but if you call to mind
exactly the present line of the path.... The only way of proving it, however, will be to
turn to our maps. I shall see you at the Abbey to-morrow morning I hope, and then we will look
them over, and you shall give me your opinion.” Mr. Woodhouse
was rather agitated by such
harsh reflections on his friend Perry, to whom he had, in fact, though unconsciously,
been attributing many of his own feelings and expressions;—but the soothing attentions of his
daughters gradually removed the present evil, and the immediate alertness of one brother,
and better recollections of the other, prevented any renewal of it.
CHAPTER XIII There could hardly be a happier creature
in the world than Mrs. John Knightley, in this short visit to Hartfield, g
oing about
every morning among her old acquaintance with her five children, and talking over what she had
done every evening with her father and sister. She had nothing to wish otherwise, but that the
days did not pass so swiftly. It was a delightful visit;—perfect, in being much too short.
In general their evenings were less engaged with friends than their mornings; but one
complete dinner engagement, and out of the house too, there was no avoiding, though at
Christmas. Mr. Weston would ta
ke no denial; they must all dine at Randalls one day;—even Mr.
Woodhouse was persuaded to think it a possible thing in preference to a division of the party.
How they were all to be conveyed, he would have made a difficulty if he could, but as his
son and daughter’s carriage and horses were actually at Hartfield, he was not able to
make more than a simple question on that head; it hardly amounted to a doubt; nor did it occupy
Emma long to convince him that they might in one of the carriages
find room for Harriet also.
Harriet, Mr. Elton, and Mr. Knightley, their own especial set, were the only persons
invited to meet them;—the hours were to be early, as well as the numbers few; Mr. Woodhouse’s habits
and inclination being consulted in every thing. The evening before this great event (for it was
a very great event that Mr. Woodhouse should dine out, on the 24th of December) had been spent
by Harriet at Hartfield, and she had gone home so much indisposed with a cold, that, but fo
r her
own earnest wish of being nursed by Mrs. Goddard, Emma could not have allowed her to leave the
house. Emma called on her the next day, and found her doom already signed with regard to Randalls.
She was very feverish and had a bad sore throat: Mrs. Goddard was full of care and affection, Mr.
Perry was talked of, and Harriet herself was too ill and low to resist the authority which excluded
her from this delightful engagement, though she could not speak of her loss without many tears.
E
mma sat with her as long as she could, to attend her in Mrs. Goddard’s unavoidable absences,
and raise her spirits by representing how much Mr. Elton’s would be depressed when he knew her
state; and left her at last tolerably comfortable, in the sweet dependence of his having a most
comfortless visit, and of their all missing her very much. She had not advanced many yards
from Mrs. Goddard’s door, when she was met by Mr. Elton himself, evidently coming towards it, and
as they walked on slow
ly together in conversation about the invalid—of whom he, on the rumour of
considerable illness, had been going to inquire, that he might carry some report of her
to Hartfield—they were overtaken by Mr. John Knightley returning from the daily visit to
Donwell, with his two eldest boys, whose healthy, glowing faces shewed all the benefit of a country
run, and seemed to ensure a quick despatch of the roast mutton and rice pudding they were
hastening home for. They joined company and proceeded
together. Emma was just describing
the nature of her friend’s complaint;—“a throat very much inflamed, with a great deal of heat
about her, a quick, low pulse, &c. and she was sorry to find from Mrs. Goddard that Harriet
was liable to very bad sore-throats, and had often alarmed her with them.” Mr. Elton looked
all alarm on the occasion, as he exclaimed, “A sore-throat!—I hope not infectious. I hope
not of a putrid infectious sort. Has Perry seen her? Indeed you should take care of yoursel
f as
well as of your friend. Let me entreat you to run no risks. Why does not Perry see her?”
Emma, who was not really at all frightened herself, tranquillised this excess of apprehension
by assurances of Mrs. Goddard’s experience and care; but as there must still remain a
degree of uneasiness which she could not wish to reason away, which she would rather
feed and assist than not, she added soon afterwards—as if quite another subject,
“It is so cold, so very cold—and looks and feels so very
much like snow, that if it were
to any other place or with any other party, I should really try not to go out to-day—and
dissuade my father from venturing; but as he has made up his mind, and does not seem to feel
the cold himself, I do not like to interfere, as I know it would be so great a disappointment
to Mr. and Mrs. Weston. But, upon my word, Mr. Elton, in your case, I should certainly excuse
myself. You appear to me a little hoarse already, and when you consider what demand of voice
and
what fatigues to-morrow will bring, I think it would be no more than common prudence to stay
at home and take care of yourself to-night.” Mr. Elton looked as if he did not very well know
what answer to make; which was exactly the case; for though very much gratified by the kind
care of such a fair lady, and not liking to resist any advice of her’s, he had not really the
least inclination to give up the visit;—but Emma, too eager and busy in her own previous conceptions
and views to he
ar him impartially, or see him with clear vision, was very well satisfied with his
muttering acknowledgment of its being “very cold, certainly very cold,” and walked on, rejoicing
in having extricated him from Randalls, and secured him the power of sending to inquire
after Harriet every hour of the evening. “You do quite right,” said she;—“we will
make your apologies to Mr. and Mrs. Weston.” But hardly had she so spoken, when she found
her brother was civilly offering a seat in his carriage
, if the weather were Mr. Elton’s only
objection, and Mr. Elton actually accepting the offer with much prompt satisfaction.
It was a done thing; Mr. Elton was to go, and never had his broad handsome face
expressed more pleasure than at this moment; never had his smile been stronger, nor his eyes
more exulting than when he next looked at her. “Well,” said she to herself, “this is most
strange!—After I had got him off so well, to chuse to go into company, and leave Harriet
ill behind!—Most s
trange indeed!—But there is, I believe, in many men, especially single men, such
an inclination—such a passion for dining out—a dinner engagement is so high in the class of their
pleasures, their employments, their dignities, almost their duties, that any thing gives way
to it—and this must be the case with Mr. Elton; a most valuable, amiable, pleasing young man
undoubtedly, and very much in love with Harriet; but still, he cannot refuse an invitation,
he must dine out wherever he is asked.
What a strange thing love is! he can see ready wit
in Harriet, but will not dine alone for her.” Soon afterwards Mr. Elton quitted them, and she
could not but do him the justice of feeling that there was a great deal of sentiment in his manner
of naming Harriet at parting; in the tone of his voice while assuring her that he should call
at Mrs. Goddard’s for news of her fair friend, the last thing before he prepared for the
happiness of meeting her again, when he hoped to be able to give a
better report; and he sighed
and smiled himself off in a way that left the balance of approbation much in his favour.
After a few minutes of entire silence between them, John Knightley began with—
“I never in my life saw a man more intent on being agreeable than Mr. Elton. It is downright
labour to him where ladies are concerned. With men he can be rational and unaffected, but when
he has ladies to please, every feature works.” “Mr. Elton’s manners are not perfect,” replied
Emma; “but where
there is a wish to please, one ought to overlook, and one does overlook a great
deal. Where a man does his best with only moderate powers, he will have the advantage over negligent
superiority. There is such perfect good-temper and good-will in Mr. Elton as one cannot but value.”
“Yes,” said Mr. John Knightley presently, with some slyness, “he seems to have a
great deal of good-will towards you.” “Me!” she replied with a smile of astonishment,
“are you imagining me to be Mr. Elton’s object?”
“Such an imagination has crossed me, I own,
Emma; and if it never occurred to you before, you may as well take it into consideration now.”
“Mr. Elton in love with me!—What an idea!” “I do not say it is so; but you will do
well to consider whether it is so or not, and to regulate your behaviour accordingly. I
think your manners to him encouraging. I speak as a friend, Emma. You had better look about you, and
ascertain what you do, and what you mean to do.” “I thank you; but I assure you you
are quite
mistaken. Mr. Elton and I are very good friends, and nothing more;” and she walked on, amusing
herself in the consideration of the blunders which often arise from a partial knowledge of
circumstances, of the mistakes which people of high pretensions to judgment are for ever
falling into; and not very well pleased with her brother for imagining her blind and ignorant,
and in want of counsel. He said no more. Mr. Woodhouse had so completely made up
his mind to the visit, that in sp
ite of the increasing coldness, he seemed to have no
idea of shrinking from it, and set forward at last most punctually with his eldest daughter in
his own carriage, with less apparent consciousness of the weather than either of the others;
too full of the wonder of his own going, and the pleasure it was to afford at Randalls
to see that it was cold, and too well wrapt up to feel it. The cold, however, was severe; and
by the time the second carriage was in motion, a few flakes of snow were
finding their way
down, and the sky had the appearance of being so overcharged as to want only a milder air to
produce a very white world in a very short time. Emma soon saw that her companion was not in
the happiest humour. The preparing and the going abroad in such weather, with the
sacrifice of his children after dinner, were evils, were disagreeables at least, which
Mr. John Knightley did not by any means like; he anticipated nothing in the visit
that could be at all worth the purchase
; and the whole of their drive to the vicarage
was spent by him in expressing his discontent. “A man,” said he, “must have a very good
opinion of himself when he asks people to leave their own fireside, and encounter such
a day as this, for the sake of coming to see him. He must think himself a most agreeable
fellow; I could not do such a thing. It is the greatest absurdity—Actually snowing at this
moment!—The folly of not allowing people to be comfortable at home—and the folly of people’s
not staying comfortably at home when they can! If we were obliged to go out such an evening
as this, by any call of duty or business, what a hardship we should deem it;—and here are we,
probably with rather thinner clothing than usual, setting forward voluntarily, without excuse, in
defiance of the voice of nature, which tells man, in every thing given to his view or his feelings,
to stay at home himself, and keep all under shelter that he can;—here are we setting forward
to spend five dul
l hours in another man’s house, with nothing to say or to hear that was not said
and heard yesterday, and may not be said and heard again to-morrow. Going in dismal weather, to
return probably in worse;—four horses and four servants taken out for nothing but to convey five
idle, shivering creatures into colder rooms and worse company than they might have had at home.”
Emma did not find herself equal to give the pleased assent, which no doubt he was in the habit
of receiving, to emulate the “
Very true, my love,” which must have been usually administered by
his travelling companion; but she had resolution enough to refrain from making any answer at all.
She could not be complying, she dreaded being quarrelsome; her heroism reached only to silence.
She allowed him to talk, and arranged the glasses, and wrapped herself up, without opening her lips.
They arrived, the carriage turned, the step was let down, and Mr. Elton, spruce, black, and
smiling, was with them instantly. Emma thou
ght with pleasure of some change of subject. Mr.
Elton was all obligation and cheerfulness; he was so very cheerful in his civilities indeed,
that she began to think he must have received a different account of Harriet from what had reached
her. She had sent while dressing, and the answer had been, “Much the same—not better.”
“My report from Mrs. Goddard’s,” said she presently, “was not so pleasant as I
had hoped—‘Not better’ was my answer.” His face lengthened immediately; and his voice
wa
s the voice of sentiment as he answered. “Oh! no—I am grieved to find—I was on the point of
telling you that when I called at Mrs. Goddard’s door, which I did the very last thing before I
returned to dress, I was told that Miss Smith was not better, by no means better, rather worse. Very
much grieved and concerned—I had flattered myself that she must be better after such a cordial
as I knew had been given her in the morning.” Emma smiled and answered—“My visit was of use
to the nervous part
of her complaint, I hope; but not even I can charm away a sore throat;
it is a most severe cold indeed. Mr. Perry has been with her, as you probably heard.”
“Yes—I imagined—that is—I did not—” “He has been used to her in these complaints,
and I hope to-morrow morning will bring us both a more comfortable report. But it is
impossible not to feel uneasiness. Such a sad loss to our party to-day!”
“Dreadful!—Exactly so, indeed.—She will be missed every moment.”
This was very proper; the sigh whi
ch accompanied it was really estimable; but
it should have lasted longer. Emma was rather in dismay when only half a minute afterwards he
began to speak of other things, and in a voice of the greatest alacrity and enjoyment.
“What an excellent device,” said he, “the use of a sheepskin for carriages. How
very comfortable they make it;—impossible to feel cold with such precautions. The contrivances
of modern days indeed have rendered a gentleman’s carriage perfectly complete. One is so fenced
and guarded from the weather, that not a breath of air can find its way unpermitted. Weather
becomes absolutely of no consequence. It is a very cold afternoon—but in this carriage we know
nothing of the matter.—Ha! snows a little I see.” “Yes,” said John Knightley, “and I
think we shall have a good deal of it.” “Christmas weather,” observed Mr. Elton.
“Quite seasonable; and extremely fortunate we may think ourselves that it did not begin
yesterday, and prevent this day’s party, which it mi
ght very possibly have done, for Mr.
Woodhouse would hardly have ventured had there been much snow on the ground; but now it is of no
consequence. This is quite the season indeed for friendly meetings. At Christmas every body invites
their friends about them, and people think little of even the worst weather. I was snowed up at a
friend’s house once for a week. Nothing could be pleasanter. I went for only one night, and could
not get away till that very day se’nnight.” Mr. John Knightley lo
oked as if he did not
comprehend the pleasure, but said only, coolly, “I cannot wish to be snowed
up a week at Randalls.” At another time Emma might have been amused, but
she was too much astonished now at Mr. Elton’s spirits for other feelings. Harriet seemed quite
forgotten in the expectation of a pleasant party. “We are sure of excellent fires,” continued
he, “and every thing in the greatest comfort. Charming people, Mr. and Mrs. Weston;—Mrs. Weston
indeed is much beyond praise, and he
is exactly what one values, so hospitable, and so fond of
society;—it will be a small party, but where small parties are select, they are perhaps the most
agreeable of any. Mr. Weston’s dining-room does not accommodate more than ten comfortably; and for
my part, I would rather, under such circumstances, fall short by two than exceed by two. I think
you will agree with me, (turning with a soft air to Emma,) I think I shall certainly have
your approbation, though Mr. Knightley perhaps, from b
eing used to the large parties of London,
may not quite enter into our feelings.” “I know nothing of the large parties of
London, sir—I never dine with any body.” “Indeed! (in a tone of wonder and pity,)
I had no idea that the law had been so great a slavery. Well, sir, the time must come
when you will be paid for all this, when you will have little labour and great enjoyment.”
“My first enjoyment,” replied John Knightley, as they passed through the sweep-gate, “will
be to find myself safe
at Hartfield again.” CHAPTER XIV
Some change of countenance was necessary for each gentleman as they walked into
Mrs. Weston’s drawing-room;—Mr. Elton must compose his joyous looks, and Mr. John Knightley disperse
his ill-humour. Mr. Elton must smile less, and Mr. John Knightley more, to fit them for the
place.—Emma only might be as nature prompted, and shew herself just as happy as she was. To her
it was real enjoyment to be with the Westons. Mr. Weston was a great favourite, and there was
not a
creature in the world to whom she spoke with such unreserve, as to his wife; not any one, to whom
she related with such conviction of being listened to and understood, of being always interesting
and always intelligible, the little affairs, arrangements, perplexities, and pleasures
of her father and herself. She could tell nothing of Hartfield, in which Mrs. Weston had not
a lively concern; and half an hour’s uninterrupted communication of all those little matters on
which the daily
happiness of private life depends, was one of the first gratifications of each.
This was a pleasure which perhaps the whole day’s visit might not afford, which certainly
did not belong to the present half-hour; but the very sight of Mrs. Weston, her smile, her
touch, her voice was grateful to Emma, and she determined to think as little as possible of Mr.
Elton’s oddities, or of any thing else unpleasant, and enjoy all that was enjoyable to the utmost.
The misfortune of Harriet’s cold had been
pretty well gone through before her arrival. Mr.
Woodhouse had been safely seated long enough to give the history of it, besides all the
history of his own and Isabella’s coming, and of Emma’s being to follow, and had indeed
just got to the end of his satisfaction that James should come and see his daughter, when the
others appeared, and Mrs. Weston, who had been almost wholly engrossed by her attentions to him,
was able to turn away and welcome her dear Emma. Emma’s project of forgetting
Mr. Elton
for a while made her rather sorry to find, when they had all taken their places, that he was
close to her. The difficulty was great of driving his strange insensibility towards Harriet, from
her mind, while he not only sat at her elbow, but was continually obtruding his happy countenance
on her notice, and solicitously addressing her upon every occasion. Instead of forgetting him,
his behaviour was such that she could not avoid the internal suggestion of “Can it really be as
my b
rother imagined? can it be possible for this man to be beginning to transfer his affections
from Harriet to me?—Absurd and insufferable!”—Yet he would be so anxious for her being perfectly
warm, would be so interested about her father, and so delighted with Mrs. Weston; and at last
would begin admiring her drawings with so much zeal and so little knowledge as seemed terribly
like a would-be lover, and made it some effort with her to preserve her good manners. For her
own sake she could not
be rude; and for Harriet’s, in the hope that all would yet turn out right, she
was even positively civil; but it was an effort; especially as something was going on amongst the
others, in the most overpowering period of Mr. Elton’s nonsense, which she particularly wished
to listen to. She heard enough to know that Mr. Weston was giving some information about his son;
she heard the words “my son,” and “Frank,” and “my son,” repeated several times over; and, from
a few other half-syllables ve
ry much suspected that he was announcing an early visit from his
son; but before she could quiet Mr. Elton, the subject was so completely past that any reviving
question from her would have been awkward. Now, it so happened that in spite of Emma’s
resolution of never marrying, there was something in the name, in the idea of Mr. Frank Churchill,
which always interested her. She had frequently thought—especially since his father’s marriage
with Miss Taylor—that if she were to marry, he was th
e very person to suit her in age, character and
condition. He seemed by this connexion between the families, quite to belong to her. She could not
but suppose it to be a match that every body who knew them must think of. That Mr. and Mrs. Weston
did think of it, she was very strongly persuaded; and though not meaning to be induced by him, or
by any body else, to give up a situation which she believed more replete with good than any she could
change it for, she had a great curiosity to see h
im, a decided intention of finding him pleasant,
of being liked by him to a certain degree, and a sort of pleasure in the idea of their
being coupled in their friends’ imaginations. With such sensations, Mr. Elton’s
civilities were dreadfully ill-timed; but she had the comfort of appearing very polite,
while feeling very cross—and of thinking that the rest of the visit could not possibly pass without
bringing forward the same information again, or the substance of it, from the open-hearted
Mr.
Weston.—So it proved;—for when happily released from Mr. Elton, and seated by Mr. Weston, at
dinner, he made use of the very first interval in the cares of hospitality, the very first
leisure from the saddle of mutton, to say to her, “We want only two more to be just the right
number. I should like to see two more here,—your pretty little friend, Miss Smith, and my son—and
then I should say we were quite complete. I believe you did not hear me telling the others
in the drawing-room tha
t we are expecting Frank. I had a letter from him this morning, and
he will be with us within a fortnight.” Emma spoke with a very proper degree
of pleasure; and fully assented to his proposition of Mr. Frank Churchill and Miss
Smith making their party quite complete. “He has been wanting to come to us,” continued
Mr. Weston, “ever since September: every letter has been full of it; but he cannot command his own
time. He has those to please who must be pleased, and who (between ourselves) ar
e sometimes to
be pleased only by a good many sacrifices. But now I have no doubt of seeing him
here about the second week in January.” “What a very great pleasure it will be to
you! and Mrs. Weston is so anxious to be acquainted with him, that she must
be almost as happy as yourself.” “Yes, she would be, but that she thinks there will
be another put-off. She does not depend upon his coming so much as I do: but she does not know
the parties so well as I do. The case, you see, is—(but this
is quite between ourselves: I did not
mention a syllable of it in the other room. There are secrets in all families, you know)—The case
is, that a party of friends are invited to pay a visit at Enscombe in January; and that Frank’s
coming depends upon their being put off. If they are not put off, he cannot stir. But I know they
will, because it is a family that a certain lady, of some consequence, at Enscombe, has a particular
dislike to: and though it is thought necessary to invite them on
ce in two or three years, they
always are put off when it comes to the point. I have not the smallest doubt of the issue. I am as
confident of seeing Frank here before the middle of January, as I am of being here myself: but your
good friend there (nodding towards the upper end of the table) has so few vagaries herself, and
has been so little used to them at Hartfield, that she cannot calculate on their effects, as
I have been long in the practice of doing.” “I am sorry there should be any
thing
like doubt in the case,” replied Emma; “but am disposed to side with you,
Mr. Weston. If you think he will come, I shall think so too; for you know Enscombe.”
“Yes—I have some right to that knowledge; though I have never been at the place in my life.—She is
an odd woman!—But I never allow myself to speak ill of her, on Frank’s account; for I do believe
her to be very fond of him. I used to think she was not capable of being fond of any body, except
herself: but she has always been kin
d to him (in her way—allowing for little whims and caprices,
and expecting every thing to be as she likes). And it is no small credit, in my opinion, to
him, that he should excite such an affection; for, though I would not say it to any body
else, she has no more heart than a stone to people in general; and the devil of a temper.”
Emma liked the subject so well, that she began upon it, to Mrs. Weston, very soon after their
moving into the drawing-room: wishing her joy—yet observing, that she
knew the first meeting must
be rather alarming.— Mrs. Weston agreed to it; but added, that she should be very glad to
be secure of undergoing the anxiety of a first meeting at the time talked of: “for I cannot
depend upon his coming. I cannot be so sanguine as Mr. Weston. I am very much afraid that it will all
end in nothing. Mr. Weston, I dare say, has been telling you exactly how the matter stands?”
“Yes—it seems to depend upon nothing but the ill-humour of Mrs. Churchill, which I imagine
to be the most certain thing in the world.” “My Emma!” replied Mrs. Weston, smiling,
“what is the certainty of caprice?” Then turning to Isabella, who had not been attending
before—“You must know, my dear Mrs. Knightley, that we are by no means so sure of seeing
Mr. Frank Churchill, in my opinion, as his father thinks. It depends entirely upon his aunt’s
spirits and pleasure; in short, upon her temper. To you—to my two daughters—I may venture on the
truth. Mrs. Churchill rules at Enscombe
, and is a very odd-tempered woman; and his coming now,
depends upon her being willing to spare him.” “Oh, Mrs. Churchill; every body knows Mrs.
Churchill,” replied Isabella: “and I am sure I never think of that poor young man without the
greatest compassion. To be constantly living with an ill-tempered person, must be dreadful. It is
what we happily have never known any thing of; but it must be a life of misery. What a blessing,
that she never had any children! Poor little creatures, how u
nhappy she would have made them!”
Emma wished she had been alone with Mrs. Weston. She should then have heard more: Mrs. Weston
would speak to her, with a degree of unreserve which she would not hazard with Isabella;
and, she really believed, would scarcely try to conceal any thing relative to the Churchills
from her, excepting those views on the young man, of which her own imagination had already given her
such instinctive knowledge. But at present there was nothing more to be said. Mr. Woo
dhouse very
soon followed them into the drawing-room. To be sitting long after dinner, was a confinement that
he could not endure. Neither wine nor conversation was any thing to him; and gladly did he move
to those with whom he was always comfortable. While he talked to Isabella, however,
Emma found an opportunity of saying, “And so you do not consider this visit
from your son as by any means certain. I am sorry for it. The introduction must
be unpleasant, whenever it takes place; and the
sooner it could be over, the better.”
“Yes; and every delay makes one more apprehensive of other delays. Even if this family, the
Braithwaites, are put off, I am still afraid that some excuse may be found for disappointing
us. I cannot bear to imagine any reluctance on his side; but I am sure there is a great wish
on the Churchills’ to keep him to themselves. There is jealousy. They are jealous even
of his regard for his father. In short, I can feel no dependence on his coming,
and I wish M
r. Weston were less sanguine.” “He ought to come,” said Emma. “If he could stay
only a couple of days, he ought to come; and one can hardly conceive a young man’s not having it
in his power to do as much as that. A young woman, if she fall into bad hands, may be teased, and
kept at a distance from those she wants to be with; but one cannot comprehend a young man’s
being under such restraint, as not to be able to spend a week with his father, if he likes it.”
“One ought to be at Enscombe, and
know the ways of the family, before one decides upon what he
can do,” replied Mrs. Weston. “One ought to use the same caution, perhaps, in judging of the
conduct of any one individual of any one family; but Enscombe, I believe, certainly must not
be judged by general rules: she is so very unreasonable; and every thing gives way to her.”
“But she is so fond of the nephew: he is so very great a favourite. Now, according to my idea
of Mrs. Churchill, it would be most natural, that while she ma
kes no sacrifice for the comfort
of the husband, to whom she owes every thing, while she exercises incessant caprice towards him,
she should frequently be governed by the nephew, to whom she owes nothing at all.”
“My dearest Emma, do not pretend, with your sweet temper, to understand
a bad one, or to lay down rules for it: you must let it go its own way. I have no doubt
of his having, at times, considerable influence; but it may be perfectly impossible for
him to know beforehand when it wil
l be.” Emma listened, and then coolly said, “I
shall not be satisfied, unless he comes.” “He may have a great deal of influence on some
points,” continued Mrs. Weston, “and on others, very little: and among those, on which she
is beyond his reach, it is but too likely, may be this very circumstance of his
coming away from them to visit us.” CHAPTER XV
Mr. Woodhouse was soon ready for his tea; and when he had drank his tea he was quite ready to go
home; and it was as much as his three compan
ions could do, to entertain away his notice of the
lateness of the hour, before the other gentlemen appeared. Mr. Weston was chatty and convivial,
and no friend to early separations of any sort; but at last the drawing-room party did receive
an augmentation. Mr. Elton, in very good spirits, was one of the first to walk in. Mrs. Weston
and Emma were sitting together on a sofa. He joined them immediately, and, with scarcely
an invitation, seated himself between them. Emma, in good spirits too
, from the
amusement afforded her mind by the expectation of Mr. Frank Churchill, was
willing to forget his late improprieties, and be as well satisfied with him as before, and
on his making Harriet his very first subject, was ready to listen with most friendly smiles.
He professed himself extremely anxious about her fair friend—her fair, lovely, amiable friend.
“Did she know?—had she heard any thing about her, since their being at Randalls?—he felt much
anxiety—he must confess that the nat
ure of her complaint alarmed him considerably.” And in this
style he talked on for some time very properly, not much attending to any answer, but altogether
sufficiently awake to the terror of a bad sore throat; and Emma was quite in charity with him.
But at last there seemed a perverse turn; it seemed all at once as if he were more afraid
of its being a bad sore throat on her account, than on Harriet’s—more anxious that she should
escape the infection, than that there should be no infection
in the complaint. He began with
great earnestness to entreat her to refrain from visiting the sick-chamber again, for the
present—to entreat her to promise him not to venture into such hazard till he had seen Mr.
Perry and learnt his opinion; and though she tried to laugh it off and bring the subject back into
its proper course, there was no putting an end to his extreme solicitude about her. She was vexed.
It did appear—there was no concealing it—exactly like the pretence of being in love
with her,
instead of Harriet; an inconstancy, if real, the most contemptible and abominable! and she had
difficulty in behaving with temper. He turned to Mrs. Weston to implore her assistance, “Would not
she give him her support?—would not she add her persuasions to his, to induce Miss Woodhouse not
to go to Mrs. Goddard’s till it were certain that Miss Smith’s disorder had no infection? He could
not be satisfied without a promise—would not she give him her influence in procuring it?”
“So
scrupulous for others,” he continued, “and yet so careless for herself! She wanted
me to nurse my cold by staying at home to-day, and yet will not promise to avoid the danger
of catching an ulcerated sore throat herself. Is this fair, Mrs. Weston?—Judge between
us. Have not I some right to complain? I am sure of your kind support and aid.”
Emma saw Mrs. Weston’s surprize, and felt that it must be great, at an address which, in words and
manner, was assuming to himself the right of first inte
rest in her; and as for herself, she was
too much provoked and offended to have the power of directly saying any thing to the purpose. She
could only give him a look; but it was such a look as she thought must restore him to his senses,
and then left the sofa, removing to a seat by her sister, and giving her all her attention.
She had not time to know how Mr. Elton took the reproof, so rapidly did another subject
succeed; for Mr. John Knightley now came into the room from examining the weath
er, and opened
on them all with the information of the ground being covered with snow, and of its still
snowing fast, with a strong drifting wind; concluding with these words to Mr. Woodhouse:
“This will prove a spirited beginning of your winter engagements, sir. Something
new for your coachman and horses to be making their way through a storm of snow.”
Poor Mr. Woodhouse was silent from consternation; but every body else had something to say; every
body was either surprized or not surprized
, and had some question to ask, or
some comfort to offer. Mrs. Weston and Emma tried earnestly to cheer him and
turn his attention from his son-in-law, who was pursuing his triumph rather unfeelingly.
“I admired your resolution very much, sir,” said he, “in venturing out in such weather, for of
course you saw there would be snow very soon. Every body must have seen the snow coming on.
I admired your spirit; and I dare say we shall get home very well. Another hour or two’s
snow can hardly ma
ke the road impassable; and we are two carriages; if one is blown over
in the bleak part of the common field there will be the other at hand. I dare say we shall
be all safe at Hartfield before midnight.” Mr. Weston, with triumph of a different sort, was
confessing that he had known it to be snowing some time, but had not said a word, lest it should make
Mr. Woodhouse uncomfortable, and be an excuse for his hurrying away. As to there being any quantity
of snow fallen or likely to fall to im
pede their return, that was a mere joke; he was afraid they
would find no difficulty. He wished the road might be impassable, that he might be able to keep them
all at Randalls; and with the utmost good-will was sure that accommodation might be found for every
body, calling on his wife to agree with him, that with a little contrivance, every body might
be lodged, which she hardly knew how to do, from the consciousness of there being
but two spare rooms in the house. “What is to be done, my
dear Emma?—what is to
be done?” was Mr. Woodhouse’s first exclamation, and all that he could say for some time. To her he
looked for comfort; and her assurances of safety, her representation of the excellence of the
horses, and of James, and of their having so many friends about them, revived him a little.
His eldest daughter’s alarm was equal to his own. The horror of being blocked up at Randalls, while
her children were at Hartfield, was full in her imagination; and fancying the road to be
now just
passable for adventurous people, but in a state that admitted no delay, she was eager to have it
settled, that her father and Emma should remain at Randalls, while she and her husband set forward
instantly through all the possible accumulations of drifted snow that might impede them.
“You had better order the carriage directly, my love,” said she; “I dare say we shall be
able to get along, if we set off directly; and if we do come to any thing very bad, I can get
out and walk. I a
m not at all afraid. I should not mind walking half the way. I could change my
shoes, you know, the moment I got home; and it is not the sort of thing that gives me cold.”
“Indeed!” replied he. “Then, my dear Isabella, it is the most extraordinary sort of
thing in the world, for in general every thing does give you cold. Walk home!—you are
prettily shod for walking home, I dare say. It will be bad enough for the horses.”
Isabella turned to Mrs. Weston for her approbation of the plan. Mrs. Wes
ton could
only approve. Isabella then went to Emma; but Emma could not so entirely give up the
hope of their being all able to get away; and they were still discussing the point, when Mr.
Knightley, who had left the room immediately after his brother’s first report of the snow, came back
again, and told them that he had been out of doors to examine, and could answer for there not being
the smallest difficulty in their getting home, whenever they liked it, either now or an hour
hence. He ha
d gone beyond the sweep—some way along the Highbury road—the snow was nowhere above
half an inch deep—in many places hardly enough to whiten the ground; a very few flakes were falling
at present, but the clouds were parting, and there was every appearance of its being soon over.
He had seen the coachmen, and they both agreed with him in there being nothing to apprehend.
To Isabella, the relief of such tidings was very great, and they were scarcely less acceptable to
Emma on her father’s acco
unt, who was immediately set as much at ease on the subject as his
nervous constitution allowed; but the alarm that had been raised could not be appeased
so as to admit of any comfort for him while he continued at Randalls. He was satisfied of
there being no present danger in returning home, but no assurances could convince him that it was
safe to stay; and while the others were variously urging and recommending, Mr. Knightley and Emma
settled it in a few brief sentences: thus— “Your father
will not be
easy; why do not you go?” “I am ready, if the others are.”
“Shall I ring the bell?” “Yes, do.”
And the bell was rung, and the carriages spoken for. A few minutes more,
and Emma hoped to see one troublesome companion deposited in his own house, to get sober and
cool, and the other recover his temper and happiness when this visit of hardship were over.
The carriage came: and Mr. Woodhouse, always the first object on such occasions, was carefully
attended to his own by Mr. Knightle
y and Mr. Weston; but not all that either could say could
prevent some renewal of alarm at the sight of the snow which had actually fallen, and the discovery
of a much darker night than he had been prepared for. “He was afraid they should have a very bad
drive. He was afraid poor Isabella would not like it. And there would be poor Emma in the carriage
behind. He did not know what they had best do. They must keep as much together as they could;”
and James was talked to, and given a charge to
go very slow and wait for the other carriage.
Isabella stept in after her father; John Knightley, forgetting that he did not
belong to their party, stept in after his wife very naturally; so that Emma found, on being
escorted and followed into the second carriage by Mr. Elton, that the door was to be lawfully shut
on them, and that they were to have a tête-à-tête drive. It would not have been the awkwardness of
a moment, it would have been rather a pleasure, previous to the suspicions of th
is very day;
she could have talked to him of Harriet, and the three-quarters of a mile would have
seemed but one. But now, she would rather it had not happened. She believed he had been drinking
too much of Mr. Weston’s good wine, and felt sure that he would want to be talking nonsense.
To restrain him as much as might be, by her own manners, she was immediately preparing to
speak with exquisite calmness and gravity of the weather and the night; but scarcely had she begun,
scarcely had they
passed the sweep-gate and joined the other carriage, than she found her subject
cut up—her hand seized—her attention demanded, and Mr. Elton actually making violent love to
her: availing himself of the precious opportunity, declaring sentiments which must be already well
known, hoping—fearing—adoring—ready to die if she refused him; but flattering himself that
his ardent attachment and unequalled love and unexampled passion could not fail of having some
effect, and in short, very much reso
lved on being seriously accepted as soon as possible. It really
was so. Without scruple—without apology—without much apparent diffidence, Mr. Elton, the
lover of Harriet, was professing himself her lover. She tried to stop him; but vainly; he
would go on, and say it all. Angry as she was, the thought of the moment made her resolve to
restrain herself when she did speak. She felt that half this folly must be drunkenness, and
therefore could hope that it might belong only to the passing hour.
Accordingly, with a mixture of
the serious and the playful, which she hoped would best suit his half and half state, she replied,
“I am very much astonished, Mr. Elton. This to me! you forget yourself—you take me for my friend—any
message to Miss Smith I shall be happy to deliver; but no more of this to me, if you please.”
“Miss Smith!—message to Miss Smith!—What could she possibly mean!”—And he repeated
her words with such assurance of accent, such boastful pretence of amazement, that
she
could not help replying with quickness, “Mr. Elton, this is the most extraordinary
conduct! and I can account for it only in one way; you are not yourself, or you could
not speak either to me, or of Harriet, in such a manner. Command yourself enough to say
no more, and I will endeavour to forget it.” But Mr. Elton had only drunk wine enough to
elevate his spirits, not at all to confuse his intellects. He perfectly knew his own
meaning; and having warmly protested against her suspicion as mo
st injurious, and slightly
touched upon his respect for Miss Smith as her friend,—but acknowledging his wonder that
Miss Smith should be mentioned at all,—he resumed the subject of his own passion, and
was very urgent for a favourable answer. As she thought less of his inebriety, she
thought more of his inconstancy and presumption; and with fewer struggles for politeness, replied,
“It is impossible for me to doubt any longer. You have made yourself too clear. Mr. Elton, my
astonishment is m
uch beyond any thing I can express. After such behaviour, as I have witnessed
during the last month, to Miss Smith—such attentions as I have been in the daily habit of
observing—to be addressing me in this manner—this is an unsteadiness of character, indeed, which
I had not supposed possible! Believe me, sir, I am far, very far, from gratified in
being the object of such professions.” “Good Heaven!” cried Mr. Elton, “what can
be the meaning of this?—Miss Smith!—I never thought of Miss Smith
in the whole course of
my existence—never paid her any attentions, but as your friend: never cared whether she were
dead or alive, but as your friend. If she has fancied otherwise, her own wishes have misled
her, and I am very sorry—extremely sorry—But, Miss Smith, indeed!—Oh! Miss Woodhouse! who can
think of Miss Smith, when Miss Woodhouse is near! No, upon my honour, there is no unsteadiness of
character. I have thought only of you. I protest against having paid the smallest attention to
any
one else. Every thing that I have said or done, for many weeks past, has been with the sole view
of marking my adoration of yourself. You cannot really, seriously, doubt it. No!—(in
an accent meant to be insinuating)—I am sure you have seen and understood me.”
It would be impossible to say what Emma felt, on hearing this—which of all her unpleasant
sensations was uppermost. She was too completely overpowered to be immediately able to reply: and
two moments of silence being ample encour
agement for Mr. Elton’s sanguine state of mind, he tried
to take her hand again, as he joyously exclaimed— “Charming Miss Woodhouse! allow me to
interpret this interesting silence. It confesses that you have long understood me.”
“No, sir,” cried Emma, “it confesses no such thing. So far from having long understood you, I
have been in a most complete error with respect to your views, till this moment. As to myself, I
am very sorry that you should have been giving way to any feelings—Nothing c
ould be farther from my
wishes—your attachment to my friend Harriet—your pursuit of her, (pursuit, it appeared,) gave me
great pleasure, and I have been very earnestly wishing you success: but had I supposed that
she were not your attraction to Hartfield, I should certainly have thought you judged ill in
making your visits so frequent. Am I to believe that you have never sought to recommend
yourself particularly to Miss Smith?—that you have never thought seriously of her?”
“Never, madam,” c
ried he, affronted in his turn: “never, I assure you. I think seriously of Miss
Smith!—Miss Smith is a very good sort of girl; and I should be happy to see her respectably
settled. I wish her extremely well: and, no doubt, there are men who might not object
to—Every body has their level: but as for myself, I am not, I think, quite so much at a loss. I
need not so totally despair of an equal alliance, as to be addressing myself to Miss Smith!—No,
madam, my visits to Hartfield have been for y
ourself only; and the encouragement I received—”
“Encouragement!—I give you encouragement!—Sir, you have been entirely mistaken in supposing it. I
have seen you only as the admirer of my friend. In no other light could you have been more to me than
a common acquaintance. I am exceedingly sorry: but it is well that the mistake ends where it does.
Had the same behaviour continued, Miss Smith might have been led into a misconception of your views;
not being aware, probably, any more than myself
, of the very great inequality which you are so
sensible of. But, as it is, the disappointment is single, and, I trust, will not be lasting.
I have no thoughts of matrimony at present.” He was too angry to say another word; her
manner too decided to invite supplication; and in this state of swelling resentment,
and mutually deep mortification, they had to continue together a few minutes longer, for
the fears of Mr. Woodhouse had confined them to a foot-pace. If there had not been so much an
ger,
there would have been desperate awkwardness; but their straightforward emotions left no room
for the little zigzags of embarrassment. Without knowing when the carriage turned into Vicarage
Lane, or when it stopped, they found themselves, all at once, at the door of his house; and he
was out before another syllable passed.—Emma then felt it indispensable to wish him a good
night. The compliment was just returned, coldly and proudly; and, under indescribable irritation
of spirits, she w
as then conveyed to Hartfield. There she was welcomed, with the utmost delight,
by her father, who had been trembling for the dangers of a solitary drive from Vicarage
Lane—turning a corner which he could never bear to think of—and in strange hands—a mere
common coachman—no James; and there it seemed as if her return only were wanted to make
every thing go well: for Mr. John Knightley, ashamed of his ill-humour, was now all kindness
and attention; and so particularly solicitous for the comf
ort of her father, as to seem—if not quite
ready to join him in a basin of gruel—perfectly sensible of its being exceedingly wholesome; and
the day was concluding in peace and comfort to all their little party, except herself.—But her mind
had never been in such perturbation; and it needed a very strong effort to appear attentive and
cheerful till the usual hour of separating allowed her the relief of quiet reflection.
CHAPTER XVI The hair was curled, and the maid sent away, and
Emma sat do
wn to think and be miserable.—It was a wretched business indeed!—Such an overthrow
of every thing she had been wishing for!—Such a development of every thing most unwelcome!—Such
a blow for Harriet!—that was the worst of all. Every part of it brought pain and humiliation, of
some sort or other; but, compared with the evil to Harriet, all was light; and she would gladly
have submitted to feel yet more mistaken—more in error—more disgraced by mis-judgment,
than she actually was, could the eff
ects of her blunders have been confined to herself.
“If I had not persuaded Harriet into liking the man, I could have borne any thing. He might have
doubled his presumption to me—but poor Harriet!” How she could have been so deceived!—He
protested that he had never thought seriously of Harriet—never! She looked back as well
as she could; but it was all confusion. She had taken up the idea, she supposed, and
made every thing bend to it. His manners, however, must have been unmarked, wavering,
dubious, or she could not have been so misled. The picture!—How eager he had been about
the picture!—and the charade!—and an hundred other circumstances;—how clearly they had
seemed to point at Harriet. To be sure, the charade, with its “ready wit”—but then
the “soft eyes”—in fact it suited neither; it was a jumble without taste or truth. Who could
have seen through such thick-headed nonsense? Certainly she had often, especially of late,
thought his manners to herself unnecessarily gallan
t; but it had passed as his way, as a mere
error of judgment, of knowledge, of taste, as one proof among others that he had not always lived
in the best society, that with all the gentleness of his address, true elegance was sometimes
wanting; but, till this very day, she had never, for an instant, suspected it to mean any thing
but grateful respect to her as Harriet’s friend. To Mr. John Knightley was she indebted
for her first idea on the subject, for the first start of its possibility. T
here was
no denying that those brothers had penetration. She remembered what Mr. Knightley had once said
to her about Mr. Elton, the caution he had given, the conviction he had professed that Mr.
Elton would never marry indiscreetly; and blushed to think how much truer a knowledge
of his character had been there shewn than any she had reached herself. It was dreadfully
mortifying; but Mr. Elton was proving himself, in many respects, the very reverse of what she
had meant and believed him;
proud, assuming, conceited; very full of his own claims, and
little concerned about the feelings of others. Contrary to the usual course of things, Mr.
Elton’s wanting to pay his addresses to her had sunk him in her opinion. His professions and
his proposals did him no service. She thought nothing of his attachment, and was insulted by
his hopes. He wanted to marry well, and having the arrogance to raise his eyes to her, pretended
to be in love; but she was perfectly easy as to his not suff
ering any disappointment that need
be cared for. There had been no real affection either in his language or manners. Sighs and fine
words had been given in abundance; but she could hardly devise any set of expressions, or fancy
any tone of voice, less allied with real love. She need not trouble herself to pity him. He
only wanted to aggrandise and enrich himself; and if Miss Woodhouse of Hartfield, the heiress of
thirty thousand pounds, were not quite so easily obtained as he had fancied, h
e would soon try
for Miss Somebody else with twenty, or with ten. But—that he should talk of encouragement,
should consider her as aware of his views, accepting his attentions, meaning (in short), to
marry him!—should suppose himself her equal in connexion or mind!—look down upon her friend, so
well understanding the gradations of rank below him, and be so blind to what rose above,
as to fancy himself shewing no presumption in addressing her!—It was most provoking.
Perhaps it was not fair t
o expect him to feel how very much he was her inferior in talent, and
all the elegancies of mind. The very want of such equality might prevent his perception of it; but
he must know that in fortune and consequence she was greatly his superior. He must know that
the Woodhouses had been settled for several generations at Hartfield, the younger branch of
a very ancient family—and that the Eltons were nobody. The landed property of Hartfield certainly
was inconsiderable, being but a sort of not
ch in the Donwell Abbey estate, to which all the rest
of Highbury belonged; but their fortune, from other sources, was such as to make them scarcely
secondary to Donwell Abbey itself, in every other kind of consequence; and the Woodhouses had long
held a high place in the consideration of the neighbourhood which Mr. Elton had first entered
not two years ago, to make his way as he could, without any alliances but in trade, or any thing
to recommend him to notice but his situation and his civ
ility.—But he had fancied her in love with
him; that evidently must have been his dependence; and after raving a little about the seeming
incongruity of gentle manners and a conceited head, Emma was obliged in common honesty to
stop and admit that her own behaviour to him had been so complaisant and obliging, so full
of courtesy and attention, as (supposing her real motive unperceived) might warrant a man of
ordinary observation and delicacy, like Mr. Elton, in fancying himself a very decid
ed favourite. If
she had so misinterpreted his feelings, she had little right to wonder that he, with self-interest
to blind him, should have mistaken hers. The first error and the worst lay at her door.
It was foolish, it was wrong, to take so active a part in bringing any two people together. It was
adventuring too far, assuming too much, making light of what ought to be serious, a trick of what
ought to be simple. She was quite concerned and ashamed, and resolved to do such things no mor
e.
“Here have I,” said she, “actually talked poor Harriet into being very much attached to this man.
She might never have thought of him but for me; and certainly never would have thought of him with
hope, if I had not assured her of his attachment, for she is as modest and humble as I used to think
him. Oh! that I had been satisfied with persuading her not to accept young Martin. There I was quite
right. That was well done of me; but there I should have stopped, and left the rest to time an
d
chance. I was introducing her into good company, and giving her the opportunity of pleasing some
one worth having; I ought not to have attempted more. But now, poor girl, her peace is cut up for
some time. I have been but half a friend to her; and if she were not to feel this disappointment
so very much, I am sure I have not an idea of any body else who would be at all desirable
for her;—William Coxe—Oh! no, I could not endure William Coxe—a pert young lawyer.”
She stopt to blush and laug
h at her own relapse, and then resumed a more serious, more
dispiriting cogitation upon what had been, and might be, and must be. The distressing
explanation she had to make to Harriet, and all that poor Harriet would be suffering,
with the awkwardness of future meetings, the difficulties of continuing or discontinuing
the acquaintance, of subduing feelings, concealing resentment, and avoiding eclat,
were enough to occupy her in most unmirthful reflections some time longer, and she went to
bed
at last with nothing settled but the conviction of her having blundered most dreadfully.
To youth and natural cheerfulness like Emma’s, though under temporary gloom at night, the
return of day will hardly fail to bring return of spirits. The youth and cheerfulness of morning
are in happy analogy, and of powerful operation; and if the distress be not poignant enough to keep
the eyes unclosed, they will be sure to open to sensations of softened pain and brighter hope.
Emma got up on the mo
rrow more disposed for comfort than she had gone to bed, more ready
to see alleviations of the evil before her, and to depend on getting tolerably out of it.
It was a great consolation that Mr. Elton should not be really in love with her, or so particularly
amiable as to make it shocking to disappoint him—that Harriet’s nature should not be of that
superior sort in which the feelings are most acute and retentive—and that there could be no necessity
for any body’s knowing what had passed exce
pt the three principals, and especially for her father’s
being given a moment’s uneasiness about it. These were very cheering thoughts; and
the sight of a great deal of snow on the ground did her further service, for
any thing was welcome that might justify their all three being quite asunder at present.
The weather was most favourable for her; though Christmas Day, she could not go to church.
Mr. Woodhouse would have been miserable had his daughter attempted it, and she was therefore
safe
from either exciting or receiving unpleasant and most unsuitable ideas. The ground covered with
snow, and the atmosphere in that unsettled state between frost and thaw, which is of all others
the most unfriendly for exercise, every morning beginning in rain or snow, and every evening
setting in to freeze, she was for many days a most honourable prisoner. No intercourse with Harriet
possible but by note; no church for her on Sunday any more than on Christmas Day; and no need to
find excuses
for Mr. Elton’s absenting himself. It was weather which might fairly confine
every body at home; and though she hoped and believed him to be really taking comfort in
some society or other, it was very pleasant to have her father so well satisfied with his being
all alone in his own house, too wise to stir out; and to hear him say to Mr. Knightley, whom
no weather could keep entirely from them,— “Ah! Mr. Knightley, why do not you
stay at home like poor Mr. Elton?” These days of confinement w
ould have been, but for
her private perplexities, remarkably comfortable, as such seclusion exactly suited her brother,
whose feelings must always be of great importance to his companions; and he had, besides, so
thoroughly cleared off his ill-humour at Randalls, that his amiableness never failed him during
the rest of his stay at Hartfield. He was always agreeable and obliging, and speaking
pleasantly of every body. But with all the hopes of cheerfulness, and all the present
comfort of de
lay, there was still such an evil hanging over her in the hour of explanation
with Harriet, as made it impossible for Emma to be ever perfectly at ease.
CHAPTER XVII Mr. and Mrs. John Knightley were not detained
long at Hartfield. The weather soon improved enough for those to move who must move; and Mr.
Woodhouse having, as usual, tried to persuade his daughter to stay behind with all her children,
was obliged to see the whole party set off, and return to his lamentations over the
destiny o
f poor Isabella;—which poor Isabella, passing her life with those she doated on,
full of their merits, blind to their faults, and always innocently busy, might have
been a model of right feminine happiness. The evening of the very day on which they went
brought a note from Mr. Elton to Mr. Woodhouse, a long, civil, ceremonious note, to
say, with Mr. Elton’s best compliments, “that he was proposing to leave Highbury the
following morning in his way to Bath; where, in compliance with the pres
sing entreaties of
some friends, he had engaged to spend a few weeks, and very much regretted the impossibility he
was under, from various circumstances of weather and business, of taking a personal leave of Mr.
Woodhouse, of whose friendly civilities he should ever retain a grateful sense—and had Mr. Woodhouse
any commands, should be happy to attend to them.” Emma was most agreeably surprized.—Mr. Elton’s
absence just at this time was the very thing to be desired. She admired him for contr
iving it, though
not able to give him much credit for the manner in which it was announced. Resentment could not
have been more plainly spoken than in a civility to her father, from which she was so pointedly
excluded. She had not even a share in his opening compliments.—Her name was not mentioned;—and
there was so striking a change in all this, and such an ill-judged solemnity of leave-taking in
his graceful acknowledgments, as she thought, at first, could not escape her father’s suspicion
.
It did, however.—Her father was quite taken up with the surprize of so sudden a journey, and his
fears that Mr. Elton might never get safely to the end of it, and saw nothing extraordinary
in his language. It was a very useful note, for it supplied them with fresh matter for
thought and conversation during the rest of their lonely evening. Mr. Woodhouse talked over
his alarms, and Emma was in spirits to persuade them away with all her usual promptitude.
She now resolved to keep Harriet no
longer in the dark. She had reason to believe her nearly
recovered from her cold, and it was desirable that she should have as much time as possible for
getting the better of her other complaint before the gentleman’s return. She went to Mrs. Goddard’s
accordingly the very next day, to undergo the necessary penance of communication; and a severe
one it was.—She had to destroy all the hopes which she had been so industriously feeding—to
appear in the ungracious character of the one preferred
—and acknowledge herself grossly mistaken
and mis-judging in all her ideas on one subject, all her observations, all her convictions,
all her prophecies for the last six weeks. The confession completely renewed her
first shame—and the sight of Harriet’s tears made her think that she should
never be in charity with herself again. Harriet bore the intelligence very well—blaming
nobody—and in every thing testifying such an ingenuousness of disposition and lowly opinion
of herself, as must app
ear with particular advantage at that moment to her friend.
Emma was in the humour to value simplicity and modesty to the utmost; and all that was
amiable, all that ought to be attaching, seemed on Harriet’s side, not her own. Harriet
did not consider herself as having any thing to complain of. The affection of such a man
as Mr. Elton would have been too great a distinction.—She never could have deserved him—and
nobody but so partial and kind a friend as Miss Woodhouse would have thought it
possible.
Her tears fell abundantly—but her grief was so truly artless, that no dignity could have
made it more respectable in Emma’s eyes—and she listened to her and tried to console her with
all her heart and understanding—really for the time convinced that Harriet was the superior
creature of the two—and that to resemble her would be more for her own welfare and happiness
than all that genius or intelligence could do. It was rather too late in the day to set
about being simple-minded and
ignorant; but she left her with every previous resolution
confirmed of being humble and discreet, and repressing imagination all the rest of
her life. Her second duty now, inferior only to her father’s claims, was to promote Harriet’s
comfort, and endeavour to prove her own affection in some better method than by match-making.
She got her to Hartfield, and shewed her the most unvarying kindness, striving to occupy
and amuse her, and by books and conversation, to drive Mr. Elton from her th
oughts.
Time, she knew, must be allowed for this being thoroughly done; and she could suppose herself but
an indifferent judge of such matters in general, and very inadequate to sympathise in an
attachment to Mr. Elton in particular; but it seemed to her reasonable that at Harriet’s
age, and with the entire extinction of all hope, such a progress might be made towards a state
of composure by the time of Mr. Elton’s return, as to allow them all to meet again in the common
routine of acquaint
ance, without any danger of betraying sentiments or increasing them.
Harriet did think him all perfection, and maintained the non-existence of any body
equal to him in person or goodness—and did, in truth, prove herself more resolutely
in love than Emma had foreseen; but yet it appeared to her so natural, so inevitable
to strive against an inclination of that sort unrequited, that she could not comprehend
its continuing very long in equal force. If Mr. Elton, on his return, made
his own ind
ifference as evident and indubitable as she could not doubt he
would anxiously do, she could not imagine Harriet’s persisting to place her happiness
in the sight or the recollection of him. Their being fixed, so absolutely fixed,
in the same place, was bad for each, for all three. Not one of them had the power
of removal, or of effecting any material change of society. They must encounter
each other, and make the best of it. Harriet was farther unfortunate in the
tone of her companions at
Mrs. Goddard’s; Mr. Elton being the adoration of all the teachers
and great girls in the school; and it must be at Hartfield only that she could have any chance
of hearing him spoken of with cooling moderation or repellent truth. Where the wound had been
given, there must the cure be found if anywhere; and Emma felt that, till she saw her in the way of
cure, there could be no true peace for herself. CHAPTER XVIII
Mr. Frank Churchill did not come. When the time proposed drew near, Mrs. Weston
’s
fears were justified in the arrival of a letter of excuse. For the present, he could not be spared,
to his “very great mortification and regret; but still he looked forward with the hope of
coming to Randalls at no distant period.” Mrs. Weston was exceedingly disappointed—much
more disappointed, in fact, than her husband, though her dependence on seeing the young man had
been so much more sober: but a sanguine temper, though for ever expecting more good than
occurs, does not always pay
for its hopes by any proportionate depression. It soon flies
over the present failure, and begins to hope again. For half an hour Mr. Weston was surprized
and sorry; but then he began to perceive that Frank’s coming two or three months later would
be a much better plan; better time of year; better weather; and that he would be able,
without any doubt, to stay considerably longer with them than if he had come sooner.
These feelings rapidly restored his comfort, while Mrs. Weston, of a more ap
prehensive
disposition, foresaw nothing but a repetition of excuses and delays; and after all her
concern for what her husband was to suffer, suffered a great deal more herself.
Emma was not at this time in a state of spirits to care really about Mr. Frank
Churchill’s not coming, except as a disappointment at Randalls. The acquaintance at present had no
charm for her. She wanted, rather, to be quiet, and out of temptation; but still, as it was
desirable that she should appear, in general, l
ike her usual self, she took care to express as
much interest in the circumstance, and enter as warmly into Mr. and Mrs. Weston’s disappointment,
as might naturally belong to their friendship. She was the first to announce it to Mr. Knightley;
and exclaimed quite as much as was necessary, (or, being acting a part, perhaps rather
more,) at the conduct of the Churchills, in keeping him away. She then proceeded to say
a good deal more than she felt, of the advantage of such an addition to thei
r confined society in
Surry; the pleasure of looking at somebody new; the gala-day to Highbury entire, which the
sight of him would have made; and ending with reflections on the Churchills again, found
herself directly involved in a disagreement with Mr. Knightley; and, to her great amusement,
perceived that she was taking the other side of the question from her real opinion, and making
use of Mrs. Weston’s arguments against herself. “The Churchills are very likely in
fault,” said Mr. Knig
htley, coolly; “but I dare say he might come if he would.”
“I do not know why you should say so. He wishes exceedingly to come; but his
uncle and aunt will not spare him.” “I cannot believe that he has not the power
of coming, if he made a point of it. It is too unlikely, for me to believe it without proof.”
“How odd you are! What has Mr. Frank Churchill done, to make you suppose him
such an unnatural creature?” “I am not supposing him at all an unnatural
creature, in suspecting that he may
have learnt to be above his connexions, and to care
very little for any thing but his own pleasure, from living with those who have always set him
the example of it. It is a great deal more natural than one could wish, that a young man, brought up
by those who are proud, luxurious, and selfish, should be proud, luxurious, and selfish too. If
Frank Churchill had wanted to see his father, he would have contrived it between September
and January. A man at his age—what is he?—three or four-and-
twenty—cannot be without the means
of doing as much as that. It is impossible.” “That’s easily said, and easily felt by you,
who have always been your own master. You are the worst judge in the world, Mr. Knightley,
of the difficulties of dependence. You do not know what it is to have tempers to manage.”
“It is not to be conceived that a man of three or four-and-twenty should not have liberty
of mind or limb to that amount. He cannot want money—he cannot want leisure. We know,
on the contra
ry, that he has so much of both, that he is glad to get rid of them at the idlest
haunts in the kingdom. We hear of him for ever at some watering-place or other. A little while
ago, he was at Weymouth. This proves that he can leave the Churchills.”
“Yes, sometimes he can.” “And those times are whenever
he thinks it worth his while; whenever there is any temptation of pleasure.”
“It is very unfair to judge of any body’s conduct, without an intimate knowledge
of their situation. Nobody, who ha
s not been in the interior of a family,
can say what the difficulties of any individual of that family may be. We ought to be acquainted
with Enscombe, and with Mrs. Churchill’s temper, before we pretend to decide upon what her
nephew can do. He may, at times, be able to do a great deal more than he can at others.”
“There is one thing, Emma, which a man can always do, if he chuses, and that is, his duty;
not by manoeuvring and finessing, but by vigour and resolution. It is Frank Churchill’s
duty
to pay this attention to his father. He knows it to be so, by his promises and messages; but
if he wished to do it, it might be done. A man who felt rightly would say at once, simply and
resolutely, to Mrs. Churchill—‘Every sacrifice of mere pleasure you will always find me ready to
make to your convenience; but I must go and see my father immediately. I know he would be hurt
by my failing in such a mark of respect to him on the present occasion. I shall, therefore, set
off to-morrow.
’—If he would say so to her at once, in the tone of decision becoming a man, there
would be no opposition made to his going.” “No,” said Emma, laughing; “but perhaps there
might be some made to his coming back again. Such language for a young man entirely dependent,
to use!—Nobody but you, Mr. Knightley, would imagine it possible. But you have not an idea of
what is requisite in situations directly opposite to your own. Mr. Frank Churchill to be making
such a speech as that to the uncle and
aunt, who have brought him up, and are to provide
for him!—Standing up in the middle of the room, I suppose, and speaking as loud as he could!—How
can you imagine such conduct practicable?” “Depend upon it, Emma, a sensible man would find
no difficulty in it. He would feel himself in the right; and the declaration—made, of
course, as a man of sense would make it, in a proper manner—would do him more good, raise
him higher, fix his interest stronger with the people he depended on, than all
that a line of
shifts and expedients can ever do. Respect would be added to affection. They would feel that
they could trust him; that the nephew who had done rightly by his father, would do rightly
by them; for they know, as well as he does, as well as all the world must know, that
he ought to pay this visit to his father; and while meanly exerting their power to delay it,
are in their hearts not thinking the better of him for submitting to their whims. Respect for right
conduct is felt b
y every body. If he would act in this sort of manner, on principle, consistently,
regularly, their little minds would bend to his.” “I rather doubt that. You are very fond
of bending little minds; but where little minds belong to rich people in authority,
I think they have a knack of swelling out, till they are quite as unmanageable as great
ones. I can imagine, that if you, as you are, Mr. Knightley, were to be transported and placed
all at once in Mr. Frank Churchill’s situation, you woul
d be able to say and do just what you
have been recommending for him; and it might have a very good effect. The Churchills might
not have a word to say in return; but then, you would have no habits of early obedience and
long observance to break through. To him who has, it might not be so easy to burst forth at once
into perfect independence, and set all their claims on his gratitude and regard at nought. He
may have as strong a sense of what would be right, as you can have, without being s
o equal, under
particular circumstances, to act up to it.” “Then it would not be so strong a sense.
If it failed to produce equal exertion, it could not be an equal conviction.”
“Oh, the difference of situation and habit! I wish you would try to understand what
an amiable young man may be likely to feel in directly opposing those, whom as child and
boy he has been looking up to all his life.” “Our amiable young man is a very weak young
man, if this be the first occasion of his carrying thro
ugh a resolution to do right against
the will of others. It ought to have been a habit with him by this time, of following his duty,
instead of consulting expediency. I can allow for the fears of the child, but not of the man.
As he became rational, he ought to have roused himself and shaken off all that was unworthy
in their authority. He ought to have opposed the first attempt on their side to make him
slight his father. Had he begun as he ought, there would have been no difficulty now.”
“We shall never agree about him,” cried Emma; “but that is nothing extraordinary. I have not
the least idea of his being a weak young man: I feel sure that he is not. Mr. Weston would
not be blind to folly, though in his own son; but he is very likely to have a more yielding,
complying, mild disposition than would suit your notions of man’s perfection. I dare say he
has; and though it may cut him off from some advantages, it will secure him many others.”
“Yes; all the advantages of sitting s
till when he ought to move, and of leading a life of mere
idle pleasure, and fancying himself extremely expert in finding excuses for it. He can sit
down and write a fine flourishing letter, full of professions and falsehoods, and persuade
himself that he has hit upon the very best method in the world of preserving peace at home and
preventing his father’s having any right to complain. His letters disgust me.”
“Your feelings are singular. They seem to satisfy every body else.”
“I suspect the
y do not satisfy Mrs. Weston. They hardly can satisfy a woman of her good sense
and quick feelings: standing in a mother’s place, but without a mother’s affection to blind her. It
is on her account that attention to Randalls is doubly due, and she must doubly feel the omission.
Had she been a person of consequence herself, he would have come I dare say; and it would
not have signified whether he did or no. Can you think your friend behindhand in these sort of
considerations? Do you suppose
she does not often say all this to herself? No, Emma, your amiable
young man can be amiable only in French, not in English. He may be very ‘amiable,’ have very
good manners, and be very agreeable; but he can have no English delicacy towards the feelings of
other people: nothing really amiable about him.” “You seem determined to think ill of him.”
“Me!—not at all,” replied Mr. Knightley, rather displeased; “I do not want to think ill of him.
I should be as ready to acknowledge his merits as a
ny other man; but I hear of none, except what
are merely personal; that he is well-grown and good-looking, with smooth, plausible manners.”
“Well, if he have nothing else to recommend him, he will be a treasure at Highbury. We do not
often look upon fine young men, well-bred and agreeable. We must not be nice and ask for all
the virtues into the bargain. Cannot you imagine, Mr. Knightley, what a sensation his coming will
produce? There will be but one subject throughout the parishes of Donwe
ll and Highbury;
but one interest—one object of curiosity; it will be all Mr. Frank Churchill; we
shall think and speak of nobody else.” “You will excuse my being so much
over-powered. If I find him conversable, I shall be glad of his acquaintance;
but if he is only a chattering coxcomb, he will not occupy much of my time or thoughts.”
“My idea of him is, that he can adapt his conversation to the taste of every body,
and has the power as well as the wish of being universally agreeable. To y
ou, he will
talk of farming; to me, of drawing or music; and so on to every body, having that general
information on all subjects which will enable him to follow the lead, or take the lead, just
as propriety may require, and to speak extremely well on each; that is my idea of him.”
“And mine,” said Mr. Knightley warmly, “is, that if he turn out any thing like it, he
will be the most insufferable fellow breathing! What! at three-and-twenty to be the king of his
company—the great man—the prac
tised politician, who is to read every body’s character, and make
every body’s talents conduce to the display of his own superiority; to be dispensing
his flatteries around, that he may make all appear like fools compared with himself! My
dear Emma, your own good sense could not endure such a puppy when it came to the point.”
“I will say no more about him,” cried Emma, “you turn every thing to evil. We are both
prejudiced; you against, I for him; and we have no chance of agreeing till he is
really here.”
“Prejudiced! I am not prejudiced.” “But I am very much, and without being at all
ashamed of it. My love for Mr. and Mrs. Weston gives me a decided prejudice in his favour.”
“He is a person I never think of from one month’s end to another,” said Mr. Knightley,
with a degree of vexation, which made Emma immediately talk of something else, though she
could not comprehend why he should be angry. To take a dislike to a young man, only because
he appeared to be of a different disposi
tion from himself, was unworthy the real liberality of mind
which she was always used to acknowledge in him; for with all the high opinion of himself,
which she had often laid to his charge, she had never before for a moment supposed it
could make him unjust to the merit of another. VOLUME II
CHAPTER I Emma and Harriet had been walking together
one morning, and, in Emma’s opinion, had been talking enough of Mr. Elton for that
day. She could not think that Harriet’s solace or her own sins re
quired more; and she was
therefore industriously getting rid of the subject as they returned;—but it burst out
again when she thought she had succeeded, and after speaking some time of what the poor must
suffer in winter, and receiving no other answer than a very plaintive—“Mr. Elton is so good to
the poor!” she found something else must be done. They were just approaching the house where lived
Mrs. and Miss Bates. She determined to call upon them and seek safety in numbers. There was alway
s
sufficient reason for such an attention; Mrs. and Miss Bates loved to be called on, and she knew she
was considered by the very few who presumed ever to see imperfection in her, as rather negligent
in that respect, and as not contributing what she ought to the stock of their scanty comforts.
She had had many a hint from Mr. Knightley and some from her own heart, as to her deficiency—but
none were equal to counteract the persuasion of its being very disagreeable,—a waste of
time—tiresome w
omen—and all the horror of being in danger of falling in with the
second-rate and third-rate of Highbury, who were calling on them for ever, and therefore she
seldom went near them. But now she made the sudden resolution of not passing their door without going
in—observing, as she proposed it to Harriet, that, as well as she could calculate, they were just
now quite safe from any letter from Jane Fairfax. The house belonged to people in business. Mrs.
and Miss Bates occupied the drawing-roo
m floor; and there, in the very moderate-sized apartment,
which was every thing to them, the visitors were most cordially and even gratefully welcomed;
the quiet neat old lady, who with her knitting was seated in the warmest corner, wanting even
to give up her place to Miss Woodhouse, and her more active, talking daughter, almost ready to
overpower them with care and kindness, thanks for their visit, solicitude for their shoes,
anxious inquiries after Mr. Woodhouse’s health, cheerful commun
ications about her mother’s, and
sweet-cake from the beaufet—“Mrs. Cole had just been there, just called in for ten minutes, and
had been so good as to sit an hour with them, and she had taken a piece of cake and been so
kind as to say she liked it very much; and, therefore, she hoped Miss Woodhouse and Miss Smith
would do them the favour to eat a piece too.” The mention of the Coles was sure to be followed
by that of Mr. Elton. There was intimacy between them, and Mr. Cole had heard from M
r. Elton
since his going away. Emma knew what was coming; they must have the letter over again,
and settle how long he had been gone, and how much he was engaged in company, and
what a favourite he was wherever he went, and how full the Master of the Ceremonies’ ball
had been; and she went through it very well, with all the interest and all the commendation that
could be requisite, and always putting forward to prevent Harriet’s being obliged to say a word.
This she had been prepared for wh
en she entered the house; but meant, having once talked him
handsomely over, to be no farther incommoded by any troublesome topic, and to wander at large
amongst all the Mistresses and Misses of Highbury, and their card-parties. She had not been
prepared to have Jane Fairfax succeed Mr. Elton; but he was actually hurried off by Miss Bates,
she jumped away from him at last abruptly to the Coles, to usher in a letter from her niece.
“Oh! yes—Mr. Elton, I understand—certainly as to dancing—Mrs.
Cole was telling me that dancing
at the rooms at Bath was—Mrs. Cole was so kind as to sit some time with us, talking of Jane; for
as soon as she came in, she began inquiring after her, Jane is so very great a favourite there.
Whenever she is with us, Mrs. Cole does not know how to shew her kindness enough; and I must say
that Jane deserves it as much as any body can. And so she began inquiring after her directly, saying,
‘I know you cannot have heard from Jane lately, because it is not her
time for writing;’ and
when I immediately said, ‘But indeed we have, we had a letter this very morning,’ I do not know
that I ever saw any body more surprized. ‘Have you, upon your honour?’ said she; ‘well, that is
quite unexpected. Do let me hear what she says.’” Emma’s politeness was at hand directly,
to say, with smiling interest— “Have you heard from Miss Fairfax so lately?
I am extremely happy. I hope she is well?” “Thank you. You are so kind!” replied the happily
deceived aunt, whil
e eagerly hunting for the letter.—“Oh! here it is. I was sure it could not
be far off; but I had put my huswife upon it, you see, without being aware, and so it was quite
hid, but I had it in my hand so very lately that I was almost sure it must be on the table. I was
reading it to Mrs. Cole, and since she went away, I was reading it again to my mother, for it is
such a pleasure to her—a letter from Jane—that she can never hear it often enough; so I knew it
could not be far off, and here it
is, only just under my huswife—and since you are so kind as to
wish to hear what she says;—but, first of all, I really must, in justice to Jane, apologise for
her writing so short a letter—only two pages you see—hardly two—and in general she fills the whole
paper and crosses half. My mother often wonders that I can make it out so well. She often says,
when the letter is first opened, ‘Well, Hetty, now I think you will be put to it to make out all that
checker-work’—don’t you, ma’am?—And th
en I tell her, I am sure she would contrive to make it out
herself, if she had nobody to do it for her—every word of it—I am sure she would pore over it till
she had made out every word. And, indeed, though my mother’s eyes are not so good as they were,
she can see amazingly well still, thank God! with the help of spectacles. It is such a blessing! My
mother’s are really very good indeed. Jane often says, when she is here, ‘I am sure, grandmama,
you must have had very strong eyes to see as
you do—and so much fine work as you have done
too!—I only wish my eyes may last me as well.’” All this spoken extremely fast
obliged Miss Bates to stop for breath; and Emma said something very civil about the
excellence of Miss Fairfax’s handwriting. “You are extremely kind,” replied Miss Bates,
highly gratified; “you who are such a judge, and write so beautifully yourself. I am sure
there is nobody’s praise that could give us so much pleasure as Miss Woodhouse’s. My mother does
not hear;
she is a little deaf you know. Ma’am,” addressing her, “do you hear what Miss Woodhouse
is so obliging to say about Jane’s handwriting?” And Emma had the advantage of hearing her
own silly compliment repeated twice over before the good old lady could comprehend
it. She was pondering, in the meanwhile, upon the possibility, without seeming very rude,
of making her escape from Jane Fairfax’s letter, and had almost resolved on hurrying away directly
under some slight excuse, when Miss Bates tu
rned to her again and seized her attention.
“My mother’s deafness is very trifling you see—just nothing at all. By only raising my voice,
and saying any thing two or three times over, she is sure to hear; but then she is used
to my voice. But it is very remarkable that she should always hear Jane better than she
does me. Jane speaks so distinct! However, she will not find her grandmama at all deafer
than she was two years ago; which is saying a great deal at my mother’s time of life—and it
really is full two years, you know, since she was here. We never were so long without seeing her
before, and as I was telling Mrs. Cole, we shall hardly know how to make enough of her now.”
“Are you expecting Miss Fairfax here soon?” “Oh yes; next week.”
“Indeed!—that must be a very great pleasure.” “Thank you. You are very kind. Yes,
next week. Every body is so surprized; and every body says the same obliging things. I
am sure she will be as happy to see her friends at Highbury, as they can
be to see her. Yes,
Friday or Saturday; she cannot say which, because Colonel Campbell will be wanting the
carriage himself one of those days. So very good of them to send her the whole way! But they
always do, you know. Oh yes, Friday or Saturday next. That is what she writes about. That is the
reason of her writing out of rule, as we call it; for, in the common course, we should not have
heard from her before next Tuesday or Wednesday.” “Yes, so I imagined. I was afraid
there could be li
ttle chance of my hearing any thing of Miss Fairfax to-day.”
“So obliging of you! No, we should not have heard, if it had not been for this particular
circumstance, of her being to come here so soon. My mother is so delighted!—for she is to
be three months with us at least. Three months, she says so, positively, as I am going to have
the pleasure of reading to you. The case is, you see, that the Campbells are going to Ireland.
Mrs. Dixon has persuaded her father and mother to come over and s
ee her directly. They had not
intended to go over till the summer, but she is so impatient to see them again—for till she married,
last October, she was never away from them so much as a week, which must make it very strange to
be in different kingdoms, I was going to say, but however different countries, and so she wrote
a very urgent letter to her mother—or her father, I declare I do not know which it was, but we
shall see presently in Jane’s letter—wrote in Mr. Dixon’s name as well as he
r own, to
press their coming over directly, and they would give them the meeting in Dublin, and take
them back to their country seat, Baly-craig, a beautiful place, I fancy. Jane has heard a great
deal of its beauty; from Mr. Dixon, I mean—I do not know that she ever heard about it from any
body else; but it was very natural, you know, that he should like to speak of his own place
while he was paying his addresses—and as Jane used to be very often walking out with them—for Colonel
and Mrs.
Campbell were very particular about their daughter’s not walking out often with only Mr.
Dixon, for which I do not at all blame them; of course she heard every thing he might be telling
Miss Campbell about his own home in Ireland; and I think she wrote us word that he had shewn
them some drawings of the place, views that he had taken himself. He is a most amiable, charming
young man, I believe. Jane was quite longing to go to Ireland, from his account of things.”
At this moment, an ingeniou
s and animating suspicion entering Emma’s brain with regard
to Jane Fairfax, this charming Mr. Dixon, and the not going to Ireland, she said, with
the insidious design of farther discovery, “You must feel it very fortunate that Miss
Fairfax should be allowed to come to you at such a time. Considering the very particular
friendship between her and Mrs. Dixon, you could hardly have expected her to be excused
from accompanying Colonel and Mrs. Campbell.” “Very true, very true, indeed. The very
thing
that we have always been rather afraid of; for we should not have liked to have her at such
a distance from us, for months together—not able to come if any thing was to happen. But you see,
every thing turns out for the best. They want her (Mr. and Mrs. Dixon) excessively to come over with
Colonel and Mrs. Campbell; quite depend upon it; nothing can be more kind or pressing than their
joint invitation, Jane says, as you will hear presently; Mr. Dixon does not seem in the least
backw
ard in any attention. He is a most charming young man. Ever since the service he rendered Jane
at Weymouth, when they were out in that party on the water, and she, by the sudden whirling
round of something or other among the sails, would have been dashed into the sea at once,
and actually was all but gone, if he had not, with the greatest presence of mind, caught hold
of her habit— (I can never think of it without trembling!)—But ever since we had the history
of that day, I have been so fon
d of Mr. Dixon!” “But, in spite of all her friends’ urgency, and
her own wish of seeing Ireland, Miss Fairfax prefers devoting the time to you and Mrs. Bates?”
“Yes—entirely her own doing, entirely her own choice; and Colonel and Mrs. Campbell think she
does quite right, just what they should recommend; and indeed they particularly wish
her to try her native air, as she has not been quite so well as usual lately.”
“I am concerned to hear of it. I think they judge wisely. But Mrs. Dixon must b
e very much
disappointed. Mrs. Dixon, I understand, has no remarkable degree of personal beauty; is not, by
any means, to be compared with Miss Fairfax.” “Oh! no. You are very obliging to say such
things—but certainly not. There is no comparison between them. Miss Campbell always was absolutely
plain—but extremely elegant and amiable.” “Yes, that of course.”
“Jane caught a bad cold, poor thing! so long ago as the 7th of November, (as I am going to read to
you,) and has never been well since
. A long time, is not it, for a cold to hang upon her? She
never mentioned it before, because she would not alarm us. Just like her! so considerate!—But
however, she is so far from well, that her kind friends the Campbells think she had better come
home, and try an air that always agrees with her; and they have no doubt that three or four months
at Highbury will entirely cure her—and it is certainly a great deal better that she should come
here, than go to Ireland, if she is unwell. Nobody
could nurse her, as we should do.”
“It appears to me the most desirable arrangement in the world.”
“And so she is to come to us next Friday or Saturday, and the Campbells leave town in their
way to Holyhead the Monday following—as you will find from Jane’s letter. So sudden!—You may guess,
dear Miss Woodhouse, what a flurry it has thrown me in! If it was not for the drawback of her
illness—but I am afraid we must expect to see her grown thin, and looking very poorly. I must
tell you what an
unlucky thing happened to me, as to that. I always make a point of reading
Jane’s letters through to myself first, before I read them aloud to my mother, you know, for fear
of there being any thing in them to distress her. Jane desired me to do it, so I always do: and so I
began to-day with my usual caution; but no sooner did I come to the mention of her being unwell,
than I burst out, quite frightened, with ‘Bless me! poor Jane is ill!’—which my mother, being on
the watch, heard distinctly
, and was sadly alarmed at. However, when I read on, I found it was not
near so bad as I had fancied at first; and I make so light of it now to her, that she does not think
much about it. But I cannot imagine how I could be so off my guard. If Jane does not get well soon,
we will call in Mr. Perry. The expense shall not be thought of; and though he is so liberal, and
so fond of Jane that I dare say he would not mean to charge any thing for attendance, we could not
suffer it to be so, you kn
ow. He has a wife and family to maintain, and is not to be giving away
his time. Well, now I have just given you a hint of what Jane writes about, we will turn to her
letter, and I am sure she tells her own story a great deal better than I can tell it for her.”
“I am afraid we must be running away,” said Emma, glancing at Harriet, and beginning to rise—“My
father will be expecting us. I had no intention, I thought I had no power of staying more than
five minutes, when I first entered the hou
se. I merely called, because I would not pass the
door without inquiring after Mrs. Bates; but I have been so pleasantly detained! Now, however,
we must wish you and Mrs. Bates good morning.” And not all that could be urged to detain her
succeeded. She regained the street—happy in this, that though much had been forced on her against
her will, though she had in fact heard the whole substance of Jane Fairfax’s letter, she
had been able to escape the letter itself. CHAPTER II
Jane Fairfax was
an orphan, the only child of Mrs. Bates’s youngest daughter.
The marriage of Lieut. Fairfax of the ——regiment of infantry, and Miss Jane Bates, had had its
day of fame and pleasure, hope and interest; but nothing now remained of it, save the
melancholy remembrance of him dying in action abroad—of his widow sinking under consumption
and grief soon afterwards—and this girl. By birth she belonged to Highbury: and when at
three years old, on losing her mother, she became the property, the charg
e, the consolation,
the foundling of her grandmother and aunt, there had seemed every probability of her being
permanently fixed there; of her being taught only what very limited means could command, and growing
up with no advantages of connexion or improvement, to be engrafted on what nature had given her
in a pleasing person, good understanding, and warm-hearted, well-meaning relations.
But the compassionate feelings of a friend of her father gave a change to her destiny.
This was Colonel
Campbell, who had very highly regarded Fairfax, as an excellent officer
and most deserving young man; and farther, had been indebted to him for such attentions,
during a severe camp-fever, as he believed had saved his life. These were claims which he did
not learn to overlook, though some years passed away from the death of poor Fairfax, before his
own return to England put any thing in his power. When he did return, he sought out the child
and took notice of her. He was a married man, wit
h only one living child, a girl, about Jane’s
age: and Jane became their guest, paying them long visits and growing a favourite with all; and
before she was nine years old, his daughter’s great fondness for her, and his own wish of being
a real friend, united to produce an offer from Colonel Campbell of undertaking the whole charge
of her education. It was accepted; and from that period Jane had belonged to Colonel Campbell’s
family, and had lived with them entirely, only visiting her grand
mother from time to time.
The plan was that she should be brought up for educating others; the very few hundred pounds
which she inherited from her father making independence impossible. To provide for her
otherwise was out of Colonel Campbell’s power; for though his income, by pay and appointments,
was handsome, his fortune was moderate and must be all his daughter’s; but, by giving her
an education, he hoped to be supplying the means of respectable subsistence hereafter.
Such was Jane Fair
fax’s history. She had fallen into good hands, known nothing but kindness
from the Campbells, and been given an excellent education. Living constantly with right-minded and
well-informed people, her heart and understanding had received every advantage of discipline and
culture; and Colonel Campbell’s residence being in London, every lighter talent had been done
full justice to, by the attendance of first-rate masters. Her disposition and abilities were
equally worthy of all that friendship
could do; and at eighteen or nineteen she was, as far
as such an early age can be qualified for the care of children, fully competent to the office of
instruction herself; but she was too much beloved to be parted with. Neither father nor mother could
promote, and the daughter could not endure it. The evil day was put off. It was easy to decide
that she was still too young; and Jane remained with them, sharing, as another daughter, in all
the rational pleasures of an elegant society, and a
judicious mixture of home and amusement,
with only the drawback of the future, the sobering suggestions of her own good understanding to
remind her that all this might soon be over. The affection of the whole family, the warm
attachment of Miss Campbell in particular, was the more honourable to each party from the
circumstance of Jane’s decided superiority both in beauty and acquirements. That nature had given it
in feature could not be unseen by the young woman, nor could her higher powers
of mind be
unfelt by the parents. They continued together with unabated regard however, till the
marriage of Miss Campbell, who by that chance, that luck which so often defies anticipation
in matrimonial affairs, giving attraction to what is moderate rather than to what is superior,
engaged the affections of Mr. Dixon, a young man, rich and agreeable, almost as soon as they were
acquainted; and was eligibly and happily settled, while Jane Fairfax had yet her bread to earn.
This event had v
ery lately taken place; too lately for any thing to be yet attempted by
her less fortunate friend towards entering on her path of duty; though she had now reached the age
which her own judgment had fixed on for beginning. She had long resolved that one-and-twenty
should be the period. With the fortitude of a devoted novitiate, she had resolved at
one-and-twenty to complete the sacrifice, and retire from all the pleasures of life, of
rational intercourse, equal society, peace and hope, to pe
nance and mortification for ever.
The good sense of Colonel and Mrs. Campbell could not oppose such a resolution, though
their feelings did. As long as they lived, no exertions would be necessary, their home
might be hers for ever; and for their own comfort they would have retained her wholly; but
this would be selfishness:—what must be at last, had better be soon. Perhaps they began to feel it
might have been kinder and wiser to have resisted the temptation of any delay, and spared her from
a taste of such enjoyments of ease and leisure as must now be relinquished. Still, however,
affection was glad to catch at any reasonable excuse for not hurrying on the wretched moment.
She had never been quite well since the time of their daughter’s marriage; and till she should
have completely recovered her usual strength, they must forbid her engaging in duties, which,
so far from being compatible with a weakened frame and varying spirits, seemed, under the
most favourable circumstance
s, to require something more than human perfection of body and
mind to be discharged with tolerable comfort. With regard to her not accompanying them to
Ireland, her account to her aunt contained nothing but truth, though there might be some
truths not told. It was her own choice to give the time of their absence to Highbury; to spend,
perhaps, her last months of perfect liberty with those kind relations to whom she was so very
dear: and the Campbells, whatever might be their motive or moti
ves, whether single, or double, or
treble, gave the arrangement their ready sanction, and said, that they depended more on a few months
spent in her native air, for the recovery of her health, than on any thing else. Certain it was
that she was to come; and that Highbury, instead of welcoming that perfect novelty which had been
so long promised it—Mr. Frank Churchill—must put up for the present with Jane Fairfax, who could
bring only the freshness of a two years’ absence. Emma was sorry;—to
have to pay civilities to
a person she did not like through three long months!—to be always doing more than she wished,
and less than she ought! Why she did not like Jane Fairfax might be a difficult question to answer;
Mr. Knightley had once told her it was because she saw in her the really accomplished young woman,
which she wanted to be thought herself; and though the accusation had been eagerly refuted at the
time, there were moments of self-examination in which her conscience could no
t quite acquit her.
But “she could never get acquainted with her: she did not know how it was, but there was such
coldness and reserve—such apparent indifference whether she pleased or not—and then, her aunt
was such an eternal talker!—and she was made such a fuss with by every body!—and it had
been always imagined that they were to be so intimate—because their ages were the same, every
body had supposed they must be so fond of each other.” These were her reasons—she had no better.
It was a
dislike so little just—every imputed fault was so magnified by fancy, that she
never saw Jane Fairfax the first time after any considerable absence, without feeling that she had
injured her; and now, when the due visit was paid, on her arrival, after a two years’ interval, she
was particularly struck with the very appearance and manners, which for those two whole years
she had been depreciating. Jane Fairfax was very elegant, remarkably elegant; and she had herself
the highest value for el
egance. Her height was pretty, just such as almost every body would think
tall, and nobody could think very tall; her figure particularly graceful; her size a most becoming
medium, between fat and thin, though a slight appearance of ill-health seemed to point out the
likeliest evil of the two. Emma could not but feel all this; and then, her face—her features—there
was more beauty in them altogether than she had remembered; it was not regular, but it was
very pleasing beauty. Her eyes, a dee
p grey, with dark eye-lashes and eyebrows, had never been
denied their praise; but the skin, which she had been used to cavil at, as wanting colour, had
a clearness and delicacy which really needed no fuller bloom. It was a style of beauty, of which
elegance was the reigning character, and as such, she must, in honour, by all her principles, admire
it:—elegance, which, whether of person or of mind, she saw so little in Highbury. There, not
to be vulgar, was distinction, and merit. In short,
she sat, during the first visit,
looking at Jane Fairfax with twofold complacency; the sense of pleasure and the sense of rendering
justice, and was determining that she would dislike her no longer. When she took in her
history, indeed, her situation, as well as her beauty; when she considered what all this elegance
was destined to, what she was going to sink from, how she was going to live, it seemed impossible
to feel any thing but compassion and respect; especially, if to every well-kno
wn particular
entitling her to interest, were added the highly probable circumstance of an attachment to Mr.
Dixon, which she had so naturally started to herself. In that case, nothing could be
more pitiable or more honourable than the sacrifices she had resolved on. Emma was very
willing now to acquit her of having seduced Mr. Dixon’s affections from his wife, or of any thing
mischievous which her imagination had suggested at first. If it were love, it might be simple,
single, successless
love on her side alone. She might have been unconsciously sucking in the sad
poison, while a sharer of his conversation with her friend; and from the best, the purest
of motives, might now be denying herself this visit to Ireland, and resolving to divide
herself effectually from him and his connexions by soon beginning her career of laborious duty.
Upon the whole, Emma left her with such softened, charitable feelings, as made
her look around in walking home, and lament that Highbury afforde
d no young
man worthy of giving her independence; nobody that she could wish to scheme about for her.
These were charming feelings—but not lasting. Before she had committed herself by any public
profession of eternal friendship for Jane Fairfax, or done more towards a recantation of past
prejudices and errors, than saying to Mr. Knightley, “She certainly is handsome; she is
better than handsome!” Jane had spent an evening at Hartfield with her grandmother and aunt, and
every thing was relap
sing much into its usual state. Former provocations reappeared. The aunt
was as tiresome as ever; more tiresome, because anxiety for her health was now added to admiration
of her powers; and they had to listen to the description of exactly how little bread and butter
she ate for breakfast, and how small a slice of mutton for dinner, as well as to see exhibitions
of new caps and new workbags for her mother and herself; and Jane’s offences rose again. They
had music; Emma was obliged to play;
and the thanks and praise which necessarily followed
appeared to her an affectation of candour, an air of greatness, meaning only to shew off in
higher style her own very superior performance. She was, besides, which was the worst of all, so
cold, so cautious! There was no getting at her real opinion. Wrapt up in a cloak of politeness,
she seemed determined to hazard nothing. She was disgustingly, was suspiciously reserved.
If any thing could be more, where all was most, she was more reserv
ed on the subject of Weymouth
and the Dixons than any thing. She seemed bent on giving no real insight into Mr. Dixon’s character,
or her own value for his company, or opinion of the suitableness of the match. It was all general
approbation and smoothness; nothing delineated or distinguished. It did her no service however. Her
caution was thrown away. Emma saw its artifice, and returned to her first surmises. There
probably was something more to conceal than her own preference; Mr. Dixon, p
erhaps, had been
very near changing one friend for the other, or been fixed only to Miss Campbell, for the
sake of the future twelve thousand pounds. The like reserve prevailed on other topics. She
and Mr. Frank Churchill had been at Weymouth at the same time. It was known that they were
a little acquainted; but not a syllable of real information could Emma procure as to what
he truly was. “Was he handsome?”—“She believed he was reckoned a very fine young man.” “Was
he agreeable?”—“He was
generally thought so.” “Did he appear a sensible young man; a young
man of information?”—“At a watering-place, or in a common London acquaintance, it was
difficult to decide on such points. Manners were all that could be safely judged of, under
a much longer knowledge than they had yet had of Mr. Churchill. She believed every body found his
manners pleasing.” Emma could not forgive her. CHAPTER III
Emma could not forgive her;—but as neither provocation nor resentment were discerned
by Mr. K
nightley, who had been of the party, and had seen only proper attention and pleasing
behaviour on each side, he was expressing the next morning, being at Hartfield again on business
with Mr. Woodhouse, his approbation of the whole; not so openly as he might have done had her father
been out of the room, but speaking plain enough to be very intelligible to Emma. He had been used
to think her unjust to Jane, and had now great pleasure in marking an improvement.
“A very pleasant evening,” he be
gan, as soon as Mr. Woodhouse had been talked into
what was necessary, told that he understood, and the papers swept away;—“particularly pleasant.
You and Miss Fairfax gave us some very good music. I do not know a more luxurious state, sir, than
sitting at one’s ease to be entertained a whole evening by two such young women; sometimes
with music and sometimes with conversation. I am sure Miss Fairfax must have found the
evening pleasant, Emma. You left nothing undone. I was glad you made he
r play so much,
for having no instrument at her grandmother’s, it must have been a real indulgence.”
“I am happy you approved,” said Emma, smiling; “but I hope I am not often deficient
in what is due to guests at Hartfield.” “No, my dear,” said her father instantly;
“that I am sure you are not. There is nobody half so attentive and civil as you are.
If any thing, you are too attentive. The muffin last night—if it had been handed round
once, I think it would have been enough.” “No,” said Mr.
Knightley, nearly at the same
time; “you are not often deficient; not often deficient either in manner or comprehension.
I think you understand me, therefore.” An arch look expressed—“I understand
you well enough;” but she said only, “Miss Fairfax is reserved.”
“I always told you she was—a little; but you will soon overcome all that part
of her reserve which ought to be overcome, all that has its foundation in diffidence.
What arises from discretion must be honoured.” “You think her diffid
ent. I do not see it.”
“My dear Emma,” said he, moving from his chair into one close by her, “you are not going to tell
me, I hope, that you had not a pleasant evening.” “Oh! no; I was pleased with my own perseverance
in asking questions; and amused to think how little information I obtained.”
“I am disappointed,” was his only answer. “I hope every body had a pleasant evening,” said
Mr. Woodhouse, in his quiet way. “I had. Once, I felt the fire rather too much; but then I
moved back my chair
a little, a very little, and it did not disturb me. Miss Bates was very
chatty and good-humoured, as she always is, though she speaks rather too quick. However,
she is very agreeable, and Mrs. Bates too, in a different way. I like old friends; and Miss
Jane Fairfax is a very pretty sort of young lady, a very pretty and a very well-behaved young lady
indeed. She must have found the evening agreeable, Mr. Knightley, because she had Emma.”
“True, sir; and Emma, because she had Miss Fairfax.”
E
mma saw his anxiety, and wishing to appease it, at least for the present, said, and
with a sincerity which no one could question— “She is a sort of elegant creature that one
cannot keep one’s eyes from. I am always watching her to admire; and I do pity her from my heart.”
Mr. Knightley looked as if he were more gratified than he cared to express; and before
he could make any reply, Mr. Woodhouse, whose thoughts were on the Bates’s, said—
“It is a great pity that their circumstances should be
so confined! a great pity indeed! and
I have often wished—but it is so little one can venture to do—small, trifling presents, of any
thing uncommon—Now we have killed a porker, and Emma thinks of sending them a loin or a
leg; it is very small and delicate—Hartfield pork is not like any other pork—but still it is
pork—and, my dear Emma, unless one could be sure of their making it into steaks, nicely fried,
as ours are fried, without the smallest grease, and not roast it, for no stomach can
bear roast pork—I think we had better send the leg—do not you think so, my dear?”
“My dear papa, I sent the whole hind-quarter. I knew you would wish it. There will
be the leg to be salted, you know, which is so very nice, and the loin to be
dressed directly in any manner they like.” “That’s right, my dear, very right.
I had not thought of it before, but that is the best way. They must not over-salt
the leg; and then, if it is not over-salted, and if it is very thoroughly boiled, just as
Se
rle boils ours, and eaten very moderately of, with a boiled turnip, and a little carrot or
parsnip, I do not consider it unwholesome.” “Emma,” said Mr. Knightley presently,
“I have a piece of news for you. You like news—and I heard an article in my way
hither that I think will interest you.” “News! Oh! yes, I always like news. What
is it?—why do you smile so?—where did you hear it?—at Randalls?”
He had time only to say, “No, not at Randalls; I have not been near
Randalls,” when the door was
thrown open, and Miss Bates and Miss Fairfax walked into the room.
Full of thanks, and full of news, Miss Bates knew not which to give quickest. Mr. Knightley soon saw
that he had lost his moment, and that not another syllable of communication could rest with him.
“Oh! my dear sir, how are you this morning? My dear Miss Woodhouse—I come quite over-powered.
Such a beautiful hind-quarter of pork! You are too bountiful! Have you heard the news?
Mr. Elton is going to be married.” Emma had not h
ad time even to think of
Mr. Elton, and she was so completely surprized that she could not avoid a little
start, and a little blush, at the sound. “There is my news:—I thought it would
interest you,” said Mr. Knightley, with a smile which implied a conviction of
some part of what had passed between them. “But where could you hear it?” cried Miss Bates.
“Where could you possibly hear it, Mr. Knightley? For it is not five minutes since I received Mrs.
Cole’s note—no, it cannot be more than f
ive—or at least ten—for I had got my bonnet and spencer
on, just ready to come out—I was only gone down to speak to Patty again about the pork—Jane
was standing in the passage—were not you, Jane?—for my mother was so afraid that we had
not any salting-pan large enough. So I said I would go down and see, and Jane said, ‘Shall I go
down instead? for I think you have a little cold, and Patty has been washing the kitchen.’—‘Oh!
my dear,’ said I—well, and just then came the note. A Miss Hawkins—
that’s all I know. A
Miss Hawkins of Bath. But, Mr. Knightley, how could you possibly have heard it? for the
very moment Mr. Cole told Mrs. Cole of it, she sat down and wrote to me. A Miss Hawkins—”
“I was with Mr. Cole on business an hour and a half ago. He had just read Elton’s letter as I
was shewn in, and handed it to me directly.” “Well! that is quite—I suppose there never was
a piece of news more generally interesting. My dear sir, you really are too bountiful. My mother
desires her v
ery best compliments and regards, and a thousand thanks, and says
you really quite oppress her.” “We consider our Hartfield pork,” replied
Mr. Woodhouse—“indeed it certainly is, so very superior to all other pork, that Emma
and I cannot have a greater pleasure than—” “Oh! my dear sir, as my mother says, our friends
are only too good to us. If ever there were people who, without having great wealth themselves, had
every thing they could wish for, I am sure it is us. We may well say that ‘our
lot is cast
in a goodly heritage.’ Well, Mr. Knightley, and so you actually saw the letter; well—”
“It was short—merely to announce—but cheerful, exulting, of course.”— Here was a sly glance
at Emma. “He had been so fortunate as to—I forget the precise words—one has no business to
remember them. The information was, as you state, that he was going to be married to a Miss Hawkins.
By his style, I should imagine it just settled.” “Mr. Elton going to be married!” said Emma,
as soon as she cou
ld speak. “He will have every body’s wishes for his happiness.”
“He is very young to settle,” was Mr. Woodhouse’s observation. “He had better not be in
a hurry. He seemed to me very well off as he was. We were always glad to see him at Hartfield.”
“A new neighbour for us all, Miss Woodhouse!” said Miss Bates, joyfully; “my mother
is so pleased!—she says she cannot bear to have the poor old Vicarage without a
mistress. This is great news, indeed. Jane, you have never seen Mr. Elton!—no wonder
that you have such a curiosity to see him.” Jane’s curiosity did not appear of that
absorbing nature as wholly to occupy her. “No—I have never seen Mr. Elton,”
she replied, starting on this appeal; “is he—is he a tall man?”
“Who shall answer that question?” cried Emma. “My father would say ‘yes,’ Mr.
Knightley ‘no;’ and Miss Bates and I that he is just the happy medium. When you have
been here a little longer, Miss Fairfax, you will understand that Mr. Elton is the standard of
perfection i
n Highbury, both in person and mind.” “Very true, Miss Woodhouse, so she will. He is
the very best young man—But, my dear Jane, if you remember, I told you yesterday he was precisely
the height of Mr. Perry. Miss Hawkins,—I dare say, an excellent young woman. His extreme attention to
my mother—wanting her to sit in the vicarage pew, that she might hear the better, for my mother
is a little deaf, you know—it is not much, but she does not hear quite quick. Jane says
that Colonel Campbell is a
little deaf. He fancied bathing might be good for it—the warm
bath—but she says it did him no lasting benefit. Colonel Campbell, you know, is quite our angel.
And Mr. Dixon seems a very charming young man, quite worthy of him. It is such a happiness when
good people get together—and they always do. Now, here will be Mr. Elton and Miss Hawkins; and
there are the Coles, such very good people; and the Perrys—I suppose there never was a happier
or a better couple than Mr. and Mrs. Perry. I say
, sir,” turning to Mr. Woodhouse, “I think
there are few places with such society as Highbury. I always say, we are quite
blessed in our neighbours.—My dear sir, if there is one thing my mother loves better
than another, it is pork—a roast loin of pork—” “As to who, or what Miss Hawkins is, or how long
he has been acquainted with her,” said Emma, “nothing I suppose can be known. One feels
that it cannot be a very long acquaintance. He has been gone only four weeks.”
Nobody had any informati
on to give; and, after a few more wonderings, Emma said,
“You are silent, Miss Fairfax—but I hope you mean to take an interest in this news.
You, who have been hearing and seeing so much of late on these subjects, who must
have been so deep in the business on Miss Campbell’s account—we shall not excuse your being
indifferent about Mr. Elton and Miss Hawkins.” “When I have seen Mr. Elton,” replied Jane,
“I dare say I shall be interested—but I believe it requires that with me. And as it
is so
me months since Miss Campbell married, the impression may be a little worn off.”
“Yes, he has been gone just four weeks, as you observe, Miss Woodhouse,” said Miss Bates,
“four weeks yesterday.—A Miss Hawkins!—Well, I had always rather fancied it would be some young
lady hereabouts; not that I ever—Mrs. Cole once whispered to me—but I immediately said, ‘No, Mr.
Elton is a most worthy young man—but’—In short, I do not think I am particularly quick at those
sort of discoveries. I do not preten
d to it. What is before me, I see. At the same time,
nobody could wonder if Mr. Elton should have aspired—Miss Woodhouse lets me chatter on, so
good-humouredly. She knows I would not offend for the world. How does Miss Smith do? She seems
quite recovered now. Have you heard from Mrs. John Knightley lately? Oh! those dear little children.
Jane, do you know I always fancy Mr. Dixon like Mr. John Knightley. I mean in person—tall, and
with that sort of look—and not very talkative.” “Quite wrong
, my dear aunt;
there is no likeness at all.” “Very odd! but one never does form a just idea
of any body beforehand. One takes up a notion, and runs away with it. Mr. Dixon, you say,
is not, strictly speaking, handsome?” “Handsome! Oh! no—far from it—certainly
plain. I told you he was plain.” “My dear, you said that Miss Campbell would not
allow him to be plain, and that you yourself—” “Oh! as for me, my judgment is worth nothing.
Where I have a regard, I always think a person well-looking
. But I gave what I believed the
general opinion, when I called him plain.” “Well, my dear Jane, I believe we must be
running away. The weather does not look well, and grandmama will be uneasy. You are too
obliging, my dear Miss Woodhouse; but we really must take leave. This has been a most agreeable
piece of news indeed. I shall just go round by Mrs. Cole’s; but I shall not stop three minutes:
and, Jane, you had better go home directly—I would not have you out in a shower!—We think she is
the better for Highbury already. Thank you, we do indeed. I shall not attempt calling on Mrs.
Goddard, for I really do not think she cares for any thing but boiled pork: when we dress the leg
it will be another thing. Good morning to you, my dear sir. Oh! Mr. Knightley is coming too.
Well, that is so very!—I am sure if Jane is tired, you will be so kind as to give her your arm.—Mr.
Elton, and Miss Hawkins!—Good morning to you.” Emma, alone with her father, had half her
attention wanted by
him while he lamented that young people would be in such a hurry to marry—and
to marry strangers too—and the other half she could give to her own view of the subject. It was
to herself an amusing and a very welcome piece of news, as proving that Mr. Elton could not have
suffered long; but she was sorry for Harriet: Harriet must feel it—and all that she could hope
was, by giving the first information herself, to save her from hearing it abruptly from others.
It was now about the time that sh
e was likely to call. If she were to meet Miss Bates in
her way!—and upon its beginning to rain, Emma was obliged to expect that the weather
would be detaining her at Mrs. Goddard’s, and that the intelligence would undoubtedly
rush upon her without preparation. The shower was heavy, but short; and it had not
been over five minutes, when in came Harriet, with just the heated, agitated look which hurrying
thither with a full heart was likely to give; and the “Oh! Miss Woodhouse, what do you t
hink
has happened!” which instantly burst forth, had all the evidence of corresponding perturbation.
As the blow was given, Emma felt that she could not now shew greater kindness than in listening;
and Harriet, unchecked, ran eagerly through what she had to tell. “She had set out from Mrs.
Goddard’s half an hour ago—she had been afraid it would rain—she had been afraid it would pour
down every moment—but she thought she might get to Hartfield first—she had hurried on as fast
as possible; b
ut then, as she was passing by the house where a young woman was making up a gown
for her, she thought she would just step in and see how it went on; and though she did not seem to
stay half a moment there, soon after she came out it began to rain, and she did not know what to do;
so she ran on directly, as fast as she could, and took shelter at Ford’s.”—Ford’s was the principal
woollen-draper, linen-draper, and haberdasher’s shop united; the shop first in size and fashion in
the place.—“An
d so, there she had set, without an idea of any thing in the world, full ten minutes,
perhaps—when, all of a sudden, who should come in—to be sure it was so very odd!—but they always
dealt at Ford’s—who should come in, but Elizabeth Martin and her brother!—Dear Miss Woodhouse!
only think. I thought I should have fainted. I did not know what to do. I was sitting near the
door—Elizabeth saw me directly; but he did not; he was busy with the umbrella. I am sure she saw me,
but she looked away d
irectly, and took no notice; and they both went to quite the farther end of the
shop; and I kept sitting near the door!—Oh! dear; I was so miserable! I am sure I must have been as
white as my gown. I could not go away you know, because of the rain; but I did so wish myself
anywhere in the world but there.—Oh! dear, Miss Woodhouse—well, at last, I fancy, he looked
round and saw me; for instead of going on with her buyings, they began whispering to one another. I
am sure they were talking of
me; and I could not help thinking that he was persuading her to speak
to me—(do you think he was, Miss Woodhouse?)—for presently she came forward—came quite up to
me, and asked me how I did, and seemed ready to shake hands, if I would. She did not do any
of it in the same way that she used; I could see she was altered; but, however, she seemed to
try to be very friendly, and we shook hands, and stood talking some time; but I know no more
what I said—I was in such a tremble!—I remember she s
aid she was sorry we never met now; which
I thought almost too kind! Dear, Miss Woodhouse, I was absolutely miserable! By that time, it
was beginning to hold up, and I was determined that nothing should stop me from getting away—and
then—only think!—I found he was coming up towards me too—slowly you know, and as if he did not
quite know what to do; and so he came and spoke, and I answered—and I stood for a minute, feeling
dreadfully, you know, one can’t tell how; and then I took courage, an
d said it did not rain,
and I must go; and so off I set; and I had not got three yards from the door, when he came after
me, only to say, if I was going to Hartfield, he thought I had much better go round by Mr.
Cole’s stables, for I should find the near way quite floated by this rain. Oh! dear, I thought
it would have been the death of me! So I said, I was very much obliged to him: you know I could
not do less; and then he went back to Elizabeth, and I came round by the stables—I believe I
did—but I hardly knew where I was, or any thing about it. Oh! Miss Woodhouse, I would rather done
any thing than have it happen: and yet, you know, there was a sort of satisfaction in seeing him
behave so pleasantly and so kindly. And Elizabeth, too. Oh! Miss Woodhouse, do talk to
me and make me comfortable again.” Very sincerely did Emma wish to do so; but
it was not immediately in her power. She was obliged to stop and think. She was not thoroughly
comfortable herself. The young man’s c
onduct, and his sister’s, seemed the result of real
feeling, and she could not but pity them. As Harriet described it, there had been an
interesting mixture of wounded affection and genuine delicacy in their behaviour. But
she had believed them to be well-meaning, worthy people before; and what difference did this
make in the evils of the connexion? It was folly to be disturbed by it. Of course, he must be sorry
to lose her—they must be all sorry. Ambition, as well as love, had probably bee
n mortified.
They might all have hoped to rise by Harriet’s acquaintance: and besides, what was the value
of Harriet’s description?—So easily pleased—so little discerning;—what signified her praise?
She exerted herself, and did try to make her comfortable, by considering all
that had passed as a mere trifle, and quite unworthy of being dwelt on,
“It might be distressing, for the moment,” said she; “but you seem to have behaved extremely
well; and it is over—and may never—can never, as a firs
t meeting, occur again, and
therefore you need not think about it.” Harriet said, “very true,” and she “would not
think about it;” but still she talked of it—still she could talk of nothing else; and Emma, at
last, in order to put the Martins out of her head, was obliged to hurry on the news, which she
had meant to give with so much tender caution; hardly knowing herself whether to rejoice
or be angry, ashamed or only amused, at such a state of mind in poor Harriet—such a
conclusion of Mr.
Elton’s importance with her! Mr. Elton’s rights, however, gradually revived.
Though she did not feel the first intelligence as she might have done the day before, or an
hour before, its interest soon increased; and before their first conversation was over,
she had talked herself into all the sensations of curiosity, wonder and regret, pain and
pleasure, as to this fortunate Miss Hawkins, which could conduce to place the Martins
under proper subordination in her fancy. Emma learned to be ra
ther glad that there had
been such a meeting. It had been serviceable in deadening the first shock, without retaining
any influence to alarm. As Harriet now lived, the Martins could not get at her, without seeking her,
where hitherto they had wanted either the courage or the condescension to seek her; for since her
refusal of the brother, the sisters never had been at Mrs. Goddard’s; and a twelvemonth might
pass without their being thrown together again, with any necessity, or even any powe
r of speech.
CHAPTER IV Human nature is so well disposed towards
those who are in interesting situations, that a young person, who either marries or
dies, is sure of being kindly spoken of. A week had not passed since Miss Hawkins’s name
was first mentioned in Highbury, before she was, by some means or other, discovered to have every
recommendation of person and mind; to be handsome, elegant, highly accomplished, and perfectly
amiable: and when Mr. Elton himself arrived to triumph in his ha
ppy prospects, and circulate
the fame of her merits, there was very little more for him to do, than to tell her Christian name,
and say whose music she principally played. Mr. Elton returned, a very happy man. He had
gone away rejected and mortified—disappointed in a very sanguine hope, after a series of what
appeared to him strong encouragement; and not only losing the right lady, but finding himself
debased to the level of a very wrong one. He had gone away deeply offended—he came back en
gaged
to another—and to another as superior, of course, to the first, as under such circumstances what is
gained always is to what is lost. He came back gay and self-satisfied, eager and busy, caring nothing
for Miss Woodhouse, and defying Miss Smith. The charming Augusta Hawkins, in addition to all
the usual advantages of perfect beauty and merit, was in possession of an independent fortune, of
so many thousands as would always be called ten; a point of some dignity, as well as
some conve
nience: the story told well; he had not thrown himself away—he had gained
a woman of 10,000 l. or thereabouts; and he had gained her with such delightful rapidity—the
first hour of introduction had been so very soon followed by distinguishing notice; the history
which he had to give Mrs. Cole of the rise and progress of the affair was so glorious—the
steps so quick, from the accidental rencontre, to the dinner at Mr. Green’s, and the
party at Mrs. Brown’s—smiles and blushes rising in import
ance—with consciousness and
agitation richly scattered—the lady had been so easily impressed—so sweetly disposed—had
in short, to use a most intelligible phrase, been so very ready to have him, that vanity
and prudence were equally contented. He had caught both substance and
shadow—both fortune and affection, and was just the happy man he ought to be; talking
only of himself and his own concerns—expecting to be congratulated—ready to be laughed at—and, with
cordial, fearless smiles, now ad
dressing all the young ladies of the place, to whom, a few weeks
ago, he would have been more cautiously gallant. The wedding was no distant event, as the parties
had only themselves to please, and nothing but the necessary preparations to wait for; and when
he set out for Bath again, there was a general expectation, which a certain glance of Mrs.
Cole’s did not seem to contradict, that when he next entered Highbury he would bring his bride.
During his present short stay, Emma had barely see
n him; but just enough to feel that the first
meeting was over, and to give her the impression of his not being improved by the mixture of pique
and pretension, now spread over his air. She was, in fact, beginning very much to wonder that
she had ever thought him pleasing at all; and his sight was so inseparably connected
with some very disagreeable feelings, that, except in a moral light, as a penance, a lesson, a
source of profitable humiliation to her own mind, she would have been thankf
ul to be assured of
never seeing him again. She wished him very well; but he gave her pain, and his welfare twenty
miles off would administer most satisfaction. The pain of his continued residence in
Highbury, however, must certainly be lessened by his marriage. Many vain solicitudes
would be prevented—many awkwardnesses smoothed by it. A Mrs. Elton would be an excuse for any
change of intercourse; former intimacy might sink without remark. It would be almost
beginning their life of civili
ty again. Of the lady, individually, Emma thought very
little. She was good enough for Mr. Elton, no doubt; accomplished enough for Highbury—handsome
enough—to look plain, probably, by Harriet’s side. As to connexion, there Emma was perfectly easy;
persuaded, that after all his own vaunted claims and disdain of Harriet, he had done nothing. On
that article, truth seemed attainable. What she was, must be uncertain; but who she was,
might be found out; and setting aside the 10,000 l., it did
not appear that she was at all
Harriet’s superior. She brought no name, no blood, no alliance. Miss Hawkins was the youngest
of the two daughters of a Bristol—merchant, of course, he must be called; but, as the whole
of the profits of his mercantile life appeared so very moderate, it was not unfair to guess
the dignity of his line of trade had been very moderate also. Part of every winter she had been
used to spend in Bath; but Bristol was her home, the very heart of Bristol; for though the
father
and mother had died some years ago, an uncle remained—in the law line—nothing more distinctly
honourable was hazarded of him, than that he was in the law line; and with him the daughter had
lived. Emma guessed him to be the drudge of some attorney, and too stupid to rise. And all the
grandeur of the connexion seemed dependent on the elder sister, who was very well married,
to a gentleman in a great way, near Bristol, who kept two carriages! That was the wind-up of
the history; that
was the glory of Miss Hawkins. Could she but have given Harriet her feelings
about it all! She had talked her into love; but, alas! she was not so easily to be talked
out of it. The charm of an object to occupy the many vacancies of Harriet’s mind was not to be
talked away. He might be superseded by another; he certainly would indeed; nothing could be clearer;
even a Robert Martin would have been sufficient; but nothing else, she feared, would cure her.
Harriet was one of those, who, havin
g once begun, would be always in love. And now, poor girl! she
was considerably worse from this reappearance of Mr. Elton. She was always having a glimpse of
him somewhere or other. Emma saw him only once; but two or three times every day Harriet was
sure just to meet with him, or just to miss him, just to hear his voice, or see his shoulder,
just to have something occur to preserve him in her fancy, in all the favouring warmth of
surprize and conjecture. She was, moreover, perpetually hear
ing about him; for, excepting
when at Hartfield, she was always among those who saw no fault in Mr. Elton, and found nothing
so interesting as the discussion of his concerns; and every report, therefore, every guess—all
that had already occurred, all that might occur in the arrangement of his affairs, comprehending
income, servants, and furniture, was continually in agitation around her. Her regard was
receiving strength by invariable praise of him, and her regrets kept alive, and feelings
irritated by ceaseless repetitions of Miss Hawkins’s happiness, and continual observation
of, how much he seemed attached!—his air as he walked by the house—the very sitting of his hat,
being all in proof of how much he was in love! Had it been allowable entertainment, had there
been no pain to her friend, or reproach to herself, in the waverings of Harriet’s mind,
Emma would have been amused by its variations. Sometimes Mr. Elton predominated, sometimes the
Martins; and each was occasiona
lly useful as a check to the other. Mr. Elton’s engagement had
been the cure of the agitation of meeting Mr. Martin. The unhappiness produced by the knowledge
of that engagement had been a little put aside by Elizabeth Martin’s calling at Mrs. Goddard’s a
few days afterwards. Harriet had not been at home; but a note had been prepared and left for
her, written in the very style to touch; a small mixture of reproach, with a great deal
of kindness; and till Mr. Elton himself appeared, she had
been much occupied by it, continually
pondering over what could be done in return, and wishing to do more than she dared to confess.
But Mr. Elton, in person, had driven away all such cares. While he staid, the Martins were
forgotten; and on the very morning of his setting off for Bath again, Emma, to dissipate
some of the distress it occasioned, judged it best for her to return Elizabeth Martin’s visit.
How that visit was to be acknowledged—what would be necessary—and what might be safest,
had been
a point of some doubtful consideration. Absolute neglect of the mother and sisters, when invited
to come, would be ingratitude. It must not be: and yet the danger of a renewal of the acquaintance—!
After much thinking, she could determine on nothing better, than Harriet’s returning
the visit; but in a way that, if they had understanding, should convince them that it was to
be only a formal acquaintance. She meant to take her in the carriage, leave her at the Abbey Mill,
while she d
rove a little farther, and call for her again so soon, as to allow no time for insidious
applications or dangerous recurrences to the past, and give the most decided proof of what
degree of intimacy was chosen for the future. She could think of nothing better: and though
there was something in it which her own heart could not approve—something of ingratitude,
merely glossed over—it must be done, or what would become of Harriet?
CHAPTER V Small heart had Harriet for visiting. Only
half an ho
ur before her friend called for her at Mrs. Goddard’s, her evil stars had led her
to the very spot where, at that moment, a trunk, directed to The Rev. Philip Elton, White-Hart,
Bath, was to be seen under the operation of being lifted into the butcher’s cart, which was
to convey it to where the coaches past; and every thing in this world, excepting that trunk
and the direction, was consequently a blank. She went, however; and when they reached
the farm, and she was to be put down, at the en
d of the broad, neat gravel walk, which led
between espalier apple-trees to the front door, the sight of every thing which had given
her so much pleasure the autumn before, was beginning to revive a little local agitation;
and when they parted, Emma observed her to be looking around with a sort of fearful curiosity,
which determined her not to allow the visit to exceed the proposed quarter of an hour. She went
on herself, to give that portion of time to an old servant who was married, and s
ettled in Donwell.
The quarter of an hour brought her punctually to the white gate again; and Miss Smith receiving
her summons, was with her without delay, and unattended by any alarming young man. She
came solitarily down the gravel walk—a Miss Martin just appearing at the door, and parting
with her seemingly with ceremonious civility. Harriet could not very soon give an intelligible
account. She was feeling too much; but at last Emma collected from her enough to understand
the sort of mee
ting, and the sort of pain it was creating. She had seen only Mrs. Martin and
the two girls. They had received her doubtingly, if not coolly; and nothing beyond the merest
commonplace had been talked almost all the time—till just at last, when Mrs. Martin’s saying,
all of a sudden, that she thought Miss Smith was grown, had brought on a more interesting
subject, and a warmer manner. In that very room she had been measured last September, with
her two friends. There were the pencilled marks
and memorandums on the wainscot by the window. He
had done it. They all seemed to remember the day, the hour, the party, the occasion—to feel the
same consciousness, the same regrets—to be ready to return to the same good understanding; and they
were just growing again like themselves, (Harriet, as Emma must suspect, as ready as the best of
them to be cordial and happy,) when the carriage reappeared, and all was over. The style of the
visit, and the shortness of it, were then felt to be dec
isive. Fourteen minutes to be given to those
with whom she had thankfully passed six weeks not six months ago!—Emma could not but picture it
all, and feel how justly they might resent, how naturally Harriet must suffer. It was a bad
business. She would have given a great deal, or endured a great deal, to have had the Martins
in a higher rank of life. They were so deserving, that a little higher should have been enough:
but as it was, how could she have done otherwise?—Impossible!—She could
not repent.
They must be separated; but there was a great deal of pain in the process—so much to herself
at this time, that she soon felt the necessity of a little consolation, and resolved on going
home by way of Randalls to procure it. Her mind was quite sick of Mr. Elton and the Martins. The
refreshment of Randalls was absolutely necessary. It was a good scheme; but on driving to the door
they heard that neither “master nor mistress was at home;” they had both been out some time;
the ma
n believed they were gone to Hartfield. “This is too bad,” cried Emma, as they turned
away. “And now we shall just miss them; too provoking!—I do not know when I have been so
disappointed.” And she leaned back in the corner, to indulge her murmurs, or to reason them
away; probably a little of both—such being the commonest process of a not ill-disposed mind.
Presently the carriage stopt; she looked up; it was stopt by Mr. and Mrs. Weston, who were
standing to speak to her. There was instant
pleasure in the sight of them, and still
greater pleasure was conveyed in sound—for Mr. Weston immediately accosted her with,
“How d’ye do?—how d’ye do?—We have been sitting with your father—glad to see him so well. Frank
comes to-morrow—I had a letter this morning—we see him to-morrow by dinner-time to a certainty—he
is at Oxford to-day, and he comes for a whole fortnight; I knew it would be so. If he had come
at Christmas he could not have staid three days; I was always glad he did not com
e at Christmas;
now we are going to have just the right weather for him, fine, dry, settled weather.
We shall enjoy him completely; every thing has turned out exactly as we could wish.”
There was no resisting such news, no possibility of avoiding the influence of such a happy face
as Mr. Weston’s, confirmed as it all was by the words and the countenance of his wife, fewer and
quieter, but not less to the purpose. To know that she thought his coming certain was enough to make
Emma consider i
t so, and sincerely did she rejoice in their joy. It was a most delightful reanimation
of exhausted spirits. The worn-out past was sunk in the freshness of what was coming; and in
the rapidity of half a moment’s thought, she hoped Mr. Elton would now be talked of no more.
Mr. Weston gave her the history of the engagements at Enscombe, which allowed his son to answer for
having an entire fortnight at his command, as well as the route and the method of his journey; and
she listened, and smiled
, and congratulated. “I shall soon bring him over to
Hartfield,” said he, at the conclusion. Emma could imagine she saw a touch of
the arm at this speech, from his wife. “We had better move on, Mr. Weston,”
said she, “we are detaining the girls.” “Well, well, I am ready;”—and turning again
to Emma, “but you must not be expecting such a very fine young man; you have only
had my account you know; I dare say he is really nothing extraordinary:”—though
his own sparkling eyes at the moment were
speaking a very different conviction.
Emma could look perfectly unconscious and innocent, and answer in a
manner that appropriated nothing. “Think of me to-morrow, my dear Emma, about four
o’clock,” was Mrs. Weston’s parting injunction; spoken with some anxiety, and meant only for her.
“Four o’clock!—depend upon it he will be here by three,” was Mr. Weston’s quick amendment; and so
ended a most satisfactory meeting. Emma’s spirits were mounted quite up to happiness; every thing
wore a diffe
rent air; James and his horses seemed not half so sluggish as before. When she looked
at the hedges, she thought the elder at least must soon be coming out; and when she turned
round to Harriet, she saw something like a look of spring, a tender smile even there.
“Will Mr. Frank Churchill pass through Bath as well as Oxford?”—was a question,
however, which did not augur much. But neither geography nor tranquillity could
come all at once, and Emma was now in a humour to resolve that they shoul
d both come in time.
The morning of the interesting day arrived, and Mrs. Weston’s faithful pupil did not forget
either at ten, or eleven, or twelve o’clock, that she was to think of her at four.
“My dear, dear anxious friend,”—said she, in mental soliloquy, while walking downstairs from
her own room, “always overcareful for every body’s comfort but your own; I see you now in all your
little fidgets, going again and again into his room, to be sure that all is right.” The clock
struck twelve
as she passed through the hall. “’Tis twelve; I shall not forget to think of you
four hours hence; and by this time to-morrow, perhaps, or a little later, I may be thinking
of the possibility of their all calling here. I am sure they will bring him soon.”
She opened the parlour door, and saw two gentlemen sitting with her father—Mr. Weston and
his son. They had been arrived only a few minutes, and Mr. Weston had scarcely finished his
explanation of Frank’s being a day before his time, and he
r father was yet in the midst
of his very civil welcome and congratulations, when she appeared, to have her share of
surprize, introduction, and pleasure. The Frank Churchill so long talked of, so
high in interest, was actually before her—he was presented to her, and she did not think too
much had been said in his praise; he was a very good looking young man; height, air, address,
all were unexceptionable, and his countenance had a great deal of the spirit and liveliness of
his father’s; h
e looked quick and sensible. She felt immediately that she should like him;
and there was a well-bred ease of manner, and a readiness to talk, which convinced her
that he came intending to be acquainted with her, and that acquainted they soon must be.
He had reached Randalls the evening before. She was pleased with the eagerness
to arrive which had made him alter his plan, and travel earlier, later, and quicker,
that he might gain half a day. “I told you yesterday,” cried Mr. Weston
with ex
ultation, “I told you all that he would be here before the time named.
I remembered what I used to do myself. One cannot creep upon a journey; one cannot
help getting on faster than one has planned; and the pleasure of coming in upon one’s friends
before the look-out begins, is worth a great deal more than any little exertion it needs.”
“It is a great pleasure where one can indulge in it,” said the young man, “though there are not
many houses that I should presume on so far; but in coming ho
me I felt I might do any thing.”
The word home made his father look on him with fresh complacency. Emma was directly sure that he
knew how to make himself agreeable; the conviction was strengthened by what followed. He was very
much pleased with Randalls, thought it a most admirably arranged house, would hardly allow it
even to be very small, admired the situation, the walk to Highbury, Highbury itself, Hartfield
still more, and professed himself to have always felt the sort of interest in t
he country which
none but one’s own country gives, and the greatest curiosity to visit it. That he should never have
been able to indulge so amiable a feeling before, passed suspiciously through Emma’s brain; but
still, if it were a falsehood, it was a pleasant one, and pleasantly handled. His manner had no air
of study or exaggeration. He did really look and speak as if in a state of no common enjoyment.
Their subjects in general were such as belong to an opening acquaintance. On his
side
were the inquiries,—“Was she a horsewoman?—Pleasant rides?—Pleasant walks?—Had
they a large neighbourhood?—Highbury, perhaps, afforded society enough?—There were several
very pretty houses in and about it.—Balls—had they balls?—Was it a musical society?”
But when satisfied on all these points, and their acquaintance proportionably advanced,
he contrived to find an opportunity, while their two fathers were engaged with each other, of
introducing his mother-in-law, and speaking of her with so
much handsome praise, so much warm
admiration, so much gratitude for the happiness she secured to his father, and her very kind
reception of himself, as was an additional proof of his knowing how to please—and of his certainly
thinking it worth while to try to please her. He did not advance a word of praise beyond what she
knew to be thoroughly deserved by Mrs. Weston; but, undoubtedly he could know very little of
the matter. He understood what would be welcome; he could be sure of little e
lse. “His father’s
marriage,” he said, “had been the wisest measure, every friend must rejoice in it; and the
family from whom he had received such a blessing must be ever considered as having
conferred the highest obligation on him.” He got as near as he could to thanking her
for Miss Taylor’s merits, without seeming quite to forget that in the common course of
things it was to be rather supposed that Miss Taylor had formed Miss Woodhouse’s character,
than Miss Woodhouse Miss Taylor’s. An
d at last, as if resolved to qualify his opinion
completely for travelling round to its object, he wound it all up with astonishment
at the youth and beauty of her person. “Elegant, agreeable manners, I was prepared
for,” said he; “but I confess that, considering every thing, I had not expected more than a very
tolerably well-looking woman of a certain age; I did not know that I was to find a
pretty young woman in Mrs. Weston.” “You cannot see too much perfection in Mrs. Weston
for my feel
ings,” said Emma; “were you to guess her to be eighteen, I should listen with pleasure;
but she would be ready to quarrel with you for using such words. Don’t let her imagine that you
have spoken of her as a pretty young woman.” “I hope I should know better,” he replied;
“no, depend upon it, (with a gallant bow,) that in addressing Mrs. Weston I should
understand whom I might praise without any danger of being thought extravagant in my terms.”
Emma wondered whether the same suspicion of what
might be expected from their knowing each other,
which had taken strong possession of her mind, had ever crossed his; and whether his compliments
were to be considered as marks of acquiescence, or proofs of defiance. She must see
more of him to understand his ways; at present she only felt they were agreeable.
She had no doubt of what Mr. Weston was often thinking about. His quick eye she detected
again and again glancing towards them with a happy expression; and even, when
he might have d
etermined not to look, she was confident that he was often listening.
Her own father’s perfect exemption from any thought of the kind, the entire deficiency in
him of all such sort of penetration or suspicion, was a most comfortable circumstance.
Happily he was not farther from approving matrimony than from foreseeing it.—Though always
objecting to every marriage that was arranged, he never suffered beforehand from the apprehension
of any; it seemed as if he could not think so ill of any two
persons’ understanding as to
suppose they meant to marry till it were proved against them. She blessed the favouring
blindness. He could now, without the drawback of a single unpleasant surmise, without a glance
forward at any possible treachery in his guest, give way to all his natural kind-hearted
civility in solicitous inquiries after Mr. Frank Churchill’s accommodation on his journey, through
the sad evils of sleeping two nights on the road, and express very genuine unmixed anxiety to
know
that he had certainly escaped catching cold—which, however, he could not allow him to feel quite
assured of himself till after another night. A reasonable visit paid, Mr. Weston began
to move.—“He must be going. He had business at the Crown about his hay, and a great many
errands for Mrs. Weston at Ford’s, but he need not hurry any body else.” His son, too well bred
to hear the hint, rose immediately also, saying, “As you are going farther on business, sir, I
will take the opportunity
of paying a visit, which must be paid some day or other, and
therefore may as well be paid now. I have the honour of being acquainted with a neighbour
of yours, (turning to Emma,) a lady residing in or near Highbury; a family of the name of
Fairfax. I shall have no difficulty, I suppose, in finding the house; though Fairfax, I believe,
is not the proper name—I should rather say Barnes, or Bates. Do you know any family of that name?”
“To be sure we do,” cried his father; “Mrs. Bates—we passe
d her house—I saw Miss Bates at the
window. True, true, you are acquainted with Miss Fairfax; I remember you knew her at Weymouth, and
a fine girl she is. Call upon her, by all means.” “There is no necessity for my calling
this morning,” said the young man; “another day would do as well; but there was
that degree of acquaintance at Weymouth which—” “Oh! go to-day, go to-day. Do not defer it. What
is right to be done cannot be done too soon. And, besides, I must give you a hint, Frank; any w
ant
of attention to her here should be carefully avoided. You saw her with the Campbells, when
she was the equal of every body she mixed with, but here she is with a poor old grandmother, who
has barely enough to live on. If you do not call early it will be a slight.”
The son looked convinced. “I have heard her speak of the acquaintance,”
said Emma; “she is a very elegant young woman.” He agreed to it, but with so quiet a “Yes,” as
inclined her almost to doubt his real concurrence; and yet
there must be a very distinct sort
of elegance for the fashionable world, if Jane Fairfax could be thought
only ordinarily gifted with it. “If you were never particularly struck
by her manners before,” said she, “I think you will to-day. You will see
her to advantage; see her and hear her—no, I am afraid you will not hear her at all, for
she has an aunt who never holds her tongue.” “You are acquainted with Miss Jane Fairfax, sir,
are you?” said Mr. Woodhouse, always the last to make his wa
y in conversation; “then give me
leave to assure you that you will find her a very agreeable young lady. She is staying
here on a visit to her grandmama and aunt, very worthy people; I have known them all my
life. They will be extremely glad to see you, I am sure; and one of my servants shall
go with you to shew you the way.” “My dear sir, upon no account in the
world; my father can direct me.” “But your father is not going so far; he
is only going to the Crown, quite on the other side of
the street, and there are a great
many houses; you might be very much at a loss, and it is a very dirty walk, unless you keep
on the footpath; but my coachman can tell you where you had best cross the street.”
Mr. Frank Churchill still declined it, looking as serious as he could, and his
father gave his hearty support by calling out, “My good friend, this is quite unnecessary;
Frank knows a puddle of water when he sees it, and as to Mrs. Bates’s, he may get there
from the Crown in a hop, st
ep, and jump.” They were permitted to go alone; and with
a cordial nod from one, and a graceful bow from the other, the two gentlemen took leave. Emma
remained very well pleased with this beginning of the acquaintance, and could now engage to think
of them all at Randalls any hour of the day, with full confidence in their comfort.
CHAPTER VI The next morning brought Mr. Frank Churchill
again. He came with Mrs. Weston, to whom and to Highbury he seemed to take very cordially.
He had been sit
ting with her, it appeared, most companionably at home, till her usual hour
of exercise; and on being desired to chuse their walk, immediately fixed on Highbury.—“He did
not doubt there being very pleasant walks in every direction, but if left to him, he
should always chuse the same. Highbury, that airy, cheerful, happy-looking Highbury,
would be his constant attraction.”—Highbury, with Mrs. Weston, stood for Hartfield; and she
trusted to its bearing the same construction with him. They wal
ked thither directly.
Emma had hardly expected them: for Mr. Weston, who had called in for half a minute, in
order to hear that his son was very handsome, knew nothing of their plans; and it was
an agreeable surprize to her, therefore, to perceive them walking up to the house together,
arm in arm. She was wanting to see him again, and especially to see him in company with Mrs.
Weston, upon his behaviour to whom her opinion of him was to depend. If he were deficient there,
nothing should mak
e amends for it. But on seeing them together, she became perfectly satisfied.
It was not merely in fine words or hyperbolical compliment that he paid his duty; nothing could
be more proper or pleasing than his whole manner to her—nothing could more agreeably denote his
wish of considering her as a friend and securing her affection. And there was time enough for
Emma to form a reasonable judgment, as their visit included all the rest of the morning. They
were all three walking about together
for an hour or two—first round the shrubberies of Hartfield,
and afterwards in Highbury. He was delighted with every thing; admired Hartfield sufficiently
for Mr. Woodhouse’s ear; and when their going farther was resolved on, confessed his wish
to be made acquainted with the whole village, and found matter of commendation and interest
much oftener than Emma could have supposed. Some of the objects of his curiosity spoke very
amiable feelings. He begged to be shewn the house which his fathe
r had lived in so long, and
which had been the home of his father’s father; and on recollecting that an old woman
who had nursed him was still living, walked in quest of her cottage from one end
of the street to the other; and though in some points of pursuit or observation there was
no positive merit, they shewed, altogether, a good-will towards Highbury in general, which
must be very like a merit to those he was with. Emma watched and decided, that with such feelings
as were now shewn, i
t could not be fairly supposed that he had been ever voluntarily absenting
himself; that he had not been acting a part, or making a parade of insincere professions; and that
Mr. Knightley certainly had not done him justice. Their first pause was at the Crown Inn, an
inconsiderable house, though the principal one of the sort, where a couple of pair of
post-horses were kept, more for the convenience of the neighbourhood than from any run on the
road; and his companions had not expected to be
detained by any interest excited there; but in
passing it they gave the history of the large room visibly added; it had been built many years
ago for a ball-room, and while the neighbourhood had been in a particularly populous, dancing
state, had been occasionally used as such;—but such brilliant days had long passed away, and now
the highest purpose for which it was ever wanted was to accommodate a whist club established among
the gentlemen and half-gentlemen of the place. He was immediate
ly interested. Its character as a
ball-room caught him; and instead of passing on, he stopt for several minutes at the two superior
sashed windows which were open, to look in and contemplate its capabilities, and lament that
its original purpose should have ceased. He saw no fault in the room, he would acknowledge none
which they suggested. No, it was long enough, broad enough, handsome enough. It would hold the
very number for comfort. They ought to have balls there at least every fortnigh
t through the winter.
Why had not Miss Woodhouse revived the former good old days of the room?—She who could do any thing
in Highbury! The want of proper families in the place, and the conviction that none beyond
the place and its immediate environs could be tempted to attend, were mentioned; but he was not
satisfied. He could not be persuaded that so many good-looking houses as he saw around him, could
not furnish numbers enough for such a meeting; and even when particulars were given and
families
described, he was still unwilling to admit that the inconvenience of such a mixture would be
any thing, or that there would be the smallest difficulty in every body’s returning into their
proper place the next morning. He argued like a young man very much bent on dancing; and Emma
was rather surprized to see the constitution of the Weston prevail so decidedly against the
habits of the Churchills. He seemed to have all the life and spirit, cheerful feelings, and
social inclinations
of his father, and nothing of the pride or reserve of Enscombe. Of pride,
indeed, there was, perhaps, scarcely enough; his indifference to a confusion of rank, bordered too
much on inelegance of mind. He could be no judge, however, of the evil he was holding cheap.
It was but an effusion of lively spirits. At last he was persuaded to move on from
the front of the Crown; and being now almost facing the house where the Bateses lodged,
Emma recollected his intended visit the day before, and a
sked him if he had paid it.
“Yes, oh! yes”—he replied; “I was just going to mention it. A very successful visit:—I saw all
the three ladies; and felt very much obliged to you for your preparatory hint. If the talking aunt
had taken me quite by surprize, it must have been the death of me. As it was, I was only betrayed
into paying a most unreasonable visit. Ten minutes would have been all that was necessary, perhaps
all that was proper; and I had told my father I should certainly be at home b
efore him—but
there was no getting away, no pause; and, to my utter astonishment, I found, when he (finding
me nowhere else) joined me there at last, that I had been actually sitting with them very nearly
three-quarters of an hour. The good lady had not given me the possibility of escape before.”
“And how did you think Miss Fairfax looking?” “Ill, very ill—that is, if a young lady
can ever be allowed to look ill. But the expression is hardly admissible, Mrs. Weston, is
it? Ladies can never
look ill. And, seriously, Miss Fairfax is naturally so pale, as almost
always to give the appearance of ill health.—A most deplorable want of complexion.”
Emma would not agree to this, and began a warm defence of Miss Fairfax’s complexion. “It
was certainly never brilliant, but she would not allow it to have a sickly hue in general; and
there was a softness and delicacy in her skin which gave peculiar elegance to the character of
her face.” He listened with all due deference; acknowledged th
at he had heard many people say
the same—but yet he must confess, that to him nothing could make amends for the want of the fine
glow of health. Where features were indifferent, a fine complexion gave beauty to them all; and where
they were good, the effect was—fortunately he need not attempt to describe what the effect was.
“Well,” said Emma, “there is no disputing about taste.—At least you admire
her except her complexion.” He shook his head and laughed.—“I cannot
separate Miss Fairfax an
d her complexion.” “Did you see her often at Weymouth?
Were you often in the same society?” At this moment they were approaching Ford’s,
and he hastily exclaimed, “Ha! this must be the very shop that every body attends every day of
their lives, as my father informs me. He comes to Highbury himself, he says, six days out of the
seven, and has always business at Ford’s. If it be not inconvenient to you, pray let us go in,
that I may prove myself to belong to the place, to be a true citizen of
Highbury. I must buy
something at Ford’s. It will be taking out my freedom.—I dare say they sell gloves.”
“Oh! yes, gloves and every thing. I do admire your patriotism. You will be adored in
Highbury. You were very popular before you came, because you were Mr. Weston’s son—but
lay out half a guinea at Ford’s, and your popularity will stand upon your own virtues.”
They went in; and while the sleek, well-tied parcels of “Men’s Beavers” and “York Tan” were
bringing down and displaying on the c
ounter, he said—“But I beg your pardon, Miss Woodhouse, you
were speaking to me, you were saying something at the very moment of this burst of my amor patriae.
Do not let me lose it. I assure you the utmost stretch of public fame would not make me amends
for the loss of any happiness in private life.” “I merely asked, whether you had known much
of Miss Fairfax and her party at Weymouth.” “And now that I understand your question, I must
pronounce it to be a very unfair one. It is always the
lady’s right to decide on the degree of
acquaintance. Miss Fairfax must already have given her account.—I shall not commit myself
by claiming more than she may chuse to allow.” “Upon my word! you answer as discreetly
as she could do herself. But her account of every thing leaves so much to be
guessed, she is so very reserved, so very unwilling to give the least information
about any body, that I really think you may say what you like of your acquaintance with her.”
“May I, indeed?—Then I wi
ll speak the truth, and nothing suits me so well. I met her
frequently at Weymouth. I had known the Campbells a little in town; and at Weymouth we
were very much in the same set. Colonel Campbell is a very agreeable man, and Mrs. Campbell a
friendly, warm-hearted woman. I like them all.” “You know Miss Fairfax’s situation in life,
I conclude; what she is destined to be?” “Yes—(rather hesitatingly)—I believe I do.”
“You get upon delicate subjects, Emma,” said Mrs. Weston smiling; “remember th
at I am
here.—Mr. Frank Churchill hardly knows what to say when you speak of Miss Fairfax’s situation
in life. I will move a little farther off.” “I certainly do forget to think of her,” said
Emma, “as having ever been any thing but my friend and my dearest friend.”
He looked as if he fully understood and honoured such a sentiment.
When the gloves were bought, and they had quitted the shop again, “Did you ever hear the young lady
we were speaking of, play?” said Frank Churchill. “Ever hear h
er!” repeated Emma. “You forget
how much she belongs to Highbury. I have heard her every year of our lives since
we both began. She plays charmingly.” “You think so, do you?—I wanted the opinion of
some one who could really judge. She appeared to me to play well, that is, with considerable
taste, but I know nothing of the matter myself.—I am excessively fond of music, but without
the smallest skill or right of judging of any body’s performance.—I have been used to hear
her’s admired; and I
remember one proof of her being thought to play well:—a man, a very musical
man, and in love with another woman—engaged to her—on the point of marriage—would yet never ask
that other woman to sit down to the instrument, if the lady in question could sit down
instead—never seemed to like to hear one if he could hear the other. That, I thought, in
a man of known musical talent, was some proof.” “Proof indeed!” said Emma, highly
amused.—“Mr. Dixon is very musical, is he? We shall know more ab
out them all,
in half an hour, from you, than Miss Fairfax would have vouchsafed in half a year.”
“Yes, Mr. Dixon and Miss Campbell were the persons; and I thought it a very strong proof.”
“Certainly—very strong it was; to own the truth, a great deal stronger than, if I had been Miss
Campbell, would have been at all agreeable to me. I could not excuse a man’s having more
music than love—more ear than eye—a more acute sensibility to fine sounds than to my feelings.
How did Miss Campbell appea
r to like it?” “It was her very particular friend, you know.”
“Poor comfort!” said Emma, laughing. “One would rather have a stranger preferred than one’s very
particular friend—with a stranger it might not recur again—but the misery of having a
very particular friend always at hand, to do every thing better than one
does oneself!—Poor Mrs. Dixon! Well, I am glad she is gone to settle in Ireland.”
“You are right. It was not very flattering to Miss Campbell; but she really
did not seem to feel
it.” “So much the better—or so much the worse:—I do not
know which. But be it sweetness or be it stupidity in her—quickness of friendship, or dulness of
feeling—there was one person, I think, who must have felt it: Miss Fairfax herself. She must have
felt the improper and dangerous distinction.” “As to that—I do not—”
“Oh! do not imagine that I expect an account of Miss Fairfax’s sensations from you, or from
any body else. They are known to no human being, I guess, but herself. But if she c
ontinued
to play whenever she was asked by Mr. Dixon, one may guess what one chuses.”
“There appeared such a perfectly good understanding among them all—” he began rather
quickly, but checking himself, added, “however, it is impossible for me to say on what terms
they really were—how it might all be behind the scenes. I can only say that there was smoothness
outwardly. But you, who have known Miss Fairfax from a child, must be a better judge of her
character, and of how she is likely to con
duct herself in critical situations, than I can be.”
“I have known her from a child, undoubtedly; we have been children and women together;
and it is natural to suppose that we should be intimate,—that we should have taken to each
other whenever she visited her friends. But we never did. I hardly know how it has happened; a
little, perhaps, from that wickedness on my side which was prone to take disgust towards a girl
so idolized and so cried up as she always was, by her aunt and grandmother
, and all their
set. And then, her reserve—I never could attach myself to any one so completely reserved.”
“It is a most repulsive quality, indeed,” said he. “Oftentimes very convenient, no doubt, but never
pleasing. There is safety in reserve, but no attraction. One cannot love a reserved person.”
“Not till the reserve ceases towards oneself; and then the attraction may be the greater.
But I must be more in want of a friend, or an agreeable companion, than I have yet been, to
take the troub
le of conquering any body’s reserve to procure one. Intimacy between Miss Fairfax
and me is quite out of the question. I have no reason to think ill of her—not the least—except
that such extreme and perpetual cautiousness of word and manner, such a dread of giving a
distinct idea about any body, is apt to suggest suspicions of there being something to conceal.”
He perfectly agreed with her: and after walking together so long, and thinking so much alike,
Emma felt herself so well acquainted w
ith him, that she could hardly believe it to be only their
second meeting. He was not exactly what she had expected; less of the man of the world in some of
his notions, less of the spoiled child of fortune, therefore better than she had expected. His ideas
seemed more moderate—his feelings warmer. She was particularly struck by his manner of considering
Mr. Elton’s house, which, as well as the church, he would go and look at, and would not join
them in finding much fault with. No, he could
not believe it a bad house; not such a house as a
man was to be pitied for having. If it were to be shared with the woman he loved, he could not think
any man to be pitied for having that house. There must be ample room in it for every real comfort.
The man must be a blockhead who wanted more. Mrs. Weston laughed, and said he did not know
what he was talking about. Used only to a large house himself, and without ever thinking how many
advantages and accommodations were attached to its size
, he could be no judge of the privations
inevitably belonging to a small one. But Emma, in her own mind, determined that he did know what
he was talking about, and that he shewed a very amiable inclination to settle early in life,
and to marry, from worthy motives. He might not be aware of the inroads on domestic peace to
be occasioned by no housekeeper’s room, or a bad butler’s pantry, but no doubt he did perfectly
feel that Enscombe could not make him happy, and that whenever he were atta
ched, he would
willingly give up much of wealth to be allowed an early establishment.
CHAPTER VII Emma’s very good opinion of Frank Churchill was a
little shaken the following day, by hearing that he was gone off to London, merely to have his
hair cut. A sudden freak seemed to have seized him at breakfast, and he had sent for a chaise
and set off, intending to return to dinner, but with no more important view that appeared
than having his hair cut. There was certainly no harm in his travell
ing sixteen miles twice over
on such an errand; but there was an air of foppery and nonsense in it which she could not approve.
It did not accord with the rationality of plan, the moderation in expense, or even the unselfish
warmth of heart, which she had believed herself to discern in him yesterday. Vanity, extravagance,
love of change, restlessness of temper, which must be doing something, good or bad; heedlessness as
to the pleasure of his father and Mrs. Weston, indifferent as to how hi
s conduct might appear in
general; he became liable to all these charges. His father only called him a coxcomb, and
thought it a very good story; but that Mrs. Weston did not like it, was clear enough, by
her passing it over as quickly as possible, and making no other comment than that “all
young people would have their little whims.” With the exception of this little blot, Emma found
that his visit hitherto had given her friend only good ideas of him. Mrs. Weston was very ready
to say how
attentive and pleasant a companion he made himself—how much she saw to like in his
disposition altogether. He appeared to have a very open temper—certainly a very cheerful
and lively one; she could observe nothing wrong in his notions, a great deal decidedly
right; he spoke of his uncle with warm regard, was fond of talking of him—said he would be the
best man in the world if he were left to himself; and though there was no being attached to the
aunt, he acknowledged her kindness with grat
itude, and seemed to mean always to speak of her with
respect. This was all very promising; and, but for such an unfortunate fancy for having his
hair cut, there was nothing to denote him unworthy of the distinguished honour which her imagination
had given him; the honour, if not of being really in love with her, of being at least very near it,
and saved only by her own indifference—(for still her resolution held of never marrying)—the
honour, in short, of being marked out for her by all th
eir joint acquaintance.
Mr. Weston, on his side, added a virtue to the account which must have some weight.
He gave her to understand that Frank admired her extremely—thought her very beautiful and
very charming; and with so much to be said for him altogether, she found she must not
judge him harshly. As Mrs. Weston observed, “all young people would have their little whims.”
There was one person among his new acquaintance in Surry, not so leniently disposed. In general he
was judged, through
out the parishes of Donwell and Highbury, with great candour; liberal allowances
were made for the little excesses of such a handsome young man—one who smiled so often and
bowed so well; but there was one spirit among them not to be softened, from its power of censure, by
bows or smiles—Mr. Knightley. The circumstance was told him at Hartfield; for the moment, he was
silent; but Emma heard him almost immediately afterwards say to himself, over a newspaper
he held in his hand, “Hum! just the
trifling, silly fellow I took him for.” She had half a
mind to resent; but an instant’s observation convinced her that it was really said only
to relieve his own feelings, and not meant to provoke; and therefore she let it pass.
Although in one instance the bearers of not good tidings, Mr. and Mrs. Weston’s visit this
morning was in another respect particularly opportune. Something occurred while they were
at Hartfield, to make Emma want their advice; and, which was still more lucky, she
w
anted exactly the advice they gave. This was the occurrence:—The Coles had
been settled some years in Highbury, and were very good sort of people—friendly,
liberal, and unpretending; but, on the other hand, they were of low origin, in trade, and only
moderately genteel. On their first coming into the country, they had lived in proportion to their
income, quietly, keeping little company, and that little unexpensively; but the last year or two had
brought them a considerable increase of means
—the house in town had yielded greater profits, and
fortune in general had smiled on them. With their wealth, their views increased; their want of a
larger house, their inclination for more company. They added to their house, to their number of
servants, to their expenses of every sort; and by this time were, in fortune and style of living,
second only to the family at Hartfield. Their love of society, and their new dining-room, prepared
every body for their keeping dinner-company; and a fe
w parties, chiefly among the single
men, had already taken place. The regular and best families Emma could hardly suppose
they would presume to invite—neither Donwell, nor Hartfield, nor Randalls. Nothing should tempt
her to go, if they did; and she regretted that her father’s known habits would be giving her refusal
less meaning than she could wish. The Coles were very respectable in their way, but they ought
to be taught that it was not for them to arrange the terms on which the superior
families would
visit them. This lesson, she very much feared, they would receive only from herself; she had
little hope of Mr. Knightley, none of Mr. Weston. But she had made up her mind how to meet this
presumption so many weeks before it appeared, that when the insult came at last, it found
her very differently affected. Donwell and Randalls had received their invitation, and
none had come for her father and herself; and Mrs. Weston’s accounting for it with “I
suppose they will not take
the liberty with you; they know you do not dine out,” was not quite
sufficient. She felt that she should like to have had the power of refusal; and afterwards,
as the idea of the party to be assembled there, consisting precisely of those whose society was
dearest to her, occurred again and again, she did not know that she might not have been tempted to
accept. Harriet was to be there in the evening, and the Bateses. They had been speaking of it
as they walked about Highbury the day before,
and Frank Churchill had most earnestly lamented
her absence. Might not the evening end in a dance? had been a question of his. The bare
possibility of it acted as a farther irritation on her spirits; and her being left in solitary
grandeur, even supposing the omission to be intended as a compliment, was but poor comfort.
It was the arrival of this very invitation while the Westons were at Hartfield, which
made their presence so acceptable; for though her first remark, on reading it,
was tha
t “of course it must be declined,” she so very soon proceeded to ask them what they
advised her to do, that their advice for her going was most prompt and successful.
She owned that, considering every thing, she was not absolutely without inclination for
the party. The Coles expressed themselves so properly—there was so much real attention in the
manner of it—so much consideration for her father. “They would have solicited the honour earlier, but
had been waiting the arrival of a folding-scr
een from London, which they hoped might keep Mr.
Woodhouse from any draught of air, and therefore induce him the more readily to give them the
honour of his company.” Upon the whole, she was very persuadable; and it being briefly settled
among themselves how it might be done without neglecting his comfort—how certainly Mrs. Goddard,
if not Mrs. Bates, might be depended on for bearing him company—Mr. Woodhouse was to be talked
into an acquiescence of his daughter’s going out to dinner on a d
ay now near at hand, and spending
the whole evening away from him. As for his going, Emma did not wish him to think it possible,
the hours would be too late, and the party too numerous. He was soon pretty well resigned.
“I am not fond of dinner-visiting,” said he—“I never was. No more is Emma. Late hours do not
agree with us. I am sorry Mr. and Mrs. Cole should have done it. I think it would be much better
if they would come in one afternoon next summer, and take their tea with us—take us in
their afternoon walk; which they might do, as our hours are so reasonable, and yet get home
without being out in the damp of the evening. The dews of a summer evening are what I would not
expose any body to. However, as they are so very desirous to have dear Emma dine with them, and
as you will both be there, and Mr. Knightley too, to take care of her, I cannot wish to prevent
it, provided the weather be what it ought, neither damp, nor cold, nor windy.” Then
turning to Mrs. Weston, with
a look of gentle reproach—“Ah! Miss Taylor, if you had not
married, you would have staid at home with me.” “Well, sir,” cried Mr. Weston, “as I took
Miss Taylor away, it is incumbent on me to supply her place, if I can; and I will step
to Mrs. Goddard in a moment, if you wish it.” But the idea of any thing to be done in
a moment, was increasing, not lessening, Mr. Woodhouse’s agitation. The ladies knew
better how to allay it. Mr. Weston must be quiet, and every thing deliberately arranged.
With this treatment, Mr. Woodhouse was soon composed enough for talking as usual.
“He should be happy to see Mrs. Goddard. He had a great regard for Mrs. Goddard; and
Emma should write a line, and invite her. James could take the note. But first of all,
there must be an answer written to Mrs. Cole.” “You will make my excuses, my dear, as civilly as
possible. You will say that I am quite an invalid, and go no where, and therefore must decline
their obliging invitation; beginning with my comp
liments, of course. But you will do every
thing right. I need not tell you what is to be done. We must remember to let James know that
the carriage will be wanted on Tuesday. I shall have no fears for you with him. We have never been
there above once since the new approach was made; but still I have no doubt that James will
take you very safely. And when you get there, you must tell him at what time you would have him
come for you again; and you had better name an early hour. You will not l
ike staying late.
You will get very tired when tea is over.” “But you would not wish me to come
away before I am tired, papa?” “Oh! no, my love; but you will soon be tired.
There will be a great many people talking at once. You will not like the noise.”
“But, my dear sir,” cried Mr. Weston, “if Emma comes away early, it
will be breaking up the party.” “And no great harm if it
does,” said Mr. Woodhouse. “The sooner every party breaks up, the better.”
“But you do not consider how it may appea
r to the Coles. Emma’s going away directly after tea might
be giving offence. They are good-natured people, and think little of their own claims; but still
they must feel that any body’s hurrying away is no great compliment; and Miss Woodhouse’s
doing it would be more thought of than any other person’s in the room. You would not wish to
disappoint and mortify the Coles, I am sure, sir; friendly, good sort of people as ever lived, and
who have been your neighbours these ten years.” “No, upon
no account in the world, Mr. Weston; I
am much obliged to you for reminding me. I should be extremely sorry to be giving them any pain. I
know what worthy people they are. Perry tells me that Mr. Cole never touches malt liquor. You would
not think it to look at him, but he is bilious—Mr. Cole is very bilious. No, I would not be the
means of giving them any pain. My dear Emma, we must consider this. I am sure, rather than
run the risk of hurting Mr. and Mrs. Cole, you would stay a little lo
nger than you might
wish. You will not regard being tired. You will be perfectly safe, you know, among your friends.”
“Oh yes, papa. I have no fears at all for myself; and I should have no scruples of staying as
late as Mrs. Weston, but on your account. I am only afraid of your sitting up for me. I
am not afraid of your not being exceedingly comfortable with Mrs. Goddard. She loves
piquet, you know; but when she is gone home, I am afraid you will be sitting up by yourself,
instead of going
to bed at your usual time—and the idea of that would entirely destroy my
comfort. You must promise me not to sit up.” He did, on the condition of some promises on
her side: such as that, if she came home cold, she would be sure to warm herself thoroughly;
if hungry, that she would take something to eat; that her own maid should sit up for her; and that
Serle and the butler should see that every thing were safe in the house, as usual.
CHAPTER VIII Frank Churchill came back again; and if he ke
pt
his father’s dinner waiting, it was not known at Hartfield; for Mrs. Weston was too anxious for his
being a favourite with Mr. Woodhouse, to betray any imperfection which could be concealed.
He came back, had had his hair cut, and laughed at himself with a very good grace,
but without seeming really at all ashamed of what he had done. He had no reason to wish his
hair longer, to conceal any confusion of face; no reason to wish the money unspent,
to improve his spirits. He was quite as un
daunted and as lively as ever; and, after
seeing him, Emma thus moralised to herself:— “I do not know whether it ought to be so,
but certainly silly things do cease to be silly if they are done by sensible people in an
impudent way. Wickedness is always wickedness, but folly is not always folly.—It depends upon the
character of those who handle it. Mr. Knightley, he is not a trifling, silly young man. If he
were, he would have done this differently. He would either have gloried in the achie
vement, or
been ashamed of it. There would have been either the ostentation of a coxcomb, or the evasions of a
mind too weak to defend its own vanities.—No, I am perfectly sure that he is not trifling or silly.”
With Tuesday came the agreeable prospect of seeing him again, and for a longer time than hitherto; of
judging of his general manners, and by inference, of the meaning of his manners towards herself; of
guessing how soon it might be necessary for her to throw coldness into her air; an
d of fancying
what the observations of all those might be, who were now seeing them together for the first time.
She meant to be very happy, in spite of the scene being laid at Mr. Cole’s; and without being able
to forget that among the failings of Mr. Elton, even in the days of his favour,
none had disturbed her more than his propensity to dine with Mr. Cole.
Her father’s comfort was amply secured, Mrs. Bates as well as Mrs. Goddard being
able to come; and her last pleasing duty, before she
left the house, was to pay her respects
to them as they sat together after dinner; and while her father was fondly noticing the
beauty of her dress, to make the two ladies all the amends in her power, by helping them to
large slices of cake and full glasses of wine, for whatever unwilling self-denial his care of
their constitution might have obliged them to practise during the meal.—She had provided
a plentiful dinner for them; she wished she could know that they had been allowed to eat it
.
She followed another carriage to Mr. Cole’s door; and was pleased to see that it was Mr.
Knightley’s; for Mr. Knightley keeping no horses, having little spare money and a great deal of
health, activity, and independence, was too apt, in Emma’s opinion, to get about as he could, and
not use his carriage so often as became the owner of Donwell Abbey. She had an opportunity now
of speaking her approbation while warm from her heart, for he stopped to hand her out.
“This is coming as you should
do,” said she; “like a gentleman.—I am quite glad to see you.”
He thanked her, observing, “How lucky that we should arrive at the same moment! for,
if we had met first in the drawing-room, I doubt whether you would have discerned me to be
more of a gentleman than usual.—You might not have distinguished how I came, by my look or manner.”
“Yes I should, I am sure I should. There is always a look of consciousness or bustle when people come
in a way which they know to be beneath them. You think
you carry it off very well, I dare say,
but with you it is a sort of bravado, an air of affected unconcern; I always observe it whenever
I meet you under those circumstances. Now you have nothing to try for. You are not afraid of being
supposed ashamed. You are not striving to look taller than any body else. Now I shall really be
very happy to walk into the same room with you.” “Nonsensical girl!” was his
reply, but not at all in anger. Emma had as much reason to be satisfied with the
rest
of the party as with Mr. Knightley. She was received with a cordial respect which could
not but please, and given all the consequence she could wish for. When the Westons arrived, the
kindest looks of love, the strongest of admiration were for her, from both husband and wife; the son
approached her with a cheerful eagerness which marked her as his peculiar object, and at dinner
she found him seated by her—and, as she firmly believed, not without some dexterity on his side.
The party was rat
her large, as it included one other family, a proper unobjectionable country
family, whom the Coles had the advantage of naming among their acquaintance, and the male part of
Mr. Cox’s family, the lawyer of Highbury. The less worthy females were to come in the evening,
with Miss Bates, Miss Fairfax, and Miss Smith; but already, at dinner, they were too numerous
for any subject of conversation to be general; and, while politics and Mr. Elton were talked
over, Emma could fairly surrender all
her attention to the pleasantness of her neighbour.
The first remote sound to which she felt herself obliged to attend, was the name of Jane Fairfax.
Mrs. Cole seemed to be relating something of her that was expected to be very interesting. She
listened, and found it well worth listening to. That very dear part of Emma, her fancy, received
an amusing supply. Mrs. Cole was telling that she had been calling on Miss Bates, and as soon as she
entered the room had been struck by the sight of a p
ianoforte—a very elegant looking instrument—not
a grand, but a large-sized square pianoforte; and the substance of the story, the end of
all the dialogue which ensued of surprize, and inquiry, and congratulations on her
side, and explanations on Miss Bates’s, was, that this pianoforte had arrived from Broadwood’s
the day before, to the great astonishment of both aunt and niece—entirely unexpected; that at
first, by Miss Bates’s account, Jane herself was quite at a loss, quite bewildered to
think
who could possibly have ordered it—but now, they were both perfectly satisfied that
it could be from only one quarter;—of course it must be from Colonel Campbell.
“One can suppose nothing else,” added Mrs. Cole, “and I was only surprized that there could
ever have been a doubt. But Jane, it seems, had a letter from them very lately, and not a
word was said about it. She knows their ways best; but I should not consider their silence as any
reason for their not meaning to make the prese
nt. They might chuse to surprize her.”
Mrs. Cole had many to agree with her; every body who spoke on the subject was equally
convinced that it must come from Colonel Campbell, and equally rejoiced that such a present had
been made; and there were enough ready to speak to allow Emma to think her own
way, and still listen to Mrs. Cole. “I declare, I do not know when I have heard any
thing that has given me more satisfaction!—It always has quite hurt me that Jane Fairfax,
who plays so delightf
ully, should not have an instrument. It seemed quite a shame, especially
considering how many houses there are where fine instruments are absolutely thrown away. This is
like giving ourselves a slap, to be sure! and it was but yesterday I was telling Mr. Cole, I
really was ashamed to look at our new grand pianoforte in the drawing-room, while I do not
know one note from another, and our little girls, who are but just beginning, perhaps may never make
any thing of it; and there is poor Jane
Fairfax, who is mistress of music, has not any thing of the
nature of an instrument, not even the pitifullest old spinet in the world, to amuse herself with.—I
was saying this to Mr. Cole but yesterday, and he quite agreed with me; only he is so particularly
fond of music that he could not help indulging himself in the purchase, hoping that some of our
good neighbours might be so obliging occasionally to put it to a better use than we can; and that
really is the reason why the instrument wa
s bought—or else I am sure we ought to be ashamed
of it.—We are in great hopes that Miss Woodhouse may be prevailed with to try it this evening.”
Miss Woodhouse made the proper acquiescence; and finding that nothing more was to be
entrapped from any communication of Mrs. Cole’s, turned to Frank Churchill.
“Why do you smile?” said she. “Nay, why do you?”
“Me!—I suppose I smile for pleasure at Colonel Campbell’s being so rich
and so liberal.—It is a handsome present.” “Very.”
“I rather wonder t
hat it was never made before.” “Perhaps Miss Fairfax has never
been staying here so long before.” “Or that he did not give her the use
of their own instrument—which must now be shut up in London, untouched by any body.”
“That is a grand pianoforte, and he might think it too large for Mrs. Bates’s house.”
“You may say what you chuse—but your countenance testifies that your thoughts
on this subject are very much like mine.” “I do not know. I rather believe you are giving
me more credit for acu
teness than I deserve. I smile because you smile, and shall probably
suspect whatever I find you suspect; but at present I do not see what there is to question. If
Colonel Campbell is not the person, who can be?” “What do you say to Mrs. Dixon?”
“Mrs. Dixon! very true indeed. I had not thought of Mrs. Dixon. She must know as well as
her father, how acceptable an instrument would be; and perhaps the mode of it, the mystery, the
surprize, is more like a young woman’s scheme than an elderly man
’s. It is Mrs. Dixon, I dare say. I
told you that your suspicions would guide mine.” “If so, you must extend your suspicions
and comprehend Mr. Dixon in them.” “Mr. Dixon.—Very well. Yes, I immediately
perceive that it must be the joint present of Mr. and Mrs. Dixon. We were speaking
the other day, you know, of his being so warm an admirer of her performance.”
“Yes, and what you told me on that head, confirmed an idea which I had entertained before.—I do not
mean to reflect upon the good in
tentions of either Mr. Dixon or Miss Fairfax, but I cannot help
suspecting either that, after making his proposals to her friend, he had the misfortune to fall in
love with her, or that he became conscious of a little attachment on her side. One might guess
twenty things without guessing exactly the right; but I am sure there must be a particular cause
for her chusing to come to Highbury instead of going with the Campbells to Ireland. Here, she
must be leading a life of privation and penanc
e; there it would have been all enjoyment. As
to the pretence of trying her native air, I look upon that as a mere excuse.—In the summer
it might have passed; but what can any body’s native air do for them in the months of January,
February, and March? Good fires and carriages would be much more to the purpose in most cases
of delicate health, and I dare say in her’s. I do not require you to adopt all my suspicions,
though you make so noble a profession of doing it, but I honestly tell you
what they are.”
“And, upon my word, they have an air of great probability. Mr. Dixon’s
preference of her music to her friend’s, I can answer for being very decided.”
“And then, he saved her life. Did you ever hear of that?—A water party; and by some accident
she was falling overboard. He caught her.” “He did. I was there—one of the party.”
“Were you really?—Well!—But you observed nothing of course, for it seems to be
a new idea to you.—If I had been there, I think I should have made some disc
overies.”
“I dare say you would; but I, simple I, saw nothing but the fact, that Miss Fairfax was
nearly dashed from the vessel and that Mr. Dixon caught her.—It was the work of a moment.
And though the consequent shock and alarm was very great and much more durable—indeed I
believe it was half an hour before any of us were comfortable again—yet that was too general
a sensation for any thing of peculiar anxiety to be observable. I do not mean to say, however,
that you might not have made di
scoveries.” The conversation was here interrupted. They were
called on to share in the awkwardness of a rather long interval between the courses, and obliged
to be as formal and as orderly as the others; but when the table was again safely
covered, when every corner dish was placed exactly right, and occupation and
ease were generally restored, Emma said, “The arrival of this pianoforte is decisive
with me. I wanted to know a little more, and this tells me quite enough. Depend
upon it, we
shall soon hear that it is a present from Mr. and Mrs. Dixon.”
“And if the Dixons should absolutely deny all knowledge of it we must conclude
it to come from the Campbells.” “No, I am sure it is not from the Campbells.
Miss Fairfax knows it is not from the Campbells, or they would have been guessed at first. She
would not have been puzzled, had she dared fix on them. I may not have convinced you perhaps,
but I am perfectly convinced myself that Mr. Dixon is a principal in the business.”
“Ind
eed you injure me if you suppose me unconvinced. Your reasonings carry my judgment
along with them entirely. At first, while I supposed you satisfied that Colonel Campbell was
the giver, I saw it only as paternal kindness, and thought it the most natural thing in the world.
But when you mentioned Mrs. Dixon, I felt how much more probable that it should be the tribute
of warm female friendship. And now I can see it in no other light than as an offering of love.”
There was no occasion to press
the matter farther. The conviction seemed real; he
looked as if he felt it. She said no more, other subjects took their turn; and the rest of
the dinner passed away; the dessert succeeded, the children came in, and were talked to and
admired amid the usual rate of conversation; a few clever things said, a few downright silly,
but by much the larger proportion neither the one nor the other—nothing worse than everyday remarks,
dull repetitions, old news, and heavy jokes. The ladies had not b
een long in the
drawing-room, before the other ladies, in their different divisions, arrived. Emma
watched the entree of her own particular little friend; and if she could not exult in
her dignity and grace, she could not only love the blooming sweetness and the artless manner,
but could most heartily rejoice in that light, cheerful, unsentimental disposition which allowed
her so many alleviations of pleasure, in the midst of the pangs of disappointed affection. There she
sat—and who would
have guessed how many tears she had been lately shedding? To be in company, nicely
dressed herself and seeing others nicely dressed, to sit and smile and look pretty, and say nothing,
was enough for the happiness of the present hour. Jane Fairfax did look and move superior; but
Emma suspected she might have been glad to change feelings with Harriet, very glad to have
purchased the mortification of having loved—yes, of having loved even Mr. Elton in vain—by the
surrender of all the dangerou
s pleasure of knowing herself beloved by the husband of her friend.
In so large a party it was not necessary that Emma should approach her. She did not wish to
speak of the pianoforte, she felt too much in the secret herself, to think the appearance
of curiosity or interest fair, and therefore purposely kept at a distance; but by the others,
the subject was almost immediately introduced, and she saw the blush of consciousness
with which congratulations were received, the blush of guilt which
accompanied the name
of “my excellent friend Colonel Campbell.” Mrs. Weston, kind-hearted and musical, was
particularly interested by the circumstance, and Emma could not help being amused at her
perseverance in dwelling on the subject; and having so much to ask and to
say as to tone, touch, and pedal, totally unsuspicious of that wish of saying
as little about it as possible, which she plainly read in the fair heroine’s countenance.
They were soon joined by some of the gentlemen; and the
very first of the early was Frank
Churchill. In he walked, the first and the handsomest; and after paying his compliments en
passant to Miss Bates and her niece, made his way directly to the opposite side of the circle,
where sat Miss Woodhouse; and till he could find a seat by her, would not sit at all. Emma divined
what every body present must be thinking. She was his object, and every body must perceive it.
She introduced him to her friend, Miss Smith, and, at convenient moments afterwar
ds, heard
what each thought of the other. “He had never seen so lovely a face, and was delighted with
her naïveté.” And she, “Only to be sure it was paying him too great a compliment, but she did
think there were some looks a little like Mr. Elton.” Emma restrained her indignation,
and only turned from her in silence. Smiles of intelligence passed between her and the
gentleman on first glancing towards Miss Fairfax; but it was most prudent to avoid speech. He
told her that he had been impa
tient to leave the dining-room—hated sitting long—was always the
first to move when he could—that his father, Mr. Knightley, Mr. Cox, and Mr. Cole, were left very
busy over parish business—that as long as he had staid, however, it had been pleasant enough, as he
had found them in general a set of gentlemanlike, sensible men; and spoke so handsomely of Highbury
altogether—thought it so abundant in agreeable families—that Emma began to feel she had been
used to despise the place rather too mu
ch. She questioned him as to the society in Yorkshire—the
extent of the neighbourhood about Enscombe, and the sort; and could make out from his
answers that, as far as Enscombe was concerned, there was very little going on, that their
visitings were among a range of great families, none very near; and that even when days
were fixed, and invitations accepted, it was an even chance that Mrs. Churchill were not
in health and spirits for going; that they made a point of visiting no fresh person
; and that,
though he had his separate engagements, it was not without difficulty, without considerable
address at times, that he could get away, or introduce an acquaintance for a night.
She saw that Enscombe could not satisfy, and that Highbury, taken at its best, might
reasonably please a young man who had more retirement at home than he liked. His importance
at Enscombe was very evident. He did not boast, but it naturally betrayed itself, that he had
persuaded his aunt where his uncle c
ould do nothing, and on her laughing and noticing it,
he owned that he believed (excepting one or two points) he could with time persuade her to any
thing. One of those points on which his influence failed, he then mentioned. He had wanted very
much to go abroad—had been very eager indeed to be allowed to travel—but she would not hear of it.
This had happened the year before. Now, he said, he was beginning to have no longer the same wish.
The unpersuadable point, which he did not mention, Em
ma guessed to be good behaviour to his father.
“I have made a most wretched discovery,” said he, after a short pause.— “I have been here a week
to-morrow—half my time. I never knew days fly so fast. A week to-morrow!—And I have hardly begun
to enjoy myself. But just got acquainted with Mrs. Weston, and others!—I hate the recollection.”
“Perhaps you may now begin to regret that you spent one whole day, out of so
few, in having your hair cut.” “No,” said he, smiling, “that is no
subject of reg
ret at all. I have no pleasure in seeing my friends, unless
I can believe myself fit to be seen.” The rest of the gentlemen being now in the room,
Emma found herself obliged to turn from him for a few minutes, and listen to Mr. Cole. When Mr.
Cole had moved away, and her attention could be restored as before, she saw Frank Churchill
looking intently across the room at Miss Fairfax, who was sitting exactly opposite.
“What is the matter?” said she. He started. “Thank you for rousing me,” he
r
eplied. “I believe I have been very rude; but really Miss Fairfax has done her hair in
so odd a way—so very odd a way—that I cannot keep my eyes from her. I never saw any thing so
outrée!—Those curls!—This must be a fancy of her own. I see nobody else looking like her!—I must go
and ask her whether it is an Irish fashion. Shall I?—Yes, I will—I declare I will—and you shall
see how she takes it;—whether she colours.” He was gone immediately; and Emma soon saw him
standing before Miss Fairfax
, and talking to her; but as to its effect on the young lady, as he had
improvidently placed himself exactly between them, exactly in front of Miss Fairfax, she
could absolutely distinguish nothing. Before he could return to his
chair, it was taken by Mrs. Weston. “This is the luxury of a large party,”
said she:—“one can get near every body, and say every thing. My dear Emma, I am longing
to talk to you. I have been making discoveries and forming plans, just like yourself, and I must
tell
them while the idea is fresh. Do you know how Miss Bates and her niece came here?”
“How?—They were invited, were not they?” “Oh! yes—but how they were conveyed
hither?—the manner of their coming?” “They walked, I conclude.
How else could they come?” “Very true.—Well, a little while ago it
occurred to me how very sad it would be to have Jane Fairfax walking home again, late at
night, and cold as the nights are now. And as I looked at her, though I never saw her appear to
more advantage, it s
truck me that she was heated, and would therefore be particularly liable to take
cold. Poor girl! I could not bear the idea of it; so, as soon as Mr. Weston came into the room,
and I could get at him, I spoke to him about the carriage. You may guess how readily he came into
my wishes; and having his approbation, I made my way directly to Miss Bates, to assure her that
the carriage would be at her service before it took us home; for I thought it would be making
her comfortable at once. Good
soul! she was as grateful as possible, you may be sure. ‘Nobody was
ever so fortunate as herself!’—but with many, many thanks—‘there was no occasion to trouble us, for
Mr. Knightley’s carriage had brought, and was to take them home again.’ I was quite surprized;—very
glad, I am sure; but really quite surprized. Such a very kind attention—and so thoughtful an
attention!—the sort of thing that so few men would think of. And, in short, from knowing his
usual ways, I am very much inclined to th
ink that it was for their accommodation the carriage
was used at all. I do suspect he would not have had a pair of horses for himself, and that
it was only as an excuse for assisting them.” “Very likely,” said Emma—“nothing more likely.
I know no man more likely than Mr. Knightley to do the sort of thing—to do any thing really
good-natured, useful, considerate, or benevolent. He is not a gallant man, but he is a very
humane one; and this, considering Jane Fairfax’s ill-health, would appear
a case of humanity to
him;—and for an act of unostentatious kindness, there is nobody whom I would fix on more than on
Mr. Knightley. I know he had horses to-day—for we arrived together; and I laughed at him about
it, but he said not a word that could betray.” “Well,” said Mrs. Weston, smiling, “you give him
credit for more simple, disinterested benevolence in this instance than I do; for while Miss Bates
was speaking, a suspicion darted into my head, and I have never been able to get it ou
t again.
The more I think of it, the more probable it appears. In short, I have made a match between Mr.
Knightley and Jane Fairfax. See the consequence of keeping you company!—What do you say to it?”
“Mr. Knightley and Jane Fairfax!” exclaimed Emma. “Dear Mrs. Weston, how could you think of
such a thing?—Mr. Knightley!—Mr. Knightley must not marry!—You would not have little Henry cut out
from Donwell?—Oh! no, no, Henry must have Donwell. I cannot at all consent to Mr. Knightley’s
marrying;
and I am sure it is not at all likely. I am amazed that you should think of such a thing.”
“My dear Emma, I have told you what led me to think of it. I do not want the match—I do not
want to injure dear little Henry—but the idea has been given me by circumstances; and if Mr.
Knightley really wished to marry, you would not have him refrain on Henry’s account, a boy of
six years old, who knows nothing of the matter?” “Yes, I would. I could not bear to have
Henry supplanted.—Mr. Knightley marr
y!—No, I have never had such an idea, and I cannot adopt
it now. And Jane Fairfax, too, of all women!” “Nay, she has always been a first favourite
with him, as you very well know.” “But the imprudence of such a match!”
“I am not speaking of its prudence; merely its probability.”
“I see no probability in it, unless you have any better foundation than what you mention.
His good-nature, his humanity, as I tell you, would be quite enough to account for the horses.
He has a great regard for the B
ateses, you know, independent of Jane Fairfax—and is always glad
to shew them attention. My dear Mrs. Weston, do not take to match-making. You do it very
ill. Jane Fairfax mistress of the Abbey!—Oh! no, no;—every feeling revolts. For his own sake,
I would not have him do so mad a thing.” “Imprudent, if you please—but not mad. Excepting
inequality of fortune, and perhaps a little disparity of age, I can see nothing unsuitable.”
“But Mr. Knightley does not want to marry. I am sure he has not t
he least idea of it. Do not put
it into his head. Why should he marry?—He is as happy as possible by himself; with his farm,
and his sheep, and his library, and all the parish to manage; and he is extremely fond of his
brother’s children. He has no occasion to marry, either to fill up his time or his heart.”
“My dear Emma, as long as he thinks so, it is so; but if he really loves Jane Fairfax—”
“Nonsense! He does not care about Jane Fairfax. In the way of love, I am sure he does not. He
woul
d do any good to her, or her family; but—” “Well,” said Mrs. Weston, laughing, “perhaps
the greatest good he could do them, would be to give Jane such a respectable home.”
“If it would be good to her, I am sure it would be evil to himself; a very shameful and
degrading connexion. How would he bear to have Miss Bates belonging to him?—To have her haunting
the Abbey, and thanking him all day long for his great kindness in marrying Jane?—‘So very kind
and obliging!—But he always had been such a
very kind neighbour!’ And then fly off, through half
a sentence, to her mother’s old petticoat. ‘Not that it was such a very old petticoat either—for
still it would last a great while—and, indeed, she must thankfully say that their
petticoats were all very strong.’” “For shame, Emma! Do not mimic her. You divert me
against my conscience. And, upon my word, I do not think Mr. Knightley would be much disturbed
by Miss Bates. Little things do not irritate him. She might talk on; and if he wan
ted to say
any thing himself, he would only talk louder, and drown her voice. But the question is not,
whether it would be a bad connexion for him, but whether he wishes it; and I think he
does. I have heard him speak, and so must you, so very highly of Jane Fairfax! The interest he
takes in her—his anxiety about her health—his concern that she should have no happier prospect!
I have heard him express himself so warmly on those points!—Such an admirer of her performance
on the pianoforte,
and of her voice! I have heard him say that he could listen to her for ever.
Oh! and I had almost forgotten one idea that occurred to me—this pianoforte that has been
sent here by somebody—though we have all been so well satisfied to consider it a present from
the Campbells, may it not be from Mr. Knightley? I cannot help suspecting him. I think he is just
the person to do it, even without being in love.” “Then it can be no argument to prove
that he is in love. But I do not think it is at a
ll a likely thing for him to do.
Mr. Knightley does nothing mysteriously.” “I have heard him lamenting her having
no instrument repeatedly; oftener than I should suppose such a circumstance would, in
the common course of things, occur to him.” “Very well; and if he had intended to
give her one, he would have told her so.” “There might be scruples of delicacy, my
dear Emma. I have a very strong notion that it comes from him. I am sure he was particularly
silent when Mrs. Cole told us of it
at dinner.” “You take up an idea, Mrs. Weston, and run away
with it; as you have many a time reproached me with doing. I see no sign of attachment—I
believe nothing of the pianoforte—and proof only shall convince me that Mr. Knightley
has any thought of marrying Jane Fairfax.” They combated the point some time longer in the
same way; Emma rather gaining ground over the mind of her friend; for Mrs. Weston was the most
used of the two to yield; till a little bustle in the room shewed them tha
t tea was over, and
the instrument in preparation;—and at the same moment Mr. Cole approaching to entreat
Miss Woodhouse would do them the honour of trying it. Frank Churchill, of whom, in the
eagerness of her conversation with Mrs. Weston, she had been seeing nothing, except that he had
found a seat by Miss Fairfax, followed Mr. Cole, to add his very pressing entreaties; and
as, in every respect, it suited Emma best to lead, she gave a very proper compliance.
She knew the limitations of he
r own powers too well to attempt more than she could perform with
credit; she wanted neither taste nor spirit in the little things which are generally acceptable,
and could accompany her own voice well. One accompaniment to her song took her agreeably by
surprize—a second, slightly but correctly taken by Frank Churchill. Her pardon was duly begged
at the close of the song, and every thing usual followed. He was accused of having a delightful
voice, and a perfect knowledge of music; which wa
s properly denied; and that he knew nothing
of the matter, and had no voice at all, roundly asserted. They sang together once more; and Emma
would then resign her place to Miss Fairfax, whose performance, both vocal and instrumental,
she never could attempt to conceal from herself, was infinitely superior to her own.
With mixed feelings, she seated herself at a little distance from the numbers round the
instrument, to listen. Frank Churchill sang again. They had sung together once or twice,
it appeared,
at Weymouth. But the sight of Mr. Knightley among the most attentive, soon drew away half Emma’s
mind; and she fell into a train of thinking on the subject of Mrs. Weston’s suspicions, to which
the sweet sounds of the united voices gave only momentary interruptions. Her objections to Mr.
Knightley’s marrying did not in the least subside. She could see nothing but evil in it. It would
be a great disappointment to Mr. John Knightley; consequently to Isabella. A real injury to the
children—a most mortifying change, and material loss to them all;—a very great deduction from her
father’s daily comfort—and, as to herself, she could not at all endure the idea of Jane Fairfax
at Donwell Abbey. A Mrs. Knightley for them all to give way to!—No—Mr. Knightley must never marry.
Little Henry must remain the heir of Donwell. Presently Mr. Knightley looked back, and
came and sat down by her. They talked at first only of the performance. His
admiration was certainly very warm; y
et she thought, but for Mrs. Weston, it would not
have struck her. As a sort of touchstone, however, she began to speak of his kindness in conveying
the aunt and niece; and though his answer was in the spirit of cutting the matter short, she
believed it to indicate only his disinclination to dwell on any kindness of his own.
“I often feel concern,” said she, “that I dare not make our carriage more useful on such
occasions. It is not that I am without the wish; but you know how impossible my
father would deem
it that James should put-to for such a purpose.” “Quite out of the question, quite out of the
question,” he replied;—“but you must often wish it, I am sure.” And he smiled with
such seeming pleasure at the conviction, that she must proceed another step.
“This present from the Campbells,” said she—“this pianoforte is very kindly given.”
“Yes,” he replied, and without the smallest apparent embarrassment.—“But they would have
done better had they given her notice of it. Surpri
zes are foolish things. The pleasure is
not enhanced, and the inconvenience is often considerable. I should have expected
better judgment in Colonel Campbell.” From that moment, Emma could have taken her
oath that Mr. Knightley had had no concern in giving the instrument. But whether he were
entirely free from peculiar attachment—whether there were no actual preference—remained
a little longer doubtful. Towards the end of Jane’s second song, her voice grew thick.
“That will do,” said he, wh
en it was finished, thinking aloud—“you have sung quite
enough for one evening—now be quiet.” Another song, however, was soon begged for.
“One more;—they would not fatigue Miss Fairfax on any account, and would only ask for one
more.” And Frank Churchill was heard to say, “I think you could manage this without effort;
the first part is so very trifling. The strength of the song falls on the second.”
Mr. Knightley grew angry. “That fellow,” said he, indignantly, “thinks of
nothing but shewin
g off his own voice. This must not be.” And touching Miss Bates, who at that
moment passed near—“Miss Bates, are you mad, to let your niece sing herself hoarse in this manner?
Go, and interfere. They have no mercy on her.” Miss Bates, in her real anxiety for Jane,
could hardly stay even to be grateful, before she stept forward and put an end to all
farther singing. Here ceased the concert part of the evening, for Miss Woodhouse and Miss
Fairfax were the only young lady performers; but soon
(within five minutes) the proposal
of dancing—originating nobody exactly knew where—was so effectually promoted by Mr. and Mrs.
Cole, that every thing was rapidly clearing away, to give proper space. Mrs. Weston, capital in
her country-dances, was seated, and beginning an irresistible waltz; and Frank Churchill,
coming up with most becoming gallantry to Emma, had secured her hand, and led her up to the top.
While waiting till the other young people could pair themselves off, Emma found time,
in spite
of the compliments she was receiving on her voice and her taste, to look about, and see
what became of Mr. Knightley. This would be a trial. He was no dancer in general. If he were
to be very alert in engaging Jane Fairfax now, it might augur something. There was no immediate
appearance. No; he was talking to Mrs. Cole—he was looking on unconcerned; Jane was asked by somebody
else, and he was still talking to Mrs. Cole. Emma had no longer an alarm for Henry; his
interest was yet
safe; and she led off the dance with genuine spirit and enjoyment. Not
more than five couple could be mustered; but the rarity and the suddenness of it made it very
delightful, and she found herself well matched in a partner. They were a couple worth looking at.
Two dances, unfortunately, were all that could be allowed. It was growing late, and Miss Bates
became anxious to get home, on her mother’s account. After some attempts, therefore, to be
permitted to begin again, they were obliged to
thank Mrs. Weston, look sorrowful, and have done.
“Perhaps it is as well,” said Frank Churchill, as he attended Emma to her carriage. “I must have
asked Miss Fairfax, and her languid dancing would not have agreed with me, after yours.”
CHAPTER IX Emma did not repent her condescension in
going to the Coles. The visit afforded her many pleasant recollections the next day; and
all that she might be supposed to have lost on the side of dignified seclusion, must be amply
repaid in the splendour o
f popularity. She must have delighted the Coles—worthy people,
who deserved to be made happy!—And left a name behind her that would not soon die away.
Perfect happiness, even in memory, is not common; and there were two points on which she was
not quite easy. She doubted whether she had not transgressed the duty of woman by woman,
in betraying her suspicions of Jane Fairfax’s feelings to Frank Churchill. It was hardly right;
but it had been so strong an idea, that it would escape her, and hi
s submission to all that
she told, was a compliment to her penetration, which made it difficult for her to be quite
certain that she ought to have held her tongue. The other circumstance of regret related
also to Jane Fairfax; and there she had no doubt. She did unfeignedly and unequivocally
regret the inferiority of her own playing and singing. She did most heartily grieve over
the idleness of her childhood—and sat down and practised vigorously an hour and a half.
She was then interrupted
by Harriet’s coming in; and if Harriet’s praise could have satisfied
her, she might soon have been comforted. “Oh! if I could but play as
well as you and Miss Fairfax!” “Don’t class us together, Harriet.
My playing is no more like her’s, than a lamp is like sunshine.”
“Oh! dear—I think you play the best of the two. I think you play quite as well as she
does. I am sure I had much rather hear you. Every body last night said how well you played.”
“Those who knew any thing about it, must have fe
lt the difference. The truth is, Harriet, that
my playing is just good enough to be praised, but Jane Fairfax’s is much beyond it.”
“Well, I always shall think that you play quite as well as she does, or that if there
is any difference nobody would ever find it out. Mr. Cole said how much taste you
had; and Mr. Frank Churchill talked a great deal about your taste, and that he
valued taste much more than execution.” “Ah! but Jane Fairfax has them both, Harriet.”
“Are you sure? I saw she had e
xecution, but I did not know she had any taste. Nobody talked
about it. And I hate Italian singing.—There is no understanding a word of it. Besides,
if she does play so very well, you know, it is no more than she is obliged to do, because
she will have to teach. The Coxes were wondering last night whether she would get into any great
family. How did you think the Coxes looked?” “Just as they always do—very vulgar.”
“They told me something,” said Harriet rather hesitatingly; “but it is
nothi
ng of any consequence.” Emma was obliged to ask what they had told her,
though fearful of its producing Mr. Elton. “They told me—that Mr. Martin
dined with them last Saturday.” “Oh!”
“He came to their father upon some business, and he asked him to stay to dinner.”
“Oh!” “They talked a great deal about him, especially
Anne Cox. I do not know what she meant, but she asked me if I thought I should
go and stay there again next summer.” “She meant to be impertinently curious,
just as such an Ann
e Cox should be.” “She said he was very agreeable the day
he dined there. He sat by her at dinner. Miss Nash thinks either of the Coxes
would be very glad to marry him.” “Very likely.—I think they are, without
exception, the most vulgar girls in Highbury.” Harriet had business at Ford’s.—Emma thought it
most prudent to go with her. Another accidental meeting with the Martins was possible, and
in her present state, would be dangerous. Harriet, tempted by every thing and swayed by
half a wor
d, was always very long at a purchase; and while she was still hanging over muslins
and changing her mind, Emma went to the door for amusement.—Much could not be hoped from the
traffic of even the busiest part of Highbury;—Mr. Perry walking hastily by, Mr. William Cox
letting himself in at the office-door, Mr. Cole’s carriage-horses returning from exercise,
or a stray letter-boy on an obstinate mule, were the liveliest objects she could presume
to expect; and when her eyes fell only on the
butcher with his tray, a tidy old woman travelling
homewards from shop with her full basket, two curs quarrelling over a dirty bone, and a string
of dawdling children round the baker’s little bow-window eyeing the gingerbread, she knew she
had no reason to complain, and was amused enough; quite enough still to stand at the door. A mind
lively and at ease, can do with seeing nothing, and can see nothing that does not answer.
She looked down the Randalls road. The scene enlarged; two persons a
ppeared; Mrs. Weston
and her son-in-law; they were walking into Highbury;—to Hartfield of course. They were
stopping, however, in the first place at Mrs. Bates’s; whose house was a little nearer
Randalls than Ford’s; and had all but knocked, when Emma caught their eye.—Immediately they
crossed the road and came forward to her; and the agreeableness of yesterday’s engagement seemed to
give fresh pleasure to the present meeting. Mrs. Weston informed her that she was going to call on
the Bate
ses, in order to hear the new instrument. “For my companion tells me,” said she, “that
I absolutely promised Miss Bates last night, that I would come this morning. I was not aware of
it myself. I did not know that I had fixed a day, but as he says I did, I am going now.”
“And while Mrs. Weston pays her visit, I may be allowed, I hope,” said Frank Churchill,
“to join your party and wait for her at Hartfield—if you are going home.”
Mrs. Weston was disappointed. “I thought you meant to go with m
e.
They would be very much pleased.” “Me! I should be quite in the way. But,
perhaps—I may be equally in the way here. Miss Woodhouse looks as if she did not
want me. My aunt always sends me off when she is shopping. She says I fidget her to
death; and Miss Woodhouse looks as if she could almost say the same. What am I to do?”
“I am here on no business of my own,” said Emma; “I am only waiting for my friend.
She will probably have soon done, and then we shall go home. But you had better
go
with Mrs. Weston and hear the instrument.” “Well—if you advise it.—But (with a smile)
if Colonel Campbell should have employed a careless friend, and if it should prove to have an
indifferent tone—what shall I say? I shall be no support to Mrs. Weston. She might do very well by
herself. A disagreeable truth would be palatable through her lips, but I am the wretchedest
being in the world at a civil falsehood.” “I do not believe any such thing,” replied
Emma.—“I am persuaded that you can be
as insincere as your neighbours, when it is necessary; but
there is no reason to suppose the instrument is indifferent. Quite otherwise indeed, if I
understood Miss Fairfax’s opinion last night.” “Do come with me,” said Mrs. Weston, “if it be
not very disagreeable to you. It need not detain us long. We will go to Hartfield afterwards.
We will follow them to Hartfield. I really wish you to call with me. It will be felt so great an
attention! and I always thought you meant it.” He could say n
o more; and with the
hope of Hartfield to reward him, returned with Mrs. Weston to Mrs. Bates’s door.
Emma watched them in, and then joined Harriet at the interesting counter,—trying, with all the
force of her own mind, to convince her that if she wanted plain muslin it was of no use
to look at figured; and that a blue ribbon, be it ever so beautiful, would still never match
her yellow pattern. At last it was all settled, even to the destination of the parcel.
“Should I send it to Mrs. Godd
ard’s, ma’am?” asked Mrs. Ford.—“Yes—no—yes, to Mrs.
Goddard’s. Only my pattern gown is at Hartfield. No, you shall send it to Hartfield, if you please.
But then, Mrs. Goddard will want to see it.—And I could take the pattern gown home any day. But I
shall want the ribbon directly—so it had better go to Hartfield—at least the ribbon. You could make
it into two parcels, Mrs. Ford, could not you?” “It is not worth while, Harriet, to give
Mrs. Ford the trouble of two parcels.” “No more it is.”
“No trouble in the world, ma’am,” said the obliging Mrs. Ford.
“Oh! but indeed I would much rather have it only in one. Then, if you please, you shall
send it all to Mrs. Goddard’s—I do not know—No, I think, Miss Woodhouse, I may just as
well have it sent to Hartfield, and take it home with me at night. What do you advise?”
“That you do not give another half-second to the subject. To Hartfield, if you please, Mrs. Ford.”
“Aye, that will be much best,” said Harriet, quite satisfied, “I should
not at all
like to have it sent to Mrs. Goddard’s.” Voices approached the shop—or
rather one voice and two ladies: Mrs. Weston and Miss Bates met them at the door.
“My dear Miss Woodhouse,” said the latter, “I am just run across to entreat the favour of you
to come and sit down with us a little while, and give us your opinion of our new instrument; you
and Miss Smith. How do you do, Miss Smith?—Very well I thank you.—And I begged Mrs. Weston to come
with me, that I might be sure of succeedi
ng.” “I hope Mrs. Bates and Miss Fairfax are—”
“Very well, I am much obliged to you. My mother is delightfully well; and Jane caught no cold last
night. How is Mr. Woodhouse?—I am so glad to hear such a good account. Mrs. Weston told me you
were here.—Oh! then, said I, I must run across, I am sure Miss Woodhouse will allow me just
to run across and entreat her to come in; my mother will be so very happy to see her—and now
we are such a nice party, she cannot refuse.—‘Aye, pray do,’ said Mr.
Frank Churchill, ‘Miss
Woodhouse’s opinion of the instrument will be worth having.’—But, said I, I shall be more
sure of succeeding if one of you will go with me.—‘Oh,’ said he, ‘wait half a minute, till I
have finished my job;’—For, would you believe it, Miss Woodhouse, there he is, in the most obliging
manner in the world, fastening in the rivet of my mother’s spectacles.—The rivet came out, you know,
this morning.—So very obliging!—For my mother had no use of her spectacles—could not put
them on.
And, by the bye, every body ought to have two pair of spectacles; they should indeed. Jane said so. I
meant to take them over to John Saunders the first thing I did, but something or other hindered me
all the morning; first one thing, then another, there is no saying what, you know. At one time
Patty came to say she thought the kitchen chimney wanted sweeping. Oh, said I, Patty do not come
with your bad news to me. Here is the rivet of your mistress’s spectacles out. Then the bake
d
apples came home, Mrs. Wallis sent them by her boy; they are extremely civil and obliging to us,
the Wallises, always—I have heard some people say that Mrs. Wallis can be uncivil and give a very
rude answer, but we have never known any thing but the greatest attention from them. And it cannot
be for the value of our custom now, for what is our consumption of bread, you know? Only three of
us.—besides dear Jane at present—and she really eats nothing—makes such a shocking breakfast,
you wo
uld be quite frightened if you saw it. I dare not let my mother know how little she
eats—so I say one thing and then I say another, and it passes off. But about the middle of the
day she gets hungry, and there is nothing she likes so well as these baked apples, and they are
extremely wholesome, for I took the opportunity the other day of asking Mr. Perry; I happened
to meet him in the street. Not that I had any doubt before—I have so often heard Mr. Woodhouse
recommend a baked apple. I beli
eve it is the only way that Mr. Woodhouse thinks the fruit thoroughly
wholesome. We have apple-dumplings, however, very often. Patty makes an excellent apple-dumpling.
Well, Mrs. Weston, you have prevailed, I hope, and these ladies will oblige us.”
Emma would be “very happy to wait on Mrs. Bates, &c.,” and they did at last move out of the shop,
with no farther delay from Miss Bates than, “How do you do, Mrs. Ford? I beg your pardon.
I did not see you before. I hear you have a charming collec
tion of new ribbons from town.
Jane came back delighted yesterday. Thank ye, the gloves do very well—only a little too large
about the wrist; but Jane is taking them in.” “What was I talking of?” said she, beginning
again when they were all in the street. Emma wondered on what, of all
the medley, she would fix. “I declare I cannot recollect what I was talking
of.—Oh! my mother’s spectacles. So very obliging of Mr. Frank Churchill! ‘Oh!’ said he, ‘I do think
I can fasten the rivet; I like a
job of this kind excessively.’—Which you know shewed him to be so
very.... Indeed I must say that, much as I had heard of him before and much as I had expected, he
very far exceeds any thing.... I do congratulate you, Mrs. Weston, most warmly. He seems every
thing the fondest parent could.... ‘Oh!’ said he, ‘I can fasten the rivet. I like a job of that
sort excessively.’ I never shall forget his manner. And when I brought out the baked apples
from the closet, and hoped our friends would be
so very obliging as to take some, ‘Oh!’ said he
directly, ‘there is nothing in the way of fruit half so good, and these are the finest-looking
home-baked apples I ever saw in my life.’ That, you know, was so very.... And I am sure, by
his manner, it was no compliment. Indeed they are very delightful apples, and Mrs. Wallis does
them full justice—only we do not have them baked more than twice, and Mr. Woodhouse made us promise
to have them done three times—but Miss Woodhouse will be so good
as not to mention it. The apples
themselves are the very finest sort for baking, beyond a doubt; all from Donwell—some of Mr.
Knightley’s most liberal supply. He sends us a sack every year; and certainly there never
was such a keeping apple anywhere as one of his trees—I believe there is two of them. My
mother says the orchard was always famous in her younger days. But I was really quite shocked the
other day—for Mr. Knightley called one morning, and Jane was eating these apples, and we ta
lked
about them and said how much she enjoyed them, and he asked whether we were not got to the end
of our stock. ‘I am sure you must be,’ said he, ‘and I will send you another supply; for I have
a great many more than I can ever use. William Larkins let me keep a larger quantity than
usual this year. I will send you some more, before they get good for nothing.’ So I begged
he would not—for really as to ours being gone, I could not absolutely say that we had a great
many left—it was but ha
lf a dozen indeed; but they should be all kept for Jane; and I could
not at all bear that he should be sending us more, so liberal as he had been already; and
Jane said the same. And when he was gone, she almost quarrelled with me—No, I should not
say quarrelled, for we never had a quarrel in our lives; but she was quite distressed that
I had owned the apples were so nearly gone; she wished I had made him believe we had a great
many left. Oh, said I, my dear, I did say as much as I could. H
owever, the very same evening William
Larkins came over with a large basket of apples, the same sort of apples, a bushel at least, and
I was very much obliged, and went down and spoke to William Larkins and said every thing, as
you may suppose. William Larkins is such an old acquaintance! I am always glad to see him.
But, however, I found afterwards from Patty, that William said it was all the apples of that
sort his master had; he had brought them all—and now his master had not one left to
bake or boil.
William did not seem to mind it himself, he was so pleased to think his master had sold so many;
for William, you know, thinks more of his master’s profit than any thing; but Mrs. Hodges, he said,
was quite displeased at their being all sent away. She could not bear that her master should not be
able to have another apple-tart this spring. He told Patty this, but bid her not mind it, and
be sure not to say any thing to us about it, for Mrs. Hodges would be cross sometimes, an
d
as long as so many sacks were sold, it did not signify who ate the remainder. And so Patty told
me, and I was excessively shocked indeed! I would not have Mr. Knightley know any thing about it
for the world! He would be so very.... I wanted to keep it from Jane’s knowledge; but, unluckily,
I had mentioned it before I was aware.” Miss Bates had just done as Patty opened the
door; and her visitors walked upstairs without having any regular narration to attend to, pursued
only by the sounds
of her desultory good-will. “Pray take care, Mrs. Weston, there is a step
at the turning. Pray take care, Miss Woodhouse, ours is rather a dark staircase—rather darker
and narrower than one could wish. Miss Smith, pray take care. Miss Woodhouse, I am quite
concerned, I am sure you hit your foot. Miss Smith, the step at the turning.”
CHAPTER X The appearance of the little sitting-room as they
entered, was tranquillity itself; Mrs. Bates, deprived of her usual employment, slumbering
on one s
ide of the fire, Frank Churchill, at a table near her, most deedily occupied about
her spectacles, and Jane Fairfax, standing with her back to them, intent on her pianoforte.
Busy as he was, however, the young man was yet able to shew a most happy
countenance on seeing Emma again. “This is a pleasure,” said he, in rather a low
voice, “coming at least ten minutes earlier than I had calculated. You find me trying to be
useful; tell me if you think I shall succeed.” “What!” said Mrs. Weston, “h
ave not you finished
it yet? you would not earn a very good livelihood as a working silversmith at this rate.”
“I have not been working uninterruptedly,” he replied, “I have been assisting Miss Fairfax
in trying to make her instrument stand steadily, it was not quite firm; an unevenness in
the floor, I believe. You see we have been wedging one leg with paper. This was
very kind of you to be persuaded to come. I was almost afraid you would be hurrying home.”
He contrived that she should be se
ated by him; and was sufficiently employed in looking out the
best baked apple for her, and trying to make her help or advise him in his work, till Jane Fairfax
was quite ready to sit down to the pianoforte again. That she was not immediately ready, Emma
did suspect to arise from the state of her nerves; she had not yet possessed the instrument long
enough to touch it without emotion; she must reason herself into the power of performance;
and Emma could not but pity such feelings, whatever
their origin, and could not but resolve
never to expose them to her neighbour again. At last Jane began, and though the first
bars were feebly given, the powers of the instrument were gradually done full justice
to. Mrs. Weston had been delighted before, and was delighted again; Emma joined her
in all her praise; and the pianoforte, with every proper discrimination, was pronounced
to be altogether of the highest promise. “Whoever Colonel Campbell might employ,” said
Frank Churchill, with a
smile at Emma, “the person has not chosen ill. I heard a good deal of Colonel
Campbell’s taste at Weymouth; and the softness of the upper notes I am sure is exactly what he
and all that party would particularly prize. I dare say, Miss Fairfax, that he either gave
his friend very minute directions, or wrote to Broadwood himself. Do not you think so?”
Jane did not look round. She was not obliged to hear. Mrs. Weston had been
speaking to her at the same moment. “It is not fair,” said Emma, in
a whisper;
“mine was a random guess. Do not distress her.” He shook his head with a smile, and looked as
if he had very little doubt and very little mercy. Soon afterwards he began again,
“How much your friends in Ireland must be enjoying your pleasure on this occasion, Miss
Fairfax. I dare say they often think of you, and wonder which will be the day, the precise
day of the instrument’s coming to hand. Do you imagine Colonel Campbell knows the business to be
going forward just at this time
?—Do you imagine it to be the consequence of an immediate commission
from him, or that he may have sent only a general direction, an order indefinite as to time, to
depend upon contingencies and conveniences?” He paused. She could not but hear;
she could not avoid answering, “Till I have a letter from Colonel
Campbell,” said she, in a voice of forced calmness, “I can imagine nothing with
any confidence. It must be all conjecture.” “Conjecture—aye, sometimes one conjectures
right, and somet
imes one conjectures wrong. I wish I could conjecture how soon I shall make
this rivet quite firm. What nonsense one talks, Miss Woodhouse, when hard at work, if one
talks at all;—your real workmen, I suppose, hold their tongues; but we gentlemen labourers if
we get hold of a word—Miss Fairfax said something about conjecturing. There, it is done. I have the
pleasure, madam, (to Mrs. Bates,) of restoring your spectacles, healed for the present.”
He was very warmly thanked both by mother and d
aughter; to escape a little from
the latter, he went to the pianoforte, and begged Miss Fairfax, who was still
sitting at it, to play something more. “If you are very kind,” said he, “it will be
one of the waltzes we danced last night;—let me live them over again. You did not enjoy them as I
did; you appeared tired the whole time. I believe you were glad we danced no longer; but I would
have given worlds—all the worlds one ever has to give—for another half-hour.”
She played. “What felicity
it is to hear a tune again
which has made one happy!—If I mistake not that was danced at Weymouth.”
She looked up at him for a moment, coloured deeply, and played something
else. He took some music from a chair near the pianoforte, and turning to Emma, said,
“Here is something quite new to me. Do you know it?—Cramer.—And here are a new set of Irish
melodies. That, from such a quarter, one might expect. This was all sent with the instrument.
Very thoughtful of Colonel Campbell, was not it?—He
knew Miss Fairfax could have no music here.
I honour that part of the attention particularly; it shews it to have been so thoroughly from the
heart. Nothing hastily done; nothing incomplete. True affection only could have prompted it.”
Emma wished he would be less pointed, yet could not help being amused; and when
on glancing her eye towards Jane Fairfax she caught the remains of a smile, when she saw
that with all the deep blush of consciousness, there had been a smile of secret delight, s
he
had less scruple in the amusement, and much less compunction with respect to her.—This amiable,
upright, perfect Jane Fairfax was apparently cherishing very reprehensible feelings.
He brought all the music to her, and they looked it over together.—Emma
took the opportunity of whispering, “You speak too plain. She must understand you.”
“I hope she does. I would have her understand me. I am not in the least ashamed of my meaning.”
“But really, I am half ashamed, and wish I had never taken up
the idea.”
“I am very glad you did, and that you communicated it to me. I have now a
key to all her odd looks and ways. Leave shame to her. If she does wrong, she ought to feel it.”
“She is not entirely without it, I think.” “I do not see much sign of it. She is playing
Robin Adair at this moment—his favourite.” Shortly afterwards Miss Bates,
passing near the window, descried Mr. Knightley on horse-back not far off.
“Mr. Knightley I declare!—I must speak to him if possible, just to thank him
. I will not open
the window here; it would give you all cold; but I can go into my mother’s room you know.
I dare say he will come in when he knows who is here. Quite delightful to have you all
meet so!—Our little room so honoured!” She was in the adjoining chamber while she
still spoke, and opening the casement there, immediately called Mr. Knightley’s attention,
and every syllable of their conversation was as distinctly heard by the others, as if
it had passed within the same apartment.
“How d’ ye do?—how d’ye do?—Very well,
I thank you. So obliged to you for the carriage last night. We were just in time;
my mother just ready for us. Pray come in; do come in. You will find some friends here.”
So began Miss Bates; and Mr. Knightley seemed determined to be heard in his turn, for most
resolutely and commandingly did he say, “How is your niece, Miss Bates?—I want to
inquire after you all, but particularly your niece. How is Miss Fairfax?—I hope
she caught no cold last night.
How is she to-day? Tell me how Miss Fairfax is.”
And Miss Bates was obliged to give a direct answer before he would hear her in any thing else.
The listeners were amused; and Mrs. Weston gave Emma a look of particular meaning. But Emma
still shook her head in steady scepticism. “So obliged to you!—so very much obliged to
you for the carriage,” resumed Miss Bates. He cut her short with,
“I am going to Kingston. Can I do any thing for you?”
“Oh! dear, Kingston—are you?—Mrs. Cole was saying the
other day she
wanted something from Kingston.” “Mrs. Cole has servants to send.
Can I do any thing for you?” “No, I thank you. But do come in. Who do you
think is here?—Miss Woodhouse and Miss Smith; so kind as to call to hear the new pianoforte.
Do put up your horse at the Crown, and come in.” “Well,” said he, in a deliberating
manner, “for five minutes, perhaps.” “And here is Mrs. Weston and Mr. Frank Churchill
too!—Quite delightful; so many friends!” “No, not now, I thank you. I could n
ot stay
two minutes. I must get on to Kingston as fast as I can.”
“Oh! do come in. They will be so very happy to see you.”
“No, no; your room is full enough. I will call another day, and hear the pianoforte.”
“Well, I am so sorry!—Oh! Mr. Knightley, what a delightful party last night; how extremely
pleasant.—Did you ever see such dancing?—Was not it delightful?—Miss Woodhouse and Mr. Frank
Churchill; I never saw any thing equal to it.” “Oh! very delightful indeed; I can say nothing
less, for
I suppose Miss Woodhouse and Mr. Frank Churchill are hearing every thing that passes.
And (raising his voice still more) I do not see why Miss Fairfax should not be mentioned
too. I think Miss Fairfax dances very well; and Mrs. Weston is the very best country-dance
player, without exception, in England. Now, if your friends have any gratitude, they will say
something pretty loud about you and me in return; but I cannot stay to hear it.”
“Oh! Mr. Knightley, one moment more; something of cons
equence—so shocked!—Jane
and I are both so shocked about the apples!” “What is the matter now?”
“To think of your sending us all your store apples. You said you had a great many, and now
you have not one left. We really are so shocked! Mrs. Hodges may well be angry. William Larkins
mentioned it here. You should not have done it, indeed you should not. Ah! he is off. He never can
bear to be thanked. But I thought he would have staid now, and it would have been a pity not to
have mentioned...
. Well, (returning to the room,) I have not been able to succeed. Mr. Knightley
cannot stop. He is going to Kingston. He asked me if he could do any thing....”
“Yes,” said Jane, “we heard his kind offers, we heard every thing.”
“Oh! yes, my dear, I dare say you might, because you know, the door was open, and the
window was open, and Mr. Knightley spoke loud. You must have heard every thing to be sure. ‘Can
I do any thing for you at Kingston?’ said he; so I just mentioned.... Oh! Miss
Woodhou
se, must you be going?—You seem but just come—so very obliging of you.”
Emma found it really time to be at home; the visit had already lasted long; and on examining watches,
so much of the morning was perceived to be gone, that Mrs. Weston and her companion taking
leave also, could allow themselves only to walk with the two young ladies to Hartfield
gates, before they set off for Randalls. This concludes part one of Emma by Jane Austen.
Please continue to part two, link in description.
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Lovely 😍 Please also consider doing persuasive and the rest of the anne Shirley series, or Emily of Newmoon series, or Rebecca
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