Ovaries. Most women have two; journalist Natalie Lampert has only one. Then, in her early twenties, she almost lost it, along with her ability to ever have biological children. Doctors urged her to freeze her eggs, and Lampert started asking questions.
What was once science fiction is now simply science: Fertility can be frozen in time. Hundreds of thousands of women worldwide have opted to freeze their eggs. Along with IVF, egg freezing is touted as a way for women to “have it all” by conquering their biological clocks, in line with the global trend of delaying pregnancy and motherhood. A generation after the Pill, this revolutionary technology offers a new kind of freedom for women. But does egg freezing give women real agency or just the illusion of it?
It’s never been so important for a person with ovaries to understand their body, their options, and their reproductive autonomy. But when it comes to women’s health, many of those options—especially technologies that promise control over something like fertility—aren’t all what they seem to be. In this powerful talk, Lampert explains why.
Natalie Lampert is an award-winning journalist and the author of THE BIG FREEZE: A Reporter’s Personal Journey into the World of Egg Freezing and the Quest to Control Our Fertility (Random House, 2024). A former Fulbright scholar, she has written for The New York Times, The New York Times Magazine, The Atlantic, The Guardian, and The Washington Post, among other publications. She has a master’s degree in journalism from New York University and has received fellowships and grants from Investigative Reporters & Editors, the Logan Nonfiction program, and the Alfred P. Sloan Foundation.
This talk was given at a TEDx event using the TED conference format but independently organized by a local community. Learn more at https://www.ted.com/tedx
Transcriber: Kaan Varsak
Reviewer: Jiwoo Park It's a summer evening in New York City. I'm 25 years old, backpack
slung over my shoulder, sitting in a large room in a fancy hotel. There are 100 or so fashionably
dressed women around me, most in their 30s and early 40s, eating
popcorn and drinking champagne. Suddenly a fertility doctor
chirped from the stage. Ladies, you are young and
fertile and fabulous. This was a so-called egg freezing
cocktail party, and it felt like a scene
from sex in the c
ity. We were there to listen to a handful
of doctors talk about something. Most of us knew very little
about our eggs. I was there that night as a journalist,
but I was also there for personal reasons. Most women have two ovaries.
I only have one. When I was 12, I had an emergency surgery
that removed my right ovary and fallopian tube. Nearly a decade later,
for unrelated reasons, I almost lost my left ovary and my ability
to ever have biological children. The one future non-negotiable
on my lif
e's to do list. Doctors urge me to freeze my eggs. The stakes were high. I had
to make a decision. But to do that, I needed to understand
this wild world of reproductive technologies. Well, understanding
turned into obsession, and I ended up writing a book about
the quest to control fertility. I spent eight years talking with
reproductive endocrinologists, startup founders Embryologists CEOs. I interviewed more than 100 women
struggling to make important decisions about their fertility. I visite
d
world famous clinics and peered into petri dishes
inside laboratories. I researched hormones until my brain hurt. And what I discovered blew my mind. There's so much about our bodies
we don't learn about in school or talk about with our doctors. Most of us had meager sex ed that
can be summed up by that line in the movie Mean Girls, when
Coach Carr said, don't have sex because you will
get pregnant and die. One minute we're 16, fumbling
with condoms and trying to avoid pregnancy
at all costs.
And then suddenly we're 35, in
our gynecologist office, our most fertile years behind us, being labeled as advanced maternal age
and learning about egg quality and fertile windows for the first time. So we grow up under the illusion that
everything's fine. Until it's not. Maybe you or your partner have had
a miscarriage. An abortion. A terrible experience with birth control.
Maybe you have PCOS or endometriosis. Maybe you've never said the
word vulva out loud. We learn about our fertility when w
e're
close to no longer having it. One woman I interviewed, mid 30s with
an Ivy League master's degree, thought that women had a
dozen or so eggs total. In fact, a woman is born with 1 to
2 million eggs in her ovaries. And as she gets older, she starts
running out of functioning ones. So even the smartest among us, they'll find ourselves thrown back into
no man's land of not knowing enough. Study after study shows many women aren't
aware that female fertility declined sharply after their mid 30s
. Meanwhile, more women than
ever are getting pregnant or attempting to later in life. We postpone motherhood for all kinds
of reasons educational, financial, professional, personal. But the reality
is our brains want to delay. Our bodies do not. How do we make the
body do what the brain wants? We look to new technology. Most of us know someone or are that
someone who have used reproductive technologies to help build their families. They've helped countless people overcome
fertility issues stemm
ing from age and medical conditions. With egg freezing. A person with ovaries takes medications,
undergoes an egg retrieval, and poof, eggs on ice. It sounds simple, right? Well, one egg freezer I
spoke to was a doctor, and even with her medical background,
she found the process super complex. There's two weeks of self-injected
hormones, several blood work appointments, and a surgical procedure. Your
body goes through a lot. Weight gain, emotional roller coaster.
Basically really bad PMS symptom
s. Not so fun. Maybe you get three eggs. Maybe you get 30. Not all are viable. It's intense, but many women reach the point where we do almost anything to
manipulate our fertility, our bodies, to better fit the timelines our
hearts and brains want. In this case, that means preserving our
younger, better eggs now to use later. The number of healthy women freezing
their eggs has increased by nearly 4,000% in the last decade. The main reason why they freeze
because they haven't found the right part
ner, the person they
want to have children with. It's what medical anthropologist Marcia
Inhorn calls the mating gap. Imagine you're 33 years old, fresh out
of a breakup. You're heartbroken. Your biological clock is ticking louder. And while you redownload dating apps
and put yourself back out there, egg freezing seems like a smart,
productive thing to do. Tons of employers now cover it. Why?
It's really expensive. One egg freezing cycle in the
US costs roughly $16,000 , and most women do more t
han one cycle. Many who don't have this workplace benefit
pay for it by taking out loans, borrowing money from family,
maxing out credit cards, even starting GoFundMe campaigns. The perception, thanks in large
part to aggressive marketing, is that egg freezing is an insurance
policy. It's sold as a sure thing. It's not. An insurance policy guarantees
coverage if something terrible happens. But if your frozen eggs don't survive
the thaw or lead to a baby. Sorry. Better luck next time. The reality
is, the message about egg freezing potential
benefits is much stronger than the message about its uncertainties. There are a lot of misconceptions and
often crucial facts left out. Long time, reliable data on
egg freezing is scarce, in part because most people worldwide who
have frozen their eggs haven't returned to use them. And those who do. Many find that egg freezing doesn't
work the way they'd hoped. Unpacking the reasons why would
take an entire book, which I can only say because
I wrote
that book. Basically, though, it's because one. Not all eggs survive the thawing process, and two women don't usually freeze enough
eggs or at a young enough age. Okay, so if most frozen eggs
don't result in a baby, what are egg freezers buying into? Here's
where the research really shocked me. Freedom. Women who freeze their eggs feel
powerful relief. Less dating pressure. More career focus. A break from
the constant tick tock, tick tock of their ovaries. These are
striking psychological effect
s. Just having a backup option,
even a shaky one, changes how a woman thinks about the
demands of biology and time, and it can profoundly transform her life. Which is why, despite the price tag and the fact that they may never use their
frozen eggs, and if they tried to, it might not work. Most egg freezers
say it's worth it. No regrets. This fascinated me that the primary
benefit of egg freezing isn't a baby. It's peace of mind. That's what
egg freezing is really about. Not actual insurance, bu
t assurance. That peace of mind was invaluable for one
of the main characters in my book. A few months after she froze
her eggs, she texted me. Those precious frozen egg babies of
mine help snap some sense into me and end this past relationship
which I had hoped, hoped, hoped would be the one without the
pressure of having to settle. To be clear, some people who freeze
their eggs do have regrets. I interviewed women who felt egg freezing,
had too many painful side effects, or took a real financi
al toll, and they
ultimately wished they hadn't done it. But whether the women had qualms or not, they were all shocked by how little they
understood about the procedure, about their hormones, about
fertility in general. I kept thinking about that freedom and
peace of mind. I really wanted it. Egg freezing is marketed as one of
the best solutions available for women hoping to have it all. That's me
. I'm one of those women. I want it all. I grew up knowing I
could have a career and a family, tha
t I could and would play just as hard
as the boys, but by my early 30s, I was overwhelmed by relationships, money,
job, health, when to have kids. If I even could. Grappling with
all this life stuff within a short pressure filled
time frame is a lot. So at this peak of uncertainty
and vulnerability, of course, I was dazzled by the shiny
promises of egg freezing. Relying on that assurance sounded
great because it would take the pressure off facing the major
questions I'd been avoiding. You know t
he ones. Should I stay in
this relationship? Am I settling? Can I really have a career and be
a mom? What do I truly want? That's when it hit me. I was desperate
for a Band-Aid, some relief. I realized I'd been searching for answers to all of my
questions out there. But the truest answers can
only be found in here. Whether or not I froze my eggs, the
truth remained. Life is messy. There are so many unknowns, and I had to stop running from
confronting the tough stuff. And that gave me serious pau
se. Egg freezing is a powerful innovation and
for many people can be life changing. But it's assurance, not insurance. It is
not a reliable way to freeze time. It is not control. We don't have all
the answers about egg freezing yet, and I don't have all the answers
for myself yet either. I don't know what lies ahead
when it comes to my ovary. Possible pregnancy, future parenthood.
And that's okay. The science and the story
are still unfolding. I did ultimately make a decision
about freezing my e
ggs, but what I learned during this journey
was about so much more than do it or don't. I've learned that no
technology is a panacea for the difficult questions that
arise in our lives. I've learned not to postpone whatever
reckoning I'm invited into. I've learned not to let egg freezing or
anything else hold me back from doing the real work that's required to be
fearless in the face of unknowns. And that that. Feels like freedom.
Comments
incredible talk. incredibly well researched and informed. this has me thinking quite a lot..
I can't wait to read your book! You've clearly unpacked so much on this vital topic.
powerful message , i hope loads more get to see and understands her message.
I was 22 when I was told I wouldn't ever get pregnant, with no solid explanation why. I did have 2 babies, that I nearly died from the complications of pregnancy in my mid twenties. I had 2 miscarriages in my early 30's and am very much done having anymore children.
I'm interresting about your videos and your platform because it's very good❤❤
I was eating breakfast and thought the title was about freezing chicken eggs! 🐔🥚🍳 😹
Is it necessary, when they can do ovarian regeneration with stem cell injections?
That's not freedom, it is a temporary escape.
I think should put title for this speech is: "How women gain their freedom?". Thank you for your wonderful talks.
I myself have considered egg freezing but for a totally different reason. I actually have a wonderful partner for almost 9 years now and we want to get married soon - but we currently don't want to have children and aren't sure if we want any at all (we're currently both 30 years old). And yes, maybe we will decide to never have kids - everything inside me is screaming "No! You will maybe love your children, but you will not love motherhood and everything that comes with it." But there's still this little voice inside my head telling me: "Maybe you'll think completely different about children in 6 years". That the actual chances of having a child of those frozen eggs are so little was unknown to me until now - but I'm still considering it because I would be angry at myself if I wouldn't have used this opportunity while I could.
So great😍🥰
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Doesn't the new decision in AL about the viability of IVF call all of this into question? I know that these are not fertilized eggs, but eggs that are fertilized outside of the womb will be considered persons, and no clinic or company will want to be legally liable for the transfer. Assurance goes poof, at least for women in the South. Again.
false assurance
it's a smmer morning in Morocco "FEZ city"
😢😂😂😂😂😂😂❤
Every body is different. I know a lot of women 50y old totaly normal pregnancy and also 20y old who cant have children. It's in our genetics. If you don't have good genetic you are not ment to reproduce. Unfortunately that is something we cant control.ber can just pray 🙏
So, what is the message?
Q: “Am I settling…??” A: Get off social media. Egg freezing and fertility treatments are a business. Businesses will always market the upside of their products. Educate yourself before making any life changing commitments. Otherwise regret and heartache is right around the corner.
For the vast majority of women, the reality is you must either choose career or family. Trying to do both most likely means you will not reach your full potential in either, simply because of the limitations of time and biology. Making all this effort to fight your natural biological processes is folly.