Afkap- Aaina | Official Video | Parat EP

Hundred words but they boil down to one thing And not one night I could sleep without thinking It’s been a year since I last wrote The secrets only my tight ones know Cause the crowd moves like a herd It will judge and discriminate The Devil offers me an apple The God commands me to worship Made up by society, I’d rather wander in my own lane And have my feet bleed before I give up on my knees I’m trying hard but these years go by Anxiety on an all time high That’s why I need a hit, got this JUU

L all the time I’m so far there’s so much my maa wouldn’t find It’s like I’m okay with a trial, but I don’t know the crime I know I’m wrong and I’ll change all my ways But its blurry and I cant see clearly with my eyes Had faith in me ever since I was a child Got tired of blabbering I’ll prove them wrong But then my father also told me, “There’s nothing in talk A thunder doesn’t always mean there’s gonna be rain” Shallow art never finds a place in heart forever Since this game got big they stopp

ed mocking my efforts Since the game got big its a trend to make records Nowadays friendships are burdens They flaunt being happy, so they’re stuck on the phone They’re mad cause I don’t validate In reality they’re empty and double faced Too busy to take trips to trip so they can post some pics I seriously don’t get it I’m 22, getting older My thoughts are turning to writings And my friend’s doing engineering And my friends studying medical Even I scored a 95 Too focused on what didn’t matter Ha

d a friend in ICU I was mad so I didn’t reply And he left without saying a goodbye And sometimes I hate being alone Cause these thoughts keep knocking (Just like that) You could be one in a million But when they talk to you they won't look in the eye Cause these words are a way for intentions to hide And if your friends burn with jealousy, warm your palms If you disagree with what I say, focus on what I mean, Bamboozled by their words Tired of their lies And the ones scared of bleeding Are the o

nes that want to fight for what’s right -- But nobody wants to introspect and be better A broken mirror is a weapon before its used to reflect Doesn’t matter how you pray, hands joined or open It’s a chaos outside, everybody is broken