A fan song about Kristen Applebees from Fantasy High Sophomore Year
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[ID: A renaissance inspired digital painting of Kristen. Kristen is a pale human with red hair and freckles, and is gazing down with her hands clutched onto her chest, where the tip of a unicorn horn can be seen poking through her chest, staining her shirt with blood. She is wearing a blue robe over a paler blue shirt. A halo of light is around her head. The background is a papyrus textured beige. End ID.]
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Writing: Jay (https://www.youtube.com/c/JayVineyGolden)
Production: Jay
Mix: Jay
Performance: Jay
Visuals: Em (@saphstars)
Video Editing: Em
Managers: Mahal (@wretchstar) and Em (@saphstars)
Lyrics:
The path ahead forsaken, there’s no way to turn back
There’s nothing left to follow, as I stumble through pitch black
I once had my life laid out for me, a simple step-by-step
But that was rudimentary, I’m no longer like that
I’ll learn to be auspicious; despite my family tree
I’ve dabbled in capricious and found that its for me
I know that I have powers far beyond what they could dream
I’ve died and gone to heaven, and it’s really not my scene
And something deep inside of me keeps telling me I’m wrong
And I’m letting it guide me to the beat of my own song
And I’ll pray, pray to those who’d listen
And I’ll pray to everyone still left
And I’ll pray ’til I don’t need your permission
And I’ll pray
And I’ll learn your name
A forest full of secrets, nightmares unforeseen
Exposing all our weakness, and pulling down the screen
I’m standing here before you, laying out my all
I pray to you please unnamed Goddess, don’t let me fall
And there’s no use in pretending I’m helpless and lost
I’ll follow you through darkness whatever the cost
And I’ll pray, pray to those who’d listen
And I’ll pray to everyone still left
And I’ll pray ’til I don’t need your permission
And I’ll pray
And I’ll learn your name
This emptiness inside has led me this far
My friends are by my side whenever it gets dark
It’s time to vanquish doubt, and this is where I’ll start
I know you’ll hear my call - I feel it in my-
the path ahead forsaken, there's no way to turn back There's nothing left to follow as I stumble through pitch black I once had my life laid out for me, a simple step-by-step but that was rudimentary, I'm
no longer like that I'll learn to be auspicious, despite my family tree, I've dabbled in capricious and found that it's for me I know that I have powers far beyond what
they could dream I've died and gone to heaven but it's really
not my scene And something deep inside of me keeps telling me I'
m wrong. and I'm letting it guide me to the beat of my own song and I'll pray, pray to those who'd listen and I'll pray to everyone still left and I'll pray till I don't need your
permission and I'll pray and I'll learn your name a forest full of secrets,
nightmares unforeseen exposing all our weakness, and pulling down the screen I'm standing here before you, laying out my all I pray to you please unnamed goddess,
don't let me fall and there's no use in pretending, I'm helpless and lost I'll fo
llow you through darkness, whatever the cost and I'll pray pray to those who'll listen and I'll pray to everyone still left And I'll pray till I don't need your permission And I'll pray and I'll learn your name this emptiness inside has led me this far my friends are by my side, whenever it
gets dark It's time to vanquish doubt and this is where I'll start I know you'll hear my call, I feel it in my-
Comments
"I've died and gone to heaven, but it's not really my scene". Wow. This line in any other song would be a beautiful metaphor, but the fact that it literally happened to Kristen makes it that much better! Love love LOVE this song!!!
"and I'll learn your name" oh my feelings
Kristen ribbon dances to this song
I love how this is like the most serious song in the album and Kristen is the goofiest character
This song killed me I’m writing this from Helio’s office
I was speechless after this episode and I'm pretty sure this is the only thing that can put words to the life and death(s) of Saint Kristen Applebees.
This sounds like straight up out of a musical.
The "I'll pray" chorus might be my favorite couple of lines in all of the Sig Figs album. Absolutely beautiful. I love this fandom so much.
BRO THE EEEEEEEEEND AHHHHHH This song gave me full chills and then the end literally killed me holy moses
raise your hand if you also came here after the fhsy finale pt. 2 to cry
“till i don’t need your permission” killed me
This did about 10d10 heart damage. 😭 Truly beautiful. You should be damn proud.
That ending 😭, another masterpiece
That was so good. I can 100% picture this as Kristen's inner monologue.
How is like every line of this song so amazing! Like "something deep inside of me is telling me I'm wrong and I'm letting it guide me to the beat of my own song" That's incredible! I send this song to like everyone I knew like once a month because it needs more people to hear it
Nooooooo it's so good and I wasn't ready for the ending 😭
The line "I'll pray till I do't need your permission" fucking broke me-
I CANT stop replaying the end.. it hits different lol
After the most recent live this hits different
The ending😭😭 but absolutely amazingly done❤️